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myOtaku.com: TwistedNightmare
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Friday, November 25, 2005
Bastards!!!!!!!!!
Not you people... My family. Yesturday only got worse and not better. My dad proceeded to be an asshole and tried to talk to me... He ended up taking away my door to my room... I'm doorless now... X_X That is so not a good thing.
You see, my room is like my sanctuary and most of you know this because it's the same to you. I always come home from school and go straight to my room after homework and hide out for the day. It's my escape from reality. I come to my room to write stories and poems while listening to music. It helps me escape all the lies spoken to me during the day. Anyway, since my dad took my door away it's as if he took away part of my sanity with him... Sounds strange, ne? *sigh* Fucking bastard!
After he took my door away my mom came up to my room and yelled at me. I, who had just been yelled at by my dad, was in such an emotional void heard nothing she said. She got mad at me because she said I was ignoring her. Oh well, she'll live. Its not like I want to sit there and listen to someone tell me that it's all my fault for what happened yesturday.
Afterwards, my dad yelled at my mom then took more frustration out on me... My poor abuse emotions. I tried my hardest not to cry last night. I don't like to cry because I don't want them to know that what they say hurts me more than anything. Well, there lies anyways.
After my dad called me worthless and good for nothing my parents made up and went to bed. I finally heard what they thought of me. I swear they favor the boys over me more. I'm not just saying it because I'm confused and pissed but because it's true. My parents will do anything for the boys but when I want something done or want to go somewhere they are always busy. They aren't! My dad would be sleeping and my mom on the computer.... Yeah, they're so busy!!! (note: sarcasim)
Anyway, I stayed up and listened to some music to calm myself down. I really hate crying because I feel so weak. I haste weakness, I really do. Afterwards, I went to bed around 1:30 or something like that.
My night was pure hell. It hasn't got much better because I still don't have my god damn door! Bastards!!!!!
Anyway, enough of my anger.... Here are some pictures and some quizzes for your pleasure!
Dark Angel:
Beauty of a Flower:
Careless:
Blue Butterfly:
Maiden of the Cross:
Kinky Slut Dark Angel:
Seiran:
u r a dark angel.
u r depressed most of the time and u r evil. (me:
ur like me)
ru an angel,devil,dark angel,or nothing? (with anime pics for most of the results.)
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Your Deadly Sins
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Wrath: 80%
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Sloth: 40%
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Greed: 20%
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Envy: 0%
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Gluttony: 0%
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Lust: 0%
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Pride: 0%
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Chance You'll Go to Hell: 20%
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You will die in prison, in a puddle of your own blood. |
Song of the Day: Elastic by Outspoken.
Lyrics:
I stood alone, pulled a dime from my pocket and wished
Making sure it hit the bottom of the well
But fruition never came
So I am taking back my wishes, I could be wrong
But this is another reason for an angry farewell
But I知 anxious for a change now
It seems no matter what you do
It seems no matter what you say
It seems however far away
I still keep running back to you
Stretched out, reached out all I can
I知 stretching out until the point I知 breaking
But you thought I壇 never leave
Yet tomorrow may be another day, but the day
For no mistaking it could happen while you sleep
Now
It seems no matter what you do
It seems no matter what you say
It seems however far away
I still keep running back to you
There痴 room for changing, so I知 rearranging
Myself to be much better than what I am now
Yes, I知 addicted, and I admit it
So everything can be better than what it is now
So much better now
I stood alone, pulled a dime from my pocket and wished
Making sure it hit the bottom of the well
But fruition never came
So I am taking back my wishes, I could be wrong
But this is another reason for an angry farewell
But I知 anxious for a change now
It seems no matter what you do
It seems no matter what you say
It seems however far away
I still keep running back to you
It seems no matter what you do
It seems no matter what you say
It seems however far away
I still keep running back to you
Keep running back to you, I keep crawling back to you
I keep running back to you
Keep running back to you, I keep crawling back to you
I keep coming back, crawling back, crawling back to you
Random Question of the Day: How was your Thanksgiving?
Quote of the Day: "My wish is to ride the tempest, tame the waves, kill the sharks. I will not resign myself..." -Trieu Thi Trinh
What I feel at the moment:
 :Pic of the Day is dedicated to MokubaKaiba.
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