Thursday, February 15, 2007

Today
I have the balls... wow, lol, I can't believe I did that... I was awkward, haha... oh well. I have been quite happy since then, but now a close friend is feeling bad and I ain't sure why... I sometimes wonder if it is my fault... lol, I can apparently get a record deal.... but truth be told.... no offence to my band, but I don't really wanna be famous with these guys.... The guitarist and bassist, sure, but the other guitarist has no point.... and the singer, I htink our bassist can sing, and if worst comes to worse, then I can sing too... I really don't mean anything bad guys.... oh well. it doesn't matter anymore.... my school play won the first competition, so we are going on to the bigger one in april, I think... we are starting to practice again, first practice tonight.... and in between all this... I start to wonder....was that it? was that the end? is it weird? was taht the last one? I wish I knew for certain but I can't read people's minds now can I? o well, it doesn't matter still... nothing matters right now... I cross too many lines, lol, questions I ask, things I do, I am such an idiot... maybe some of the stuff I do isn't as bad as I think it is..... but then again matybe other things are worse than I think.... but that's the problem, when I speak, I don't think... my first... our last, ha, too much to think about, no reason to overload my brain.... and I lvoe those milk things in our school, 2 buicks but they are SOOOOO good... I am thinking about stealing some new shoes... but that seems a bit too risky, I could also get someone else to steal them for me and pay him for them.... seeing as he is a coke head.... the only thing is, is that will I get caught with hot goods? stolen goods? would the police link it back to me? I wish I knew, but like I said, I can't read minds.... and I can't see the future either... o well.... it would ruin the surprises, right? meh, not much to say... I wanna thank you brandon for the moral support, it means alot man... don't ever stop being you... in any case, I know this is one of those days I will never forget... and I mightpost some more lyrics when I get some typed up... and don't say they are good just to be nice, I would rather you tell me they are the worst thing you ever read than having you lie to me... and I think you are genuinely good at what you do, and I believe I am decent at what I do outside of lyrics... thanks anyway...
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