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Female Location philippines zamboanga Member Since 2006-08-18 Occupation student Real Name uino toruresu
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Achievements creating anime and manga!! i really like to create one!!! heheheh!! if somebody would ever say how to do it!!! but i prefer to do it myself!!hehehe!! Anime Fan Since since i was......BORN!! yahhoooo....i was an anime fan since i was born!! the FACT is ........EVEN THOUGH IM INSIDE MY MOTHER'S WOUMB I AM AN ANIME FREAK ALREADY!!!! I WAS BORN ANIME FREAK TO SAVE THE ANIME FREAK CLAN!!!! Yeeeheeeyyy!!! Favorite Anime full metal panic!! fumoffu?!!! ...but i think all anime is the best for me!!!! ....at least,,,the storyis great too!!!! Goals to be an anime band singer!!.....but i really want to go to japan and study there!!! such great effort!!! hehhehehe!!!..................i want to work there and live forever and become a manga-ka!!!! sooooooo sugoi!!! Hobbies collecting anime stuff!! and also..staring around!!!!!hhehehehe!!!! Talents to sing,draw anime and dance!! nobody cares!!!! ehehehehe!!!
sir.kakashi: listen up! tomorrow were gonna have a picnic!
naruto: umm...kakashi-sensei! what kind of picnic are we gonna have?!
sir.kakashi: shut up! you not gonna ask questions about it!!
sasuke: kakashi-sensei! wat are we gonna use for clothings?!
sir.kakashi: since it was a beach party your gonna use your swimming attire!!
sakura: agatta!
naruto: hmmp....u said no questions about it! y did u answer sasuke's question?! kuso ttebayo!!
sir. kakashi: so...see u tomorrow!
(next day)
naruto:*sparkling big eyes* Wow!! such wonderful view!! soooo....sugoi!!*takes off his pants and jacket*
sakura: (inner sakura) Oh! i really want to see
sasuke-kun wearin his swimming clothes! his so kawaii in that posture* imagines sasuke in his swimming clothes than blushes*
sasuke: im goin to change my clothes now....
(later....)
sasuke: *wears a towel*
sakura: sasuke-kun...y are u wearin a towel?! dont be shy...take it off now!!
sasuke: but...ok! if u insist i'll take it off!*takes off his towel*
how do i look in this?!*post and imitates a girls voice*(uses a pink bikini)
sakura: *superrrr shock....with big eyes* Sasuke-kun?! Nandatte! y r u wearin such ugly clothes for u?!(inner sakura) why?! why?! wahahahahay!!!!
naruto: *superrrr shock....with big eyes*
Nandattebayo!
sasuke: don't u like it guys?! pink matches me perfectly!! dont u think kakashi-sensei?!
sir.kakashi:hmmm.....hmmmm.....*sparkling eyes* thats great sasuke! sooo sugoi!! but wait 'tll u see mine!!ha!ha!ha!
sakura: *superrrr shock....with big eyes*Nani yo?!
naruto: *superrrr shock....with big eyes*nandattebayo! .....now i know why sasuke wants to go with orochimaru!!! Comments
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Tip Tap koi wa itsudatte Candy
FURU-TSU no you ni Tasty [1]
Good Luck sou ne mainichi ga SUNDAY
awatenaide My Heart
ameagari no machi e to dekakeyou
BABURUGAMU to koukishin wo fukuramase [2]
mizutamari ni utsutta blue blue sky
namida mo kitto
kawaku yo jelly bean
Ah PASUTERU no hizashi ni
shiawase mo AKUBI shite'ru
yukkuri to arukimasho
Ah Ah Ah Ah
Tip Tap maru de yume miru CANDY
hoohareba sugu ni Happy
Good-bye totemo U2 (yuutsu) na Monday [3]
aseranaide My Dream
nayamigoto wa BERI- no JAMU tsukete
sukoshi tsumeta MIRUKU TI- de nomihosou
UINKU suru yozora no Shinin' Star
tenshi ga asobu
BI-tama mitai
Ah KARAFURU na kibun de
kuchizusamu amai MERODI-
FUIRUMA ga mawaridasu
Ah Ah Ah Ah
Tip Tap koi wa itsudatte Candy
FURU-TSU no you ni Tasty
Good Luck sou ne mainichi ga SUNDAY
awatenaide My Heart
Tip Tap maru de yume miru CANDY
hoohareba sugu ni Happy
Good-bye totemo U2 (yuutsu) na Monday
aseranaide
Tip Tap koi wa itsudatte Candy
FURU-TSU no you ni Tasty
Good Luck sou ne mainichi ga SUNDAY
awatenaide My Heart
kawaita kaze ga fuku
machi wa kogoete-iru
ikutsu no kisetsu ga sotto oto mo naku
sugisatta no darou
yukikau hito wa mina
omoi nimotsu seotte
tooku ni yureru kagerou no naka ni
ashita wo mitsukeru
kono te wo koboreochiru
suna no you na kanjou
ano toki mune ni sasatta
kotoba ga fui ni uzuku kedo
hatenai yoru wo kazoe nagara
jibun no kakera sagashite-ita
ushinau hodo ni kono omoi ga
tashika ni natte'ku
ima nara kitto aruite yukeru doko made mo
doushite kono sora wa
konna ni hiroi no darou
sakende mite mo koe ni naranakute
namida ga afureta
jiyuu ni kaze kitte
tori-tachi wa doko e yuku no?
sugoshita jikan no you ni
onaji basho ni modorenai
kono mama yume wo akiramete mo
takanaru kodou osae kirenai
itsuka wa kitto chikadzukitai
ano kumo no takasa [1]
mou ichido kokoro ni tsubasa hiroge tabidatou
kanarazu tadoritsukeru hazu
hatenai yoru wo kazoe nagara
jibun no kakera sagashite-ita
ushinau hodo ni kono omoi ga
tashika ni natte'ku
ima nara kitto aruite yukeru doko made mo Comments
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Why would some stories come to a sad ending or maybe a happy one? Maybe, it’s really their fate or what we call destiny. But I really want to know why!
My name is Miyaka Fumayu. An ordinary person with lots of fear, likes and many more!! I know I have passed all of it. But I also know it will never come my way again. Because I will be with the man I have love most from the start. This is my story!!! My story of love and life!!!
Miyaka, my name!!! They usually call me that!! My father worked abroad for about 10 yrs. He really worked so hard for us!! In that time I was already 7 yrs. old!!! Yuri, my mother was the one who took care of me!! I have a best friend. His name is Rai Komodo. He has my age too. We are really close. His father is a doctor and his family owns a hospital called “Jobou kausaki”. It’s the best hospital in town.
It was 8:00 in the morning when Rai called me up for playtime. “Miyaka, hurry up will yah!!”
Rai hurriedly exclaimed. “Coming!!” I answered with a soft voice while piping on the window grill. “Miyaka!!!! Where are you going?” my mom exclaimed with a shouting voice. “Am…. I am going to ahhh!!!” I answered worriedly while having a pinky swear. “Good morning ma’am!!” Rai said. My mom looked at Rai with a happy face so that Rai will not run off and talk to his dad about her screaming face. “Why, is this Rai? What a handsome young boy!!” my mom said while patting on Rai’s head. “Ma’am i’m going to take Miyaka to our house to play!! Is it okay with you?” Rai questioned my mom firmly. “Why certainly Rai if it is okay with Miyaka!!” My mom answered. “It’s okay with me!!!” I answered mom with a laughing voice. After the time of the funny scene, we all saw ourselves on the pond where it is strictly forbidden not for us to go. This place has been a hang-out for the 2 of us. “Rai, we have to go home now. It’s getting darker. My mom will surely get me spank!” I told Rai while having my self worried. “Ahhh…..It’s not that!! She will not spank you.” Rai answered with a confident voice. “But we really have to.” “Okay….we will go now, but I have something for you!!!” Rai said while getting something on his pocket. “What’s that? A bracelet? It’s so pretty!!” I said. “Yup!! And it’s especially for you!!” “Why, thanks!! But I don’t have something in return!!” I said to him worriedly. “Nah…you don’t have to. It is me who liked to give you this bracelet.” He answered. “Hmmmm…..But I really want to give you something!! Hey…Wait a minute. I recognize this!! I have something like this in my pocket too.” I exclaimed happily while getting the bracelet in my pocket. “You do?!” Rai said excitedly. “Here it is! My mom gave it to me. She said that I may keep it.” I said, and started to stand. “So both of us now had a bracelet.” Rai said. “With the same designs too.” I answered while smiling. “Miyaka, I just want you to know that I will not leave you, what ever happens!” Rai said and gives me a hug.
That day was the happiest day ever with my best friend. But the saddest day for tomorrow because I came to know that Rai will be going far away from me. I just don’t know if we will still see each other again. “What?!! You will go to Rome?!” I exclaimed with an angry voice. “Yes. I don’t want to go Miyaka!! I don’t want to leave you!!” Rai said with a worried face. “But…..” “Miyaka, I don’t know if this is the end of our friendship!! I don’t know if we will see each other again after this. We will be leaving tonight. And it was really fast. They didn’t even inform me!!” Rai explained to me while tears started to roll on his rosy cheeks. “This isn’t fair Rai. This isn’t fair. You said your not gonna leave me…and today, today you broke that promise!!!” I said to him while crying. “Miyaka, I have no right to tell them my opinion. It is part of the family rules.” Rai answered me in a soft and worried voice. “Well…you can’ talk to them?!” I told him angrily and started to run off. “Miyaka….Miyaka!!! I am so sorry!!” Rai shouted and started to cry hard. This day was the saddest day in my whole life. Losing my best friend, my only friend who cares for me!! Now I lose him. And I don’t know what will happen without him. Maybe, my quietest days will start. No fun, no laughing at all. But seeing him someday was the only one thing left in my mind.
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15 yrs. after, I am already 22 yrs. old. And I am going to graduate this year in college. Still, I am the same of the old days. But I have already forgotten the face of my best friend. Now, I leave a happy life with my new friends. I have my new best friend. Her name is Kiya Momaru. She is really a good friend. But she’s not as good as my old friend is. I also started to forget about him after he left Japan. We don’t have any communications at all. And sometimes I started to wonder what he is doing right now. But it was all out of my mind, not knowing he came back to Okinawa, Japan to finish his studying. We first meet in an electronic train (also known as E.T) but we haven’t recognized each other for 15 yrs. is too long, People, also change. Not only in attitude but also in physical appearance.
I came in the train, sitting and waiting for my destination to stop. I saw a guy who looks familiar to me. I just stared at him and suddenly the train stopped and he went off. I started to wonder about that mysterious guy. When I reach school, I was already shocked with the announcement of our teacher about a new student in class. “Class, let Mr. Komodo introduced himself.” The teacher said. “Hi! My name is Rai Komodo! I came from a far country. Far away from here. I came here to finish my studies! I hope that you will be a good friend to me! And that we will be close!” the new student said. “Kiya, what are you starring at?!” I ask Kiya quietly. “Am…what?! Did you say something?!” Kiya question me back while starring at Rai. “Kiya, Kiya! Hello?! Am I talking to the air?!” I said to her while waving my hand in front of her. “Girls…when they fall in love!! Love at first sight, they call that!” Talking to myself while nodding. I started to look at Rai and started to think. “He was the guy I saw in the E.T!” Talking to myself. I also started to wonder and remembered of my old friend.” They have the same name. But I don’t think so he is that Guy.” Talking to my self while laughing. Since then, I didn’t mind the silly thing I have been thinking. Bur still, I can’t forget about him!! Suddenly, the teacher asks Rai to sit beside me. For there was no sit vacant for him to sit on. From that day on, we became close, for he was also friendly. His friendly face, rosy cheeks and cuddly smile, which you would not resist. Sometimes, the 3 of us eat together. Me, Kiya and Rai. The 3 of us are really close. But sometimes, I really wonder about his personality. I remembered someone in his character, which never change. But I ignore it, for ignoring it will be the best way to forget someone. This college was the best thing for me. Having friends who care for me. But the closeness I have with Rai makes it uneasy. I just notice something on Kiya that is somewhat different. I just knew it. She loved Rai from the first time she saw him. Since then, I started to avoid Rai for I know my closeness to Rai will lead to my broken relationship with Kiya.
We were at school, Friday afternoon and it was dismiss time. I was planning to go home when suddenly Rai called me up and said, “Why are you avoiding me?!” “Amm...I am doing something else. If you would excuse me, I am going home early!” I said to Rai with a pride voice. “No! You’re not gonna leave! Unless, you tell me the truth!” Rai exclaimed. “What truth?! I have nothing to tell you Rai!” NO! You’re hiding something from me! I know that! And right now you are going to tell me that.” Rai said. “Okay! You want the truth?! Kiya, Kiya loves you! She loved you since you came here!” “What?! And you’re avoiding me because…” “Because I don’t want my relationship to Kiya will get to an end!” I said told Rai while starting to cry. And then continued, “My being close to you, leads Kiya to hate me. He loves you! Don’t you recognize that?! Ha?!” “But, I thought she just like me, as a friend! But how come she already loves me?!” Rai said confusedly. “Rai, you know! Women are like that!! If you ever knew! Pls. don’t let Kiya down! Okay! She’s important to me! She was the one that gave me strength to face another day……after my old best friend left me!” I explained. “What best friend?! Who?! When did you meet?!” “He was my best friend since childhood. He left me because of his parents. And now, I don’t know where he is! But I believe someday we will see each other. And….” “What?! And now what?!” “Amm….it was a long story!” I told Rai. Then suddenly, my cell phone rang. “What?! Is Kiya alright?! Where?! What happen?!” I exclaimed. We went to the hospital immediately and know about what happened. We knew that Kiya had a congenital defect on the heart. Her mother said that it was an inborn disease. I was shocked and cried because of that!
“I didn’t know, Kiya has a congenital defect!” I murmured to myself. “You don’t know that she has a congenital defect on the heart?!” Rai said worriedly. “No!” I replied with a soft voice. Since then, we always took care of Kiya and visited her in the hospital everyday. “Our graduation day is coming; we can’t do it without you Kiya!” I exclaimed while walking near Kiya. “No! You must graduate without me! Besides, you can do it!” “But…...” “It’s okay with me! I’ll understand.” Kiya said softly. “Okay!” I replied. Our visit to Kiya makes us Rai closer to each other, since Kiya is not at school, Rai and I always have more time. This event brought me near his heart and his heart to me. Sometimes when we ride a bus, we sit closer to each other and feel strange whenever he bumps me accidentally. I don’t know this feeling and sometimes, it causes me to be shy and then blushes.
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One night, while walking home, Rai stopped and told me of something, “Miyaka….!” “Yes?” “Can-can I ask you of something?!” “Yes, What’s that?!” “What am I to you?!” Rai said softly. “Ah! What are you talking about?! It seems you’re so serious!!” “Miyaka…...” Rai whispered with a sudden hug on me. Then I reacted, “Rai?! What are you doing?!” “Miyaka….I-I don’t know if I’m doing right, but it seems you’re the one that is getting close to me!” Rai said seriously. “Ah! Rai…..I-I don’t know! I also like you but Kiya,” I said softly and turn away from him. “I think, we should keep this!” Rai told me with a sigh and continued on walking. Since then, I never had a shy feeling with him anymore and it seems I was very happy. Even though I remembered……my best friend.
Another day came and the same also, we went to visit Kiya in the hospital. I went out for a moment to buy something while Kiya had her chance to talk to Rai. “Rai…..” “Yes Kiya?! Do you need something?!” Rai requested while getting near Kiya and sits beside her bed. “Rai…!” Kiya exclaimed and hug him. “Ah! Kiya, what’s the matter?! I suddenly came and noticed that the two of them were talking. So I waited and watched at the door. “Rai….I don’t know if I really have to say this to you!” “Say what?!” “Rai, I-I love you! Not as a friend. I really love you” “Ah! Is it?!” Rai said worriedly. “Yes! Rai, do-do you also love me?!” “Am…I-I do. I also love you!” Rai said softly. “Really?! I am so happy!!!” Kiya exclaimed happily and hug Rai tightly. I was shocked that Rai said the words I want him to tell me. And I knew that day that he loves Kiya more than me. I was deeply hurt and was sad. “Rai, can you be my boyfriend?!” Kiya ask excitedly. “What?! Am… I mean, I-I will be your boyfriend.” Rai answered with a two-minded thought. “Rai, thank you! Thank you so much!! I will really treasure this day! I really will!!” Kiya exclaimed with a happy face. Since then, I started to avoid him again. I don’t want them to know that I have heard what they were talking about! I cried for a moment and dried my tears quickly!!
Graduation day came. Rai, didn’t inform me that Kiya was already his girlfriend. So I didn’t ask him anymore. Maybe, he noticed something from me too that I was avoiding him again. This graduation day was the saddest. Kiya was not around, Rai hides something from me and I don’t feel happy at all!! After the graduation day, at last, I’m graduated. But I don’t feel like one!
Tomorrow came. And also, I came to see Kiya in the hospital, without Rai. When I reached there, I saw Rai and Kiya laughing. I was shocked, so I decided to come in and give Kiya my gifts to her. “ Miyaka, it’s you! I’m glad you came!” “Yes! So, Rai came first! It seems he cares to much!!!” I said proudly with a smile. “Yes! And guess what Miyaka!!! Rai is now my boyfriend!!” “Really?!! That’s great!!!” I exclaimed with a smile to Rai, then continued, “So I must go now!! You need more time for each other! Okay?! I’ll go ahead now!! Bye!!” I exclaimed, picked my things and went out with tears on my eyes and went up to the last floor of the hospital. “Kiya, I’m going out for fresh air, okay! I’ll be back soon!” “Okay Rai!!” Rai followed me up to the hospital. “Miyaka…..I-I’m so sorry!!” “Rai?! You’re here?! Sorry for what?!! If it’s about what happened, it’s okay with me!!” I answered with a sweet smile. “Miyaka…” “Rai, I completely understand! Why should I get angry?!!! It’s you’re heart who decided!!” “Miyaka….I’m sorry!” “No need! By the way…..” Rai suddenly hug me and said, “Miyaka….do you remembered a friend! Who left you!” “What?!” “He came back and will fulfill his promise! He will never leave you again. And he will give his heart to you only!” “What are you talking about Rai?!” “Miyaka…I am you’re long best friend, who left you! And now I came back, I will never leave you again. I love you!” I was shocked and amazed. I never thought this day would come. “How did you know about my best friend?!” “Remember this?!” Rai ask and showed me a bracelet. “Ah! That bracelet!” I started crying and continued, “Why?! Why did you?!” I run off and left him. I never knew my dream would come true. And now, he is there! But I can’t have him now! His heart belongs to someone else now! It’s enough for me to know that my bestest friend came!!!
I decided to go far, far from them. I took a job and went far from Okinawa. Now, I’m a tour guide in Thailand. I want to forget all about what happened. And now I’m keeping up. The day came where it started all over again. I was attending my clients in the boat when suddenly I saw a guy who looks familiar. And he said, “I know I’ll find you here!” “Rai! Why did you looked for me?!” “Is Kiya important to you?!” “Kiya?! Why?! What happened?!” “She needs a heart transplant! She needs me to find you1 she wanted to see you!” “Is there a donor yet?!” “No, there is no donor!” I was shocked and I wanted to cry! I asked Rai to go with me in Okinawa to see her again. “Miyaka! I’m so glad you’re back! Why did you….” “It’s not important for now. Don’t talk! It’s not advisable.” I told her with a smile. I wanted to hug her and kiss her. I don’t want her to die. Suddenly, I made up my mind in a very serious way and left the room. “Rai, thank you for finding her for me!” “No it’s my job to do it!” Kiya smiled and slept for a while.
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After a week, Kiya had already a heart donor and will be operated soon. After the operation, Kiya was well again and healthy! Rai was happy for her but had pity for him, for he knows his not happy with Kiya. One day Rai went to the doctor to know who the donor was. When Rai discovered, tears fell from his eyes and went off. After a while, Kiya went to the same doctor to know also who the donor was. “Miss Miyaka Fumayu!” The doctor exclaimed, “She was really a good and caring person, and she gave her life for you young woman. And before I forgot, she wrote a letter for you!” The doctor continued and gave the letter to Kiya.
The letter says:
Dear Rai,
I know I will not be with you anymore! I hope you’re happy now!! I’m sorry if I had kept this a Secret. I don’t want you or Kiya to stop me from doing such a foolish thing. But I want you to know that I have loved you since childhood. I wanted to tell you how much I feel for you, but you left! It’s okay! I can’t stop fate from doing its responsibilities! And I can’t stop myself loving you!! And also send my Regards to my mom! She doesn’t know I have made a bad thing! If my father reaches home, Please, hug Him for me. And tell him how much I longed to see him. Rai, take good care of Kiya, and also my Heart!!!! At least, if I can’t be with the man I love, my heart is with the woman he loves. A silly thing for a foolish person to do!!!! I’m so sorry guys, for I have failed you! Please, now I’m gone, I hope you all will never change!! I love you.
P.S , thank you for everything!!!!!
A loving friend,
Miyaka……!
Smile always!!!!!
Rai rode a car home. “Miyaka!! You tricked me!!! Why?! You didn’t even say goodbye!! No last words?! HA?!!” Rai exclaimed while crying and threw the bracelet out of the window car. “I had loved you, and know this is how you repay me?! Why?!” Talking to himself while driving. Suddenly, a big truck came. Rai was unaware because the road was a blind-curve. The big truck pushed his car off, the car drop off the hill and it exploded. In it was Rai, who now is with Miyaka!!!!!
3 years later, a little girl saw a bracelet. And a little boy also saw a bracelet……fate started to revolve around them again……..!