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Birthday
• 1989-12-18
Gender
• Female
Location
• West Virginia
Member Since
• 2005-02-05
Occupation
• Student
Real Name
• You Don't Need To Know

Personal

Achievements
• Who Gives A Shit?
Anime Fan Since
• 1993
Favorite Anime
• Yu Yu Hakusho, Yu-Gi-Oh, Beyblade, Gundam Seed, Gundam Wing/AC, Wolf's Rain, X/1999, Vampire Hunter D, Trigun, Saiyuki, Rurouni Kenshin, Inuyasha, Full Metal Alchemist, D N Angel, and Chobits.
Goals
• Nothing really
Hobbies
• Writing poems/stoires, playing the keyboard, singing.
Talents
• Look above!

myOtaku.com: TwistedNightmare

Saturday, August 13, 2005

Parents are comming home!!!!!!!
Yep, my parents should be here in an hour or so. I'm glad to have them back here. It means my Uncle doesn't cook anymore! Woot! FYI He sucks at cooking. lol Most men do... No offense.

Anyways, A VERY, VERY IMPORTANT MESSAGE!!!!!!!!

I'm leaving tomorrow morning and won't be back until next Saturday. I'm going with my dad to North Carolina for the week. We're going to do that whole Father/Daughter bonding thing. I really don't mind the attempt but it will be hard and stressful, I know that.

See, when I was born my dad had to go back to Korea and was gone for quit awhile. When he came home though, I never knew who he was. From then on, he really has made an attempt to get to know me. So, I really think this will help us. Maybe....

END OF IMPORTANT MESSAGE!!!!!!!!!!

Now then... So you all know, I am in an excellant mood. My depression long since forgotten. *pats self on back* ^_^

Now then a poem for you... Enjoy!

Broken Wings
Help me mend my broken wings,
Help me fix this life,
Lord, help me fly,
And return to the sky,
Before my soul burns out and dies.

I'm incomplete,
And lost in denial,
I was testing myself,
This was only a trial.
I soared and i fell,
Now i'm broken down,
I can't conceal this open frown.

After failing so harshly,
I've lost that one power,
Time goes much slower,
Minutes pass more like hours.

I'm weak,
And unearthly,
I'm yearning to mend,
To fly and be free,
I'm calling out for help.
I don't know what i should do,
So i'm turning to you.

Won't somebody help me,
I can't get through this alone,
My wings are both broken,
They need to be sewn.
My heartbeat has suffered,
It can barely function anymore,
I need to get through this,
But i can't grasp the door.

My heartbeats are empty,
Hollow and cold,
Lonely and lost,
Nothing to behold.

Losing reality,
Lying here on the floor,
Nobody to be there,
I don't understand anymore.
I'm so surrounded,
And deathlyy afraid,
Yet nobody's here,
To watch this dramatic charade.

Suffacated by untruths,
Down here on earth,
I need my wings,
To escape, fly and soar.
I miss all the freeness,
And my soul being alive,
Without my wings,
I cannot survive. -ButterflyStar

I hope you like it. I know I do... That reminds me, I have to start writing poems again. lol I'm lazy and keep putting it off until the next day.

Some pics for you.

Heaven's Keeper.

Raesha..... That's what they called it.

Jungle Angel

Deity

Captured.... More Angels.

Ja Ne!

Song of the Day: Sleepless Dark Water by Sylvia Tosun.
Lyrics-
Before you speak what you can’t rehearse
Before the tide you can’t reverse
The pounding of your heart
The rhythm of the surf
A blessing you would curse if you only had the words

For the sleepless dark water
Has caught you in waves of longing and doubt
Before you’re strong enough to stop what you started here
You always know in the ending the waves will come

Before you choose uncertain days
A silver cloud a breath of haze
A fog upon the coast
A ghost of happiness
A sadness you would bless if you only could confess

To the sleepless dark water
That caught you in waves of longing and doubt
Before you’re strong enough to stop what you started here
You always know in the ending the waves will come

To steal the silence
To feel the wind upon your face
You make a promise
Before you can be saved

The sleepless dark water
Has caught you in waves of longing and doubt
Because you’re strong enough to stop what you started here
You’ll always know the ending
The waves will come
The waves will come apart…

Random Question of Day: Was it all apart of your plan? (don't ask)

Quote of the Day: "Isn't it interesting that the same people who laugh at science fiction listen to weather forecasts and economists?" -Kelvin Throop III

:Pic of the Day is dedicated to DemonsAngel.

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