Sunday, April 15, 2007

Notes to self
Last night my friend fucked up, she fucked up real bad
Today she told me something that I didn't understand
I wanted to hold her just to lend a helping hand
But I asm just so stupid I only made her sad

Why are teenagers so dumb, it doesn't make much sense
I can't believe he did that, he should have left it in his pants

For the next month she will fret she'll worry everyday
Now her life might be ruined, a baby on the way

I told her it will be alright, but that was just a lie
Should I try to comfort her and tell her not to cry
Should I tell her the cold hard truth, try to make her understand
Hold her softly while she cries and keep her in my hands

I hate this shit, it makes no sense, I try to contemplate
I think of all the troubles that this time awaits

I know nothing good can come of this situation
I think it's time for you to leave, I think it's time to run

My views on this are much different, I feel it in your soul
You're scared to death, I feel your pain, and I will never know

I have a friend who's just like you with the same exact problems
All I can give you is her past experiences

She says you shouldn't worry, says to put it all behind
Let nature take it's course, please just keep it off your mind

There's no use fretting or getting scared, it will only make things worse
Most would call it a blessing but in your case it's a curse...




I don't know where you are right now, walking late at night
All I know is if I found you it would feel right

I walk down the street as I sing out your name
I don't know how much longer I can keep playing this game

It is entirely sickening and I don't know why
the only time it ever makes sense is when I look in your eye

You tell me it will be alright and taht you will never go
I can't trust you now, I need you to know

You might be out at some party, drinking your brains out
fucking random guys or popping pills in your mouth

I know taht isn't you, I know you're not that kind of kid
it is all of these memories of which I must rid

You don't know where I am, I might be out drinking
fucking random girls without first thinking

But you know me too well, you know I am not taht kind of guy
but this is when I start to wonder, I start to wonder why...

I look to the sky and resist the temptation
it doesn't make too much sense, I know I must run

I wish I could hold you in my arms and never leave
Sit here and watch the moon on this beautiful summer eve

everytime I think of you, it makes my stomach churn
time after time, it hurts so much, will I ever learn?



I'm done, just some random lines I thought up on my way home from erica's tonight, hope you enjoyed it...
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