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Saturday, September 16, 2006


   Hola everyone!
How are all of you? I hope everything has gone the way you wanted it to. I'm sorry if it hasn't.

Well, during the week there isn't much to talk about. I had quite a few quizzes to take that I hopefully past with at least a 'C'. I normally do a pretty good job but on one of my History quizzes that was worth 60 points, I got a 49.... or a 'C' if you will. *sigh* He makes it so hard to get a decent grade. Plus his tests are timed and I am a SLOW test taker.

Anway, I'm suppose to be memorizing my monologue for Theatre 3, but I really don't have the energy to do so. Anyway, I have most of it memorized. I think there are only one or two lines that I forget and it's not that hard. It's from the movie Deep Blue Sea, a movie about very intellegant sharks that attack the humans. It isn't that bad of a movie, an older one, but still could none the less.

Well, I have been sick now for almost a week. My stupid little brother got my mom and me sick and I have been miserable ever since. *shakes fists* Stupid little punk. I hope you learn to sleep with your eyes open! lol No really, I mean he better learn to sleep with his eyes open..... Although that would be a little freaky. You know, walking into a room and someone is lying on couch or bed or something like that and their eyes are open but there not focused on anything. That would be just a little disurbing. Anyway, I'm getting off topic and I apologzie for that.

I asked my dad if he could take my friend and me to the mall to go shopping for a dress to wear to homecomming. Although it seems a little early to have one, we are. Jefferson High School is having their homecomming on Saturday, September 30, 2006. Really early in the year, but who cares. lol I normally wouldn't go, but since all of my friends are going, I thought, "What the hell," and decided to join them. Although I despise the thought of having to wear a dress..... I hate dresses..... or skirts for that matter. I normally wear jeans and a shirt.... Wooo, my style is tomboy to the core. lol

Well, that's all I really have to say at the moment. I wish you all well. Later.

A Poem I Wrote Earlier Today:
Eien no Matsu Koto

I was the teacher,
The virgin heart,
And you were my savior,
My brightest light.

Out of all the children that I called my own,
Your were my favorite,
You were my own,
You were my child of wisdom.
I taught you everything I knew,
I think the other children were jealous of you.

I often saw you after school,
Under the oak tree down by the river,
A smile upon your lips as deadly as a sinner.
Your warm brown eyes spotted me,
And you jumped up to greet me.
You would bow a little,
And say “Mornin’ Ma’am.”
I would smile,
And curtsey just for you.

When you stood, your eyes filled with sorrow,
You said you had to leave tomorrow.
A frown creased my features,
And tears welled in my eyes,
But I refused to cry.

You told me that you would never forget me,
And I told you that I loved you,
And you told me the same.
I took you into my arms,
Your head resting on my bosom.
We vowed that this wasn’t good-bye,
And that you would come to say hi.

You let me go,
With a sob of your own,
You wiped your warm brown eyes,
And left with a wave of good-bye.

Now I sit in my rocking chair,
Trying to stop the tears,
The cold metal in my right hand,
Will stop the pain in my heart,
And sorrow and loneliness,
That I have felt since you left me.

I wrote you a letter last month,
I don’t know if you ever got it,
And I can’t help but wonder,
If you even care.

A depressing smile lights my face,
And I raise the metal to my head,
I clenched my hand and pulled the trigger.
A loud bang echoes of the empty walls,
And into darkness do I fall.
Yet before I go,
I hear your voice call out to me.
A smile graces my lips,
As I end all the years of my life,
All twenty-three.

It's a poem for a project that's due on Monday.

Word of the Day:
obviate (transitive verb) [OB-vee-ayt']
1. to avoid, bypass, or make unnecessary: "They saved enough money for their purchase and obviated the need to borrow."

noun forms: obviation, obviator

Origin- Approximately 1598; from Late Latin, 'obviatus,' past participle of 'obviare': to act contrary to; from Latin, 'obvius': in the way, from 'obviam' ('ob': against + 'viam,' accusative of 'via': way).

Quote of the Day: "My wife's jealousy is getting ridiculous. The other day she looked at my calendar and wanted to know who May was." -Rodney Dangerfield (1921 - 2004)

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