myOtaku.com: TwistedNightmare

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Birthday
• 1989-12-18
Gender
• Female
Location
• West Virginia
Member Since
• 2005-02-05
Occupation
• Student
Real Name
• You Don't Need To Know

Personal

Achievements
• Who Gives A Shit?
Anime Fan Since
• 1993
Favorite Anime
• Yu Yu Hakusho, Yu-Gi-Oh, Beyblade, Gundam Seed, Gundam Wing/AC, Wolf's Rain, X/1999, Vampire Hunter D, Trigun, Saiyuki, Rurouni Kenshin, Inuyasha, Full Metal Alchemist, D N Angel, and Chobits.
Goals
• Nothing really
Hobbies
• Writing poems/stoires, playing the keyboard, singing.
Talents
• Look above!

myOtaku.com: TwistedNightmare

Monday, July 18, 2005

Still here!
I'm still living. I am so sorry for worrying you like I did. i just showed you of how much an ass I can be. I never ment to be a burden and look at what the hell I went and did. Not very nice, ne. Those of you who left comments are right. My life isn't worth giving up. I now know why, too. If I commit suicide then it will only prove that they won. That those who set out to make my life miserable would have won and I can't let that happen.

I'm on my way to recovery from my suicidal thoughts. Maybe it won't take as long as it has in the past when no one cared. I want to give a major thanks to anyone who left me a comment. I don't feel worthless anymore. I feel somewhat better. I know it will take sometime to get my broken shards put back together but I'll manage it.

My Unknown Archangel

The sky was shadowing as the storms raged,
Sickened in disgrace, entrapped in a cage.
Unable to inhale the tension of the air,
Thunder struck at the strike of midnight,
Emotions fly by night, in limbo unaware.

Yet something peculiar took a shine on me,
Certain that the ceaseless pain would never leave.
My terror-stricken face became to unravel,
Whilst a glimpse of hope lights the path I stumble,
A path that crumbled, that I couldn't foretell.

But I broke from the chains of tribulation,
After suffering years of deprivation.
Where the light shines brightly from the sky,
A growth of faith begins to thank this blessing,
From all the stressing, in which I questioned why?

In just a short space of the leave of absence,
Suddenly my mind began to bring out its defence.
No longer did the shadows cloud over my days,
Nor feel my life restrained from eternal despair,
My life's been repaired, in unexplainable ways.

I want to thank whoever this archangel can be,
With a genuine smile, I send my sorrows out to sea.

Watch yourself and always love yourself,
and think before you act.
Be careful who you believe you love,
and hold onto your tact.
Be cautious letting your heart rule
and hushing all of your mind;
don't give into what people tell you to do,
but always be courteous and kind.
Listen to you parents, kids,
they really do know what's right;
Please don't just listen to your friends;
that will only lead to fights.
Let go and have fun sometimes,
but realize when it's too much.
Listen you YOUR mind and heart;
don't listen to his touch.
Remember drinking isn't really cool,
no matter how young you look...
You don't want to end up on the flight
which you never meant to book.
Don't have sex 'cause you want to
because you believe you love your man...
Just wait until you're a little older
and he's slipped that ring on your hand.
When you have kids, tell them you love them
and spoil them just a bit;
Kiss them every night and day
and teach them a little wit.
No matter where life may take you
I'm always up for a chat
and no matter where life may throw you
know that I'll always have your back.

The poem is called Life by õSierra Rae ôô. A very beautiful poem that reminds me to pull through this pain of mine. I will make it. I know I will.

Angel's Lullaby: By Richard Marx
I was never alive
Til the day I was blessed with you
When I hold you late at night
I know what I was put here to do
I turn off the world
And listen to you sigh
And I will sing my angel's lullaby

Know I'm forever near
The one you can always call
Right now all you know to fear
Are the shadows on your wall
And I'm here close enough
To kiss the tears you cry
And I will sing my angel's lullaby

So tell me how to stop the years from racing
Is there a secret someone knows
I'll never catch all the memories I'm chasing
I'll never be ready to let go

And when the world seems cold
You feel that all of your strength is gone
There may be one tiny voice
Your reason to carry on
And when I'm not close enough
To kiss the tears you cry
You will sing your angel's lullaby

Let this be our angel's lullaby

I have to go now but I just wanted all of you to know that I'm still alive and going strong. Thanks you to those who were concerned. Bless you!

Foresaken Angel. You're the one who has loved and
lost...You dream of a better world, even though
you live in a pretty good one...

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SAD ANGEL. Depressed much? Why? Does the world suck
THAT much? Or only to u? Who cares? U were put
on this earth to make a mark and u need to be
happy. If u stay this way, people will never
know how wonderful u are. People need u because
hidden inside u is a loving and caring person.
U need to let out ur helpful side because we
need u. U would probably save many lives thanks
to ur care. Ignore people who bring u down and
enjoy life. What U Probably Say: One slip and
down the hole we fall
It seems to take no time at all....

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