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Sunday, August 24, 2008


This Could Be Goodbye
Yeah, I'm sorry for not commenting yesterday. My stress level has gone up dramatically and I can't deal with a lot right now. But I did comment the few people who have updated today. I'll comment some people from yesterday.

So, my dad just left a few minutes ago for New York. My 3rd cousin had a stroke when I Was in NY (you may remember me posting about that) and she's been in the hospital. My dad got the devastating call that she's not going to make it this morning. So he waited for my mom to get home and so he left just now. I'm really upset that he left. I know it's important and stuff but I don't get along with my mom too well, so he's usually the one that keeps the piece in my house. So now I'm all upset.

The reason my stress level has gone up is because of 3 reasons. My parents told me last night I am basically limited to one college at the moment, so I have to start doing better in school. I do good in school, but I have to do better. The economy is horrible and so we're unable to put a lot of money in my college fund. So that added stress.

The 2nd is that I'm going to be missing school Friday (the 3rd day) because I have to go to the funeral. And I don't like that kidn of stuff and I am so upset abotu that.

And the 3rd is that I really don't have anyone to talk to at the moment because my texting is gone, my internet sucks and prevents me from e-mailing, and my mom is just... I don't tlak to her a lot.

At the moment I'm in lock down in my room. I prolly won't come out until tomorrow. So I'll be on AIM later (OixMissFitzyxiO) if you wanna chat, just lemme know who you are.

Sorry for the rant guys, really. I just... I dunno, I'm losing it here and I don't really have the support I need. *shrugs* I'm fine though, really. Just stressed beyond belief.

Mood- Stressed
Time- 2:26pm
Song- The Only One (Evanescence)
Snapple- The speed limit in NYC was 8 mph in 1895 (holy shit, way too slow).

P.S- About the 'subject' I might not be on until next Friday with school staritng and the whole stress thing. I just thought I would post today and let you all know. But I will probably be on anyway.

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