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Friday, April 6, 2007


Erica's place
I was at Erica's place today.... we played super smash bros for a while... then we had to go home, it was pretty fun. Her birthday is tomorrow, and she is having a party.... honestly, it is gonna be lame as all fuck... but I am gonna go anyway and I hafta get her a present tomorrow...

They mentioned Rachael at one point and made a joke about her and me... whatever, I don't care... I've obviously come to expect it... It still hurts... I probably sound pretty stupid right now, but I am so confuzzled... I need someone to talk to... as long as I am tlaking to someone it keeps my mind off of her... then when someone brings it up I get kinda down and stuff... but I put on a smile and not let anyone know what's going on... because no one wants to know what's going on... they may think they want to know, but the cold hard and harsh truth is that they really don't want to know. 1 would flip, 1 would laugh.... the others would be in shock... not a single one of them feeling the same way I would... She's my best friend and to lose her would be like losing a near-essential life source... maybe I am not making sense, oh well... I hope everything turns out ok...

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