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Birthday
• 1989-12-18
Gender
• Female
Location
• West Virginia
Member Since
• 2005-02-05
Occupation
• Student
Real Name
• You Don't Need To Know

Personal

Achievements
• Who Gives A Shit?
Anime Fan Since
• 1993
Favorite Anime
• Yu Yu Hakusho, Yu-Gi-Oh, Beyblade, Gundam Seed, Gundam Wing/AC, Wolf's Rain, X/1999, Vampire Hunter D, Trigun, Saiyuki, Rurouni Kenshin, Inuyasha, Full Metal Alchemist, D N Angel, and Chobits.
Goals
• Nothing really
Hobbies
• Writing poems/stoires, playing the keyboard, singing.
Talents
• Look above!

myOtaku.com: TwistedNightmare

Monday, July 11, 2005

Hey People!
Hey! How are things going. Look! I found out how to put in pictures!!! Yay! I also have an avatar. An Acomplishment. Somehting I haven't done in a while. Anyways, the poem I have been working on is done but I really don't think it's my best work. I like it but not my best, I can do better.

Broken Faith

I believed in you once
You were my idol;
My savoir,
But now all I can remember
Is how you turned you back on me
When I need you the most.

I once thought you were real
Something so great that you should have been a god.
Sometimes I wonder
Why you changed your ways
Over the long lonely days
Was it something that happened
To this dysfunctional family
That caused you to frown
And turn my world upside down.

I once saw you as my superhero
That would save me in days to come
To protect me from all the bad in the world
And to protect me as you’re young.
But now I see the truth
That everything you said was a lie
And it cause me to die
Not physically
But emotionally.

I used to trust you.
I wanted to be like you.
But you somehow messed up
For now you’re nothing but a pain
Someone who causes heartaches
And headaches
For now you’re so complicated
And every time I found out something
You go and cause more wonder and confusion.
Do you do this in spite of me?
Can’t you see
What you’re doing to me?

You caused confusion and hate
Lies and despise
Dispassion and unhappiness
Broken dreams and broken hope
But most of all
That you caused the most to me
Is now my every so evil
Broken faith.
Thank you daddy.
This what you did to me.

If you don't like it, let me know. I always like a good critism to let me know what I need to work on.

Still waiting to see what happens to Huricane Dennis. God, do I feel bad for people living in Florida. They just got over all the Huricanes last season and here they come again, to tear down the hard work that was put into rebuilding Florida. *sigh* Mother Nature can be cruel sometimes.

You are dead inside and don't experience sadness
that often

Why are you sad? [amazing pictures] For darker people
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Sadly this quiz has truth behind it. I feel so dead that I'd rather leave this world. I don't want to be here, and I hate it. I've so many times on what would happened if I ended it all, the pain and suffering; the darkness. Then I hear my pure side talk to me and snap me out of it. I'm gald she is a part of me and sometimes I want to just shoot her to make her shut up. I want nothing more than to be happy. Is it too much to ask, ne? I know suicide is for the weak but sometimes... I feel so worthless.

Quote of the day: "So long as little children are allowed to suffer, there is no true love in this world."
-Isodore Duncan

: Pic of the day

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