Sunday, February 18, 2007

Work and such... and
meh, last night I worked and went to a party, but there wasn't much of a turnout, I guess it prolly got better after I left... I left so I could talk to her a bit... and it turns out that she misses him.... I hope that she either gets thorugh this or something good happens... I wonder now if they would ever get back together... in any case, I only want her to be happy... I hope things work out the way she wants... but I honestly don't see that happening anytime soon... :(...

I have to apologize in advance.... I am getting myself some nice new things.... but not quite legally... a guy gets them from I don't know where and I don't know how.... and I give him like 10-20% of the store price... I am really sorry... to all of you that are worried for me.... but don't be, there is almost no chance that I will get caught... I am quite sorry my friends... but I swear I ain't gonna do it too much... and just know... I won't do anything to harm myself... I have access to drugs, I work with a freakin' ex drug dealer.... but I will never do that... I will have the odd drink and I will try as hard as I can to pace myself... I am getting my leather jacket today... and I would rather not have evryone know it was stolen, so I will lie to everyone except a few about the jacket, I will tell them I bought it...

New quote : "is it really all worth it in the end?"

and I kinda felt like writing some lyrics about it this morning, just jotted down some notes.... but it basically shows how this could affect me and where it could lead if I did it too much, I would want more and more and never be ablke to stop... then the end... and it's not perfect so stfu... here it goes...

I Want...

Leather jacket, Golden ring
All for close to nothing
Brand new shoes, Fancy Shirts
I'm the only one it hurts
New game systems, new cds
Continuing will make you see...

It's what I want, it's all I need
give me my shit before I make you bleed

Slurpees, Chips, New guitars
Plasma tv, Ferrari cars
Dvds, New drum set
Huge mansion, Nicer jet
1 million dollars from the banks
I want the army's fucking tanks!
Iraqistan, fancy plates
Canada, United States

I want it all, it makes me twirl
now all I need is the world!!!...
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