Tuesday, August 26, 2008

   Do I Have To Go?!
Thanks for the comments you guys. It's always great having you read my posts. I tend to rant about stuff or have depressing posts XD But thanks all the same ^_^ *hugs*

So yeah. School starts tomorrow. How (un)exciting. I guess it's okay though. I get to see some friends that I only saw like... ONCE! So that's a good thing, and prolly the only good thing.

So, did anyone watch the Olympics? Or at least Michael Phelps make Olympic History?! It was amazing. I know I'm a little late asking seeing as it was what... About 2 weeks ago, lol. But I was so happy. I've watched all his races in the Olympics, he's like, my hero XD

Sorry that was random. But I don't know what to post about. *sighs* Oh! My dad's on his way home. I'm excited, I missed him a lot. And tonight, The Secret Life of An American Teen is on. I am IN LOVE with that show. Anyone else watch it?

I must finish commenting, then I am off to watch T.V. <3

Mood- Bleh
Time- 4:36 pm
Currently- Reading a US Weekly article.
Quote- The more you know the less you need to say~ Jim Rohn
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Monday, August 25, 2008

   Almost Stress Free
Thanks for the comments you guys. They make me feel better. And Notyu, you are funny XD I already knew that, but your call made me feel a little better while I was in lock-down mode last night.

I don't want pity, or too much sympathy, but around 3 o'clock this morning my cousin died. We knew she wasn't gunna make it, and my dad was glad she died on her own. Don't take it the wrong way! She was on a life support respirator (sp?) that was helping her breathe. But she didn't want to live that way, so she told my dad if she wasn't gunna make it, to "pull the plug". Dad didn't want to do that over the phone and left for NY yesterday, to see her while she was alive. So they gave her one more day to go on her own, so my dad would have to make that choice of "pulling the plug". I think she held off just to see him again, he took care of her and such. So this Friday and Saturday is the wake/funeral. So I'll be missing school and coming back Monday (Labor Day, no school).

Anyway, on a happier note. I am almost stress free. The only thing bothering me now, is school. So that stress is riding me and I'm alittle worried with all my responsibilities (sp?). I went into school and dropped my flute off today, and I was gunna look around for my classes but teacher kicked me and a few other people out because "no students are aloud until tomorrow", which is Freshmen Orientation Day. Haha, I remember that, it was terrible. No, really, it sucked. Good luck to them, they'll get lost, assuming the rumors of a really stupid bunch coming in from GB and SMS.

I got the house to myself until around 4, which is good because I can go one MySpace and check my e-mail in peace. I don't like my mom reading over my shoulder thinking everything I do online isn't good for me. What's it to her if I have friends and like to e-mail them? Exactly, nothing XD

Well, this post is long enough. And since quite a few people are back in school, prolly not a lot of people will be commenting until later in the year when they're used to everything. That's alright, I can only use the computer on weekends starting A week from Tuesday. I'll update agian tomorrow and I'll get back on tonight to comment whoever updates later.

Mood- Alright, I suppose.
Time- 11:43 am
Currently- Listening to music and making lunch.
Quote- Fate loves the fearless~ James Russell Lowell

*edit* I changed my theme. It's roses. I suddenly have this thing for roses. So, there should be a new avi.icon loaded, my new bg, and my new button. Yay me!
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Sunday, August 24, 2008

This Could Be Goodbye
Yeah, I'm sorry for not commenting yesterday. My stress level has gone up dramatically and I can't deal with a lot right now. But I did comment the few people who have updated today. I'll comment some people from yesterday.

So, my dad just left a few minutes ago for New York. My 3rd cousin had a stroke when I Was in NY (you may remember me posting about that) and she's been in the hospital. My dad got the devastating call that she's not going to make it this morning. So he waited for my mom to get home and so he left just now. I'm really upset that he left. I know it's important and stuff but I don't get along with my mom too well, so he's usually the one that keeps the piece in my house. So now I'm all upset.

The reason my stress level has gone up is because of 3 reasons. My parents told me last night I am basically limited to one college at the moment, so I have to start doing better in school. I do good in school, but I have to do better. The economy is horrible and so we're unable to put a lot of money in my college fund. So that added stress.

The 2nd is that I'm going to be missing school Friday (the 3rd day) because I have to go to the funeral. And I don't like that kidn of stuff and I am so upset abotu that.

And the 3rd is that I really don't have anyone to talk to at the moment because my texting is gone, my internet sucks and prevents me from e-mailing, and my mom is just... I don't tlak to her a lot.

At the moment I'm in lock down in my room. I prolly won't come out until tomorrow. So I'll be on AIM later (OixMissFitzyxiO) if you wanna chat, just lemme know who you are.

Sorry for the rant guys, really. I just... I dunno, I'm losing it here and I don't really have the support I need. *shrugs* I'm fine though, really. Just stressed beyond belief.

Mood- Stressed
Time- 2:26pm
Song- The Only One (Evanescence)
Snapple- The speed limit in NYC was 8 mph in 1895 (holy shit, way too slow).

P.S- About the 'subject' I might not be on until next Friday with school staritng and the whole stress thing. I just thought I would post today and let you all know. But I will probably be on anyway.
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Saturday, August 23, 2008

   Snow White Queen
I gots 7 comments. And seeing as it's 1:30 in the morning and I am not tired, I'm going to do comment replies, perhaps have some Q's and then I'm going to rant about something totally random.

CrystalFlute- Glad to see you back! Yeah, the ride went fast, so I only knew I was upside down for the few seconds I was because my eyes were open XD Very fun though!

wolf of sorrow- *pushes you off* No tackling Keri allowed XD It's nice to see a comment from you! Um, yeah I hate football. Sorry. Although, I do cheer for the Patriots, I'm just not a huge fan of football, lol.

Angel Zakuro- The Mets won last night. And I think the Phillies lost, isn't that the game you were at? That sucks, I feel bad they lost because you were there. But now were like 2 1/2 games ahead *smiles* Try to catch us if you can! *waves mets banner in the air* WE ROCK!

Notyu- You have way too many issues XD And I didn't go on a few years ago because I was too affraid, and then I just kept telling myself I'd been on it hundreds of times, and VOILA! I did it and it was such a RUSH!

Emmah- No texting me! I got my texting taken away. And I miss it. *sniffles* Stupid Verizon becing all stupid and shit. I hate them. I want a car! I hope you get one XD

Okay, so I spent like, a few hours with Katelyn yesterday. And I'll prolly hang out with her again today ^_^ I borrowed some of her CD's. So now I have Evanescence and Nightwish. I actually was surprised to see that I liked them. Well, Evanescence I liked before, but then I didn't. But I like this CD better then the other, lol.

School starts in 4 days. I'm a nervous wreck but I am slightly excited. This summer just seems to have gone by way too fast. Oh, and I think they got rid of advisory. But I hope not because a certain someone in my advisory I believe I have developed a crush on. Shush, I'm not sure yet. I wanna say no, but I think I have.

OMG! Did I tell you guys who I saw a few weeks ago? Jeffers. Ya know, that guy I would always run into at school who was a Senior and graduated? Yeah, I was in Lee, Mass at the outlets, and I was headed to the bathroom and I saw him go by and I was like "Nahhhhh, that's not him" and so I got into the elevator to head back up to the food court, and he came in and I was like "Oh, no. This can't be happening." So I kept my head down and when the doors opened I booked it the hell outta there. So I thought I was over him but turns out, deeeeeep down, I'm not.

Hmm, I think that's it. I'll be going now. I commented everyone yesterday! Well, and this morning. But whoever updated yesterday I commented. And if I didn't, sorry. Questions! I usually don't post questons but I am not tired.

1. What's your favorite song?
2. What's your favorite animal?
3. If you could only get one gift for Christmas or your birthday, what would it be?

Answers;
1. Mary's Song (Oh, My My My)- Taylor Swift
2. Cats! All kinds =]
3. A kitten!
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Thursday, August 21, 2008

   It Was A Blast!
Thanks for the 6 comments guys! I really love getting the feedback... Or just the idea that you care to read my posts XD

Angel Zakuro, my Mets are so going to stay in first. OMG, I don't like your Phillies... But they lost to the Padres AND the Nationals? You're joking right? That's sad.

Okay, so Canobie was the 2nd best thing of my entire summer! I am not a rollar coaster person, and I know some people *coughNotyucough* might not believe me when I say this but... I WENT ON THE CORKSCREW TWICE!!!! It's a rollar coaster, that goes upside down. And that last time I went on it, I was like... 12 and I puked on the upside down part. And this time, I didn't! And I kept my eyes open! It was GREAT!!!!!! I also went on a bunch of other rides. And got soaked on the Boston Tea Party XD I wish I had time to go again =[

I have to get to Staples before Monday. Actually, maybe I'll just go Monday after I check out where my classes are and everything. I'm so nervous for school. But oh well. Two more years and I'm outta there! Yipee!

The brakes in the truck are out... Again. So I had to follow my dad to the auto-repair shop this morning. I wish we had the money to just get a new truck, but we don't. So it sucks.

Well, I commented the 2 people who've updated so far and I commented those who updated yesterday. Hopefully more will update because I have tons of time to be online today, so I'll be around!

I miss my texting XD

Mood- Bored
Time- 12:47 in the afternoon!
Currently- Listening to music and reading.
Quote- Laughter is America's most important export. -Walt Disney
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Tuesday, August 19, 2008

   To Canobie We Go!
Thanks for the 2 comments. =] I didn't get a cance to comment people before, so I didn't think I would even get that many XD

Yeah, I know I said I'd be going to Canobie on the 17th... But my parents didn't want to go. So I'm going with Sam tomorrow! I'm driving!!! I'm slightly nervous because a lot of people are prolly going to be going as an "end of the summer" trip. I should be alright though. I am so excited!

Sorry for not updating. I can't really be bothered to anymore with my fucked up computer. I hate this. And because school is coming up soon and so I won't be able to update until the weekends. Unless I stay after or get into school early and use the computers then.

OH, haha. Funny story. So we got our phone bill yesterday, for our cell phones, and uh... Verizon is stupid, it's not my fault. They say you have unlimited texting, but they don't specifically say thats it's only for people who have Verizon. So I mainly text people, who DON'T have Verizon... But my prantes won't get the other unlimited program they have... Which is annoying. I now;

#1. Don't have texting.
#2. Have to pay my parents back $383.10
#3. Miss my texting and have to resort to e-mail

So goody for me. I'm not all that happy but whatever.

I can't comment. Sorry =[ My dad needs the internet and I don't really feel like commenting right now. I'll comment later tonight.

Mood- Bleh
Time- 2:52pm
Song- Change (Taylor Swift)
Snapple- There are more French restuarants in New York City then in Paris.
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Saturday, August 16, 2008

   Lickity Split!
Okay this has to be quick.

#1. Sorry I couldn't comment you guys. A storm is a comin'! XD

#2. My dad is being really friggen annoying because he's putting in our new windows and so every few minutes this is what I hear *small crash* "OH (insert and cuss possible)! That's just great...." Then he mumbles about something and shuts up. It's quite funny.

#3. I went on an iTunes shopping spree yesterday so I am waiting for the last few to download before I get off the internet.

#4. I'm very bored.

#5. I'M GOING TO CANOBIE LAKE PARK TOMORROW!!! I am so excited... If only I could figure out whose coming with me...

Mood- Bored
Time- 1:42pm
Quote- Genius is one percent inspiration and ninety nine percent perspiration.
Thomas A. Edison
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Thursday, August 14, 2008

   5
Comments. Thankies!

Baby sitting wasn't bad. As you can see I'm alive. And thus, not bad.

I don't have anything to post. No one else updated today... No that's a lie. One person on my friends list did.

Song- Where Does It Hurt (A.J)
Mood- Bleh
Time- 1:48 pm
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Tuesday, August 12, 2008

   According to Katelyn......
My mom had a baby with our car. What the hell Katelyn?!

Thanks for the comments! I really love getting some =] Even if it is just 3.

So... I'm home now. Finally. I was supposed to come home Friday but I ended up coming home Sunday. When I got home...

MY BOOK WAS HERE! I didn't get a chance to start reading it until midnight, so I read it until 7:30ish. Actually, that's when I finshed it. I'm a fast reader XD It was sooooooooo good! I cried a lot XD Happy tears, sad tears, and angry tears. If I took all the happy/sad books I've read, and put them all together... I cried more reading Breaking Dawn alone XD

*heavy sigh* 15 days until school starts. So nervous. I don't want to be a Junior. I wanna be in Kindergarten again XD

My dad and I have to go pick up windows around 10 X_X But as soon as I get home I'm running away. Well, not exactly. I'm going to Katelyns house. Fun, fun. My dad thinks I'm dropping something off... I'm actually going to hang out and we're gunna do something fun...

Oh, then on Wednesday... I'm babysitting her brothers -.- Eww. But I'm getting paid, so It'll be cool. Her brothers aren't always THAT bad. And if they bother me... Maybe I'll hang them by their toes XD No, no, I'm joking.

I should probably get SOME sleep in before I have to wake up. I'm not all that tired but my parents will get mad. I'm not supposed to be staying up later anymore... Ya know, getting back into the "swimg of things" for school? Bleh, thinking about it makes me... *shutters*

Mood- Bored
Time- 1:25 am
Song- Right Here (Staind)
Snapple- A female kangaroo is called a Flyer (I love kangaroos).
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Sunday, August 10, 2008

I Wanna Go Home
Thanks for the 6 comments... Even though 3 were from Notyu *glares* and 1 was from me. But whatever. I got some comments at least.

I didn't get to home yet. I was wicked upset because I really miss my dad. My 3rd cousin whose like 83 or something had an anurism (sp?) and was taken to the hospital. She's really alert and stuff and she's al upset she's missing the Olympics. We went to visit her today, but I had to leave. I get really nervous when I'm in hospitals and I felt really dizzy and sick =/ I went outside and called my mom... And cried. I know, such a baby XD I just, really wanted to go home and I was upset that I couldn't.

So I'm wirting up my last post on my aunts super-fast laptop. My mom is convinved that I need one, so I just have to get my dad to be convinced and I should get one by Christmas... I can already tell this will be a living hell -.-;

I went back to school shopping. It was depressing XD I don't want to be a Junior. I'm so scared I'm going to fail, or get super-stressed and do something I'll regret in the lonf run. Katelyn (Notyu) it's your job to keep me in line, you got that? XD

Angel Zakuro, I think they played the Padres on Thursday, but I'm not sure. And it's my job to hate the Phillies, so I know what you mean XD We're only 1 game out ya know, lol. So you might wanna watch your back!

Anyone watch the Olympics? I missed the mens swimming. I love that, the womens gymnastics, and the mens & womens diving.

*sigh* I can't wait to go home in a bit. I can read Breaking Dawn and my permanent/official license came, so I'm going to get my car keys back and take my baby for a SPIN! Okay, my MOMS baby. Whatever, I use it too XD She's my princess. Anyways...

I should go to bed now. I'm so tired and I have a long trip later. I'll comment you all when I get home and settled.

Mood- Tired
Time- 1:55am
Song- All Summer Long (Kid Rock)
Currently- Thinking about school X_X
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