My depression started around sixth grade and it didn't really hit hard just rumors and crap like that. Well my now ex best friend kept telling my crush back then liked me so yeah she put me in a lala dream world but when i told him if it was true he said no and that he didn't even saw me before then so yeah I went up to her and punched her in the face and we started to fight the fight wasn't about the guy it was more about lies and being a bitch about it. A week later my depression started i had suicidal thoughts and ranaway for the night. I attempted suicide alot of times by taking pills, cutting myself and etc. My mom caught me cutting myself many times and it hurt me seeing her like that so I thought to myself if I am causing this pain why am I here living a life that causes nothing but pain so I left for a little while and by the time I came back my mom called a therapist and made the appointment without consulting me first wich sucked at the time but now I am glad my mom did it so yes i still have depression but I am going to make it in the end and my thought were like this
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