Saturday, March 12, 2011

Now...
cyn broke up with danny recently... and just as I started to be okay with him.... was she only with him to make me jealous?

I drove cyn to the hospital, she may have cancer... I realize it's not my area to really be saying anything, but she made me feel like shit the whole drive. totally unappreciative. I'm apparently a horrible friend because I am fucked outta my head with some sorta flu bug, I can't even think straight barely, how am I supposed to sit in a hospital for hours? whatever, this is bullshit...
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Sunday, February 6, 2011

yeah....
so cyn met this new guy..... not taking it so well.... she sent me into this spiral of depression.... can't really think right now, I'm so fucked in the head right now, just spent the last fifteen minutes crying over nothing.... where is my fucking break? I'm in debt.... nobody likes me and I feel like nothing's ever going to get better..... please help me! I need some goddamn help! where is my goddamn slice? GONE! gone in the fucking wind that's where!
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Friday, February 4, 2011

Been a while....
so yeah, me and ash never worked out.... and I still dream about her.... I wish I knew what happened, where I went wrong.... me and cyn went out again for a while.... didn't work out.... I'm alone now and depressed.... I need something to lift my spirits... a girl, a better job.... anything...
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Tuesday, November 10, 2009

lately
took my life exam today, I think it went well, hopefully passed...

This new girl in my life, ash. she is absolutely awesome, she has a 6 month old kid named autumn. I like her but i don't know if she shares the same feelings. I hope she likes me too...
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Thursday, October 1, 2009

Lately...
ok, let's see, keishna is being a psycho bitch, cyn is scaring the hell outta me and I just put a hell of a lot more on my plate than I can handle... Taking a course to basically become a faniancial advisor, hope this all works out.

there is way too much goin on, full time job, course, personal shit, but just watch, I'll do it! I'll do it all and prove you all wrong!
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Tuesday, August 18, 2009

ok
well keishna broke up with me last night and I think I was more surprised than anything.... but whatever I think I'll be fine, she claims she wants to try things again but I don't know if I do... we'll see how everything goes....
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Sunday, August 16, 2009

Confuzzled.... once again
ok, so last night we went to the bar, left cuz it was bunk, went to mcdicks to get food... my buddy starts talking to people and saying shit he shouldn't... and me being the fuckin stick up for everybody type of person that I am I stuck up for him, told this guy to calm down but then his buddy comes outta nowhere BANG punches me in the face... I kept fighting, but he took off, the blood was pretty wicked, everywhere....


anyway... so I told keishna I love her.... but I think I was lying... she said it back and I am pretty sure she was lying too.... I don't even know if I like this girl that much... amazing body, omg, cute, sexy all around awesome girl, but I'll give it a few more weeks and see where taht takes us...


I feel really weird lately.... happy but messed up.... a feeling I have never felt before.... anywayyyyy enough about me.... everyone else is good so I am happy... as long as everyone else is happy, I am happy.
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Friday, July 31, 2009

Oh my god...
wow, reading over my old posts.... it's crazy how much I have changed and how far I ahve come, I am kinda proud of myself, y'know? looking back even a year and a half I was a COMPLETELY different person, different views on life, different aspirations, different goals... I guess I have changed for the better... ha
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Wednesday, July 29, 2009

keishna
so cyn introduced me to this amazing girl, I am just crazy about her, but I'll never let anyone know that. clumsy attitude, cute voice, emo haircut and a body to die for. gullible but intelligent. but cyn isn't taking it too well... and I can't blame her but some stuff is just being taken wayyyy overboard... and now I lost cyn's trust all because me and keishna fooled around that night, bad idea right? yeah, but anyway, work time, I'm working at montana's now it's a good job I like it, better than bellamy's fucking greek asshole...
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Tuesday, May 19, 2009

Well
So cyn got back together with her ex, shawn.... that was like ouch... I wanted to get back together with her.... I love her like crazy but it will never work.... we never get along with each other when we are dating.... it hurts so bad not being able to have someone... I need someone to help me get over her.... anyone really, but that is out of my hands' reach... girls just don't go for me...
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