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Tuesday, March 6, 2007


Push me away
my fingers are numb form winter sports in gym... so my typing is gonna be pretty bad probably...

I am going to lamb of god tonight.... it should be good.... trivium is openning for them and some other unpopular metal band.

I ahven't been able to think straight over the past little while... I want a smoke.... and a drink.... it's your fault... push me away... do it already... whenever I do something..... disregard it and ignore me... hit me.... I don't care.... do somehting.... stay away form me..... push me the fuck away.... why is this happening? I just don't get it...

my dad's been being a prick lately.... I asked him a question and he spazzed.... o well... it was too cold out last night to do anything...

I want a care to run over my leg 40 times so I can't walk... and I'd do it all for you... all so you don't have to worry.... all so you'll stay off my case... I want to fucking kill you. get a fucking job you fucking lazy asshole. I hope you get a job and then get killed at it.... some freak accident.

and you... what the fuck is wrong with you? why? really? no? I don't fucking believe you! you fucking liar! I'll fucking kill you before you tell me the bad stuff... YOU FUCKING LIAR! and I fucking hate you... but o well...

stop fucking calling me... it's annoying and repetitive.... even if I ask you to.... just stop... you're so persistant.... and why do you call? whenever you do, either you or me gets depressed and sad or hurt... just stop it... push me away.... meh o well.... I hate you.... I love you.... I hate you.... whatever... I wanna know what it's gonna take to make you leave... but then again.... everytime I see your face it makes me smile... and I realize I would never want you to leave.... would my life be better if you left? would your's be better if I left? I must sound clingy as hell... I hate being a "guy". meh tonight is a metal concert so I will prolly beat teh shit out of someone to release some stress... o well... fuck you.... fuck him.... fuck this.... fuck life... fuck the world.... I fucking hate it all... I hate you...

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