Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Kids
I been thinkin about it... and I really don't want kids... not because I dislike children... but because I am deathly scared that they will come out deformed or diseased... there are so many diseases and I just can't put a human being through that... But I guess if I ever had a kid it would be by accident....

Don tried making me feel guilty about not visiting him in the hospital when Aleigha was born... he pisses me off sometimes...

Not much else to talk about right now.... smoked pot a few times since my last post.... I'll never stop... it's a part of who I am... and people give me strange looks when I say it... but whatever, it's my life and I can't do it without pot...
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Wednesday, September 7, 2011

hello
Hey so what's new? hmmm, I took a couple mini rips when I went to cory's this weekend... didn't really get high, got kinda buzzed...

I quit plentyoffish, it was pissing me off because no matter how many girls I messaged I would NEVER get a reply... it makes me sick how judgmental people are.... am I really THAT unattractive? oh well no use thinking about it now...

Doing night shift at work.... it's really slow at nights... I love it I just surf the web for the latter half of my shift hahaha

so today I read that weed stops you from dreaming but I don't think I had stopped dreaming... even when I was up to my worst.... am I stronger willed than others? maybe because whenever I put down smokes it's not that hard to keep them down.... I've only had half a smoke today.... and I'm fine..... it's not as hard as people make it sound.... anywayyyyy I gotta finish closing here at work, PEACE!
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Monday, August 29, 2011

No more
I quit pot... last blaze was August 11 2011... codey got another collapsed lung so I thought I would take the opportunity to help me quit... I wanna blaze still... the first few days I felt like I was losing my head.... now it's not so bad, but I would love to just sit down with a g and a b and get fucked.... I will soon I think and going from 2 g's a day to nothing... the next time I smoke is gonna be insane... I can't wait :D
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Tuesday, August 2, 2011

Classified - No Mistakes
[Verse 1]
Just keep it goin'; yeah, yo
Now, I made many decisions and made many mistakes
Walked on many lands and swam in many lakes
I did good, did wrong; I got props and pissed on
I was dissed by the system but I still tried to get on
No one could tell me that my style was unhealthy
I never listened, kept spittin' 'til the neh-sayers felt me
Lookin' back, I guess you haters helped me
My fuel my drive
All just increased when you hated on Classified
Here's advice, for every rapper startin' out
Don't release a record 'til you're happy with the bars you wrote
My forth album's the first record I really liked
Before that my flow was too hype and I really couldn't write
So, I took the long way, we could argue all day if it's the wrong way
But sit back and let the song play
Props to Joe Bombay for hookin' me up at the start
I never had the talent but he knew I had the heart

[Chorus x2]
Now understand, what I say
This year, no mistakes
Got here, no fate
Paid dues, won't wait
Made some mistakes and I'll probably make more
Just how it happens when you're try to go forward

[Verse 2]
I made the mistake of mixin' business and friendship
People got offended, relationships were ended
So that's why I remember this, severe every tie
Cause every time I ever endevor with business
It fucks up; Nothin' personal, but I got friends, I don't need 'em
And you'd wouldn't talk to me if I didn't have the beat you needed
I've been through too many shitty MC's with beats, believe it
But I got eat, kid; and seems the weaker cast the feeding
I'm hungary, can't think with an empty stomach
Made bad decisions and now I suffer from it
Got a few videos, but yo, wish I planned the vision through
Some came out dope, some are better just to listen to
Not tryin' to make excuses; But all I'm tryin' to do is music
Forget about these interviews and photoshoots
It's just not something for Class
I'm only here for rhymes, buildin' beats, killin' tracks and that's that

[Chorus]

[Verse 3]
I started off young, took a couple wrong paths
Gimme a second, gimme a second; yo
I started off young, took a couple wrong paths
Yo man, put some more hi-hats in it
Now it's all good and I ain't ever lookin' back; yeah, yo
And I got this joint on my keyboard starin' back at me
Like you ain't gone be happy 'til you puff on this fatty
Smoke five years straight, made the mistake of tryin' it
Say I got no problem, but I really hate denyin' it
I'm an addict for the marijuana
Doesn't matter if I wanna get high
I get high, its part of everyday life that I chose
I know this shit'll probably kill me
And I won't quit, but everytime I blaze, I feel guilty
And I still do it, cause every choice has a consiquence
Never made made mistakes, then I'll never made no progress, man
No dope beats; In Hip-Hop you wouldn't know me
I'd still be back at Sobey's stockin' ya shelf with groceries

[Chorus x2]
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well let's see here....
ok what's new...

so I've been really down lately, can't find a girl still... boy this is turning into a trend for me already... not being able to find someone then blog about it.... man I feel like a loser haha...

I am quitting smoking.... definitely NOT the hardest thing I've ever done. I still smoke a bit I bought my first pack in three weeks yeaterday... I had been out of smokes for about a week... now I gotta quit smokin pot... but I won't because it's actually the only thing that keeps me going...
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Monday, June 20, 2011

oh yeah
I went to this family barbeque and smoked pot with my mom... LMFAO!!! it was kinda weird but oh well, I thought this notion was worth sharing with my future self
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hello
so that victoria thing didn't work out either, she just seemed way too lame for me, no job and the works lol... oh well, the right girl must be out there somewhere...

I can't believe I still write on this thing.... it's been like 4 years or something...

it's a nice way to keep myself sane, even though no one reads these, it just gives me a way to get everything off my chest...

I'm going to the ex... gonna be fun, took tomorrow off work to go, gotta get some weed and some waters and have a fucking blast tomorrow
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Sunday, May 29, 2011

hello
So I've still been poking around on plentyoffish. started talking to this one girl, emily, but she seems fucked up... I mean I haven't even met the girl and all she does is whine about her problems through txt.... not for me...

this other girl though, victoria, she seems really cool, she's really pretty with crazy eyes. she's a metalhead and I think we've got quite a bit in common. she wants to talk on msn so I just hope I find her online before she totally forgets about me..........
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Thursday, April 14, 2011

Plenty Of Fish
I've been on this dating site for probably a couple years now... messaged alot of girls, gotten a couple numbers but never met anyone.... makes me wonder... am I alone forever? I've only ever gotten a message from the girl a few times and they were all just horribly ugly. I know I ain't exactly super sexy but I wish I could have a girl that is at least cute.... even the girls that I had alot in common with wouldn't message me back... oh well... I'm destined to be alone for now I guess..........................

I found out this new job at jade is gonna be a serious career opportunity, after three years I'll have my Red Seal Certificate which means I can be a parts person anywhere in north america.... I hope this works out
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Thursday, April 7, 2011

Now
Got a job a Jade Transport, I think I'm making $13/h but not sure. it kinda sucks cuz it's ALOT of paperwork and that really ain't my cup o' tea. but oh well it's something new and I'll like it for a while probably. still haven't found a girl... it's just cuz I'm so shy and can barely start a conversation... kinda like Raj from big bang theory only a little less severe...
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