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Friday, August 24, 2007


Nevermind
Sorry about taht last post, I was paranoid and jealous... I just hope nothing too serious happens, I don't need to be hurt too badly just yet... my first girlfriend.... I don't need to be cheated on or hurt badly in another way after 2 months with her... I'd never trust another girl again if she broke mine... she's the only one I ever really trusted.... only one I believed I could trust.... and like I had mentioned before, I have some trust issues, I'm cautious... not that I didn't trust you.... it's your older posts and stuff I've read.... maybe inaccurate.... but I have read that he tries to kiss the girl that he used to love... I always thought he was a decent guy and I tried to be friends with him, I even play cards with him, hung out with him a few times, I guess that just kinda stopped, never really called him again to see if he wanted to chill, y'know?

this whole thing was paranoia... thoughts going through my head... bad thoughts.... but she's out to see him again.... and I really hope nothing happens.... I love her so much... and I had to think about it today.... and I now realize I was a fool for even starting to think otherwise...

I don't think I've ever felt this weird in my entire life... such an odd feeling... love...

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