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Saturday, October 1, 2011

This hurts...
It hurts so bad being alone... it's been over two years.... it gets harder and harder everyday... I feel like no one cares.... there is never anyone there for me... I am alone.... what am I doing wrong? I'm so lost in life... I wanna feel like I felt at the beginning of my few relationships... I wish I could do something about it... now cyn doesn't even wanna hang out as much, cuz I guess she has more important shit to do... I'm always there for her problems but it seems like she doesn't have the time for me... I just wanna die... I don't know.... My head is so fucked up right now... I don't know what I feel.... I feel like I still have feelings for my exes but it's just the loneliness probably.... I can't do this.... I'm freakin' out.... I have no money.... no one to love me..... no one to love.... .... two years.... two fucking years! when will this misery end? it won't... I think I'm at the end of the road... I can't go any further... no point going back.... I guess I'll just pull up a chair and sit for a while... writing this is the only thing that gets me by... two years...
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