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Friday, August 12, 2005


   Day 5
Well, i told you all yesturday that I was depressed and well I think I have sunk lower into it. My feelings are rising and I can't stop them. Normally I can push away any feeling I want but this one is so hard to forget. My memories are beginning to push to the surface and I hate it. It's scaring me, although I hate to admit it.

Yesturday night I was so depressed and the song I was listening to didn't help either. *sigh* This is never fair. My life is tragic and I know that many people's lives are but... I feel so alone. No one in this house cares for me. I feel so worthless. *sigh* I guess that's life for ya.

I refuse, though, to give up and let my sins win me over and make me do something stupid. I learned from all of you that it isn't worth trying to rid yourself of life but still.... I get through it. I know so. ^_^ I'm just happy as long as I have you guys and girls standing by me.

Today was once more nothing special. I got up late and that's about it. I watched some TV then talked to my mom for alittle while and now I'm updating. So fun....

Well here are some pics for you! If you don't like yoai or whatever then please skim down until you see ALL CAPATIOAL LETTERS!

I vote that this is really hot. Vegeta in the hot spring....
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*faints*
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Now this is what I'm talking about!
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My prisoner! lol
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Hot!!!!!!!!!
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Inus and Youko!
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Say awwwwww.... *awwwww*
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So cute!
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Love is love no matter what.
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o____________O
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YAOI PICS ARE NOW OVER!!!!!!!

Arch Angel.
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Cute wittle chibis!
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Incomplete.....
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Angels....
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That's all for now. Ja ne!

Song of the Day: My December by Linkin Park.
Lyrics:
This is my December,
This is my time of the year...
This is my December,
This is all so clear...

This is my December,
This is my snow covered home...
This is my December,
This is me alone...

And I
Just wish that i didnt feel like there was something i missed
And I
Take back all the things i said to make you feel like that
And I
Just wish that i didnt feel like there was something i missed
And I
Take back all the things i said to you
And I'd..
Give it all away,
Just to have somewhere to go to...
Give it all away,
To have someone to come home to...

This is my December,
These are my snow covered trees...
This is me pretending,
This is all i need...

And I
Just wish that i didnt feel like there was something i missed
And I
Take back the things i said to make you feel that
And I
Just wish that i didnt feel like there was something i missed
And I
Take back all the things i said to you
And I'd..
Give it all away,
Just to have somewhere to go to...
Give it all away,
To have someone to come home to...

This is my December,
This is my time of the year...
This is my December,
This is all so clear...

Give it all away,
Just to have somewhere to go to...
Give it all away,
To have someone to come home to...
Give it all away,
Just to have somewhere to go to...
Give it all away,
To have someone to come home to...

Random Question of the Day: What is your dream?

Quote of the Day: "Everyone has talent. What is rare is the courage to follow the talent to the dark place where it leads."
-Erica Jong

:Pic of the Day is dedicated to Dead and Alone.

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