Friday, December 29, 2006

Odd (but kind of funny)...
I was out of town yesterday and I noticed something.First people were avoiding me.Now I noticed this a little where I live but not this bad.I mean I could tell some people were going out of their way so as not to come close to me, or they would hurry out of an isle I went into.Then I passed this man in the hospital (we had to go there for my grandps but we went shopping first) and he looked at me then shook his head.Maybe it's a normal thing to avoid the girl who's in all black (except my jeans, even my coat's black) with eyeliner included.It doesn't bother me though.The thing that bothers me though is, is that what people think when they see me?I geuss I should have figured that out when I was asked if I was goth (which made me laugh), and when my sister persistantly calls me emo (I'm not). Oh well, who gives a shit what other people think!
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Friday, December 15, 2006

I blushed!?
Ok, I'm not one to blush. Megan told me that she's only seen me blush today and no other time. I'm constantly with Megan at school, and we've been best friends since fourth grade so that's saying something. Still why I blushed makes no sense. I got KIra a Christmas and birthday present (a cd holder and fma necklace) before anyone else because he's going to Mexico next week and I won't see him until break is over. So I brought his presents today and gave them to him during our lunch hour. Megan said when I gave them to him I was blushing, when I argued that I always look like I'm blushing (I do, back when we were little other kids always said I was wearing make-up) but I guess my face was even redder than normal! That makes no sense, Kira's my friend. I'll admit I used to like him but I don't anymore so it makes no sense! Oh, well...
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Monday, December 4, 2006

   Weekend!
I went to Megan's house all this weekend. On Saturday we did a Christmas thing for little kids and they thought we were elves.Then after a few boring hours of that we got to pick Kira (aka Bill) up and go back to Megan's house. We played pool, had a pillow fight, and just layed there listening to music and talking. We asked if he could stay the night but Megan's mom said no.So we took him home.Then Magan and I stayed up so late we basicly passed out.When we woke up we did Megan's chore's and invited Kira back over.While we were waiting for him we cleaned Megan's room.This time when he came over like all we did was lay on the bed and talk while listening to music but it was fun, time seemed to go on forever.Now when we came back to school Kira talks to us more.Oh yeah did I forget to mention I hugged Kira and he said he was happy because he was the first person outside of family i had hugged.That's because I have social anxity and usually spaz when I get close to people.Anyway we came back to school and it felt like everything was in fast forward because the weekend had felt so long.Now Megan isn't allowed to have the door closed with a guy over (what do they think we'll be doing we're only 13) so if we do this again it will be at my house.Well, Byes!
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