Tuesday, November 2, 2004

I'm a lot happier than I was earlier. Can you tell by the dorky lil SM chibi? ^^ I talked to my mom. She told me that she and my dad just want me to be happy, so whatever I choose to do, so long as I'm happy, they'll support it. It's great! I'm looking for art schools in Florida now. I have a 75% Bright Futures scholarship that I can still use. It'll be totally awesome--I won't have to worry so much about finances. I'm so happy. My mum's supposed to call later tonight so we can all have our weekly conversation. That'll be totally groovy! Gosh, I just feel so happy!!!! ^^
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   Tres sombre, n'est-ce pas?
I know the new layout is alot more somber than what everyone (to include myself) is used to out of the Una-Maxwell Design Studio. But there's a good reason for it.
It took me long enough to figure out I'm not really happy at this school. It's too rigidly structured, and too far away from my family. If my finances weren't lining up the right way this year, I wouldn't be going home for Thanksgiving. Thank Heaven for small favors, but it made me realize I'm too far from home. And the way this school handles absences, it's like I'm back in elementary school! I have to be in these classes so many times, and I'm only allotted these many skips, and should I go over, I flunk. It's crazy--this is freakin college folks. Let's all try and act a little more grown-up.
I'm not complaining, I'm not. But I've decided that here is not the place for me. I'd really like to go to a school in Georgia. That way, I'd only be a day's drive away from home or so. That'd be so much better, and maybe they'd be a little more lax.
I'm going to talk to my folks about it tonight. They're the ones who kind of inspired the caption on the Wufei picture--I had mentioned this desire to my mum yesterday on the phone, and she told me 'but it's a great opportunity up there'. Then I talked to my buddy Rachael, and I told her 'but I can make my own great opportunities', and she agreed with my theory. I really hope my parents will be accepting, because I want to transfer.
Wish me luck folks!
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Sunday, October 24, 2004

   Hi-zeee Hi-zeee everybody!
I went to an anime club meeting today over at Lynchburg college...it was cool, because I got to see some I hadn't ever seen/heard before (something Tenge...and something else that I think is like Aisho ze baby) but all-in-all it was just too geeky for me. And I'm a dork. Mah well; maybe it was just all the new people. Strangers make me nervous, remember? ^^

For my new story idea. I'm gonna do an X-Men story, yay! It's not strictly the movie. It's not strictly the comics. It's not strictly the cartoons. It's just a really cool idea I had. It's DEFINITELY not a Mary-Sue, because those are evil. I mean, if you're gonna do self-insertion, do it with style. Like my lead female character (who will be as ball-busting and gorgeous as I am, just in a different way! ^^) will probably become the love interest of Gambit...simply because I love him. ^^ But he's not automatically going to drop for her--it's a lil game of the cat and the mouse which will be lots of fun for me to write because I love shooting suave guys down. ^^
Now, to bed, to bed I say! To sleep, per chance, to dream...

NERD ALERT NERD ALERT NERD ALERT!
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Thursday, October 21, 2004

   So how awesome is life and stuff?
Are we all digging the Halloween theme-ness? I know I am! I just had to use Shaman King--a lil cliche, but it's cute nonetheless. I kinda like "Wooden Sword" Ryu...I have a thing for stupid guys, I really do. But Kazuma-san will always be my favorite moron. ^^

I had another awesome day today! My first class was cancelled so I had nothing until my Poli/Sci class this afternoon. Then I hung out with Mariko from my class and we played some Tekken. Then I went to dinner with some of my other floormates and we just had a fun time. I haven't been so happy in ages! When all's said and done, I guess I'm glad the whores did what they did, even though the way they did it was wrong. I don't care though!
My midterm grades are in. They're trying to flunk me on one of those freshman requirement courses because I used my two allotted skips (for illness!) and I haven't done anything (because the stuff I'm scheduled to do didn't occur until AFTER fall break) so that's ugly. I know by finals I'll have good grades, but it still annoys me. These are really stupid classes--but I'll get'em outta the way this semester and then I'll be done. ^^
I've got an A in dance (of course, of course!) a B in Japanese writing and a C in the language class itself (I got my midterm and froze...it was ugly...very ugly...). I've got B's in Philosophy (which is cool cuz I've missed a bunch of classes there and stuff) and Poli/Sci...the poli/sci is especially awesome because we've only had one test (which I got a freakin B on) and I missed some classes. I hate being sick! But it's all over now and I'm not worried about my grades. I know I can pull up the undesirables (especially since two are SO not my fault) and if they want to be ugly about it, they can see just how ugly I can get. ^^ But I'm not gonna freak now! I have a DJ meeting tonight and I have to ask the station manager not to put up the joint advertisement I did with the other whore--this was before I knew what a horrible person she was--but that'll be alright. I've got other advertisements, and even if no one is listening to me on Friday nights, it's my show and I'll do as I damn well please!


The 'hi' sign. Universal language 101.
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Wednesday, October 20, 2004

Lookit all the HTML work I can do now. Not really...I keep having to look at the site. But I got this far, so yay for me!

I feel talented!
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   and the drama continues to unfold...
Get this ladies and gents--everyone came back last night at 1:00 am, banging on my door and dragging me out of bed. They dragged me into the stairwell of my building and proceeded to tell me what a horrible person I was, and to deny all counts that they thought I was malicious (which is how I interpreted what they were saying).
Isn't that just a kick in the teeth? Not a single one of them asked how I was or whatever. They just freakin ripped into me after waking up my roommate and my entire hall with their banging and yelling. I'm not even mad that they woke me up--I was angrier that they had woken up a bunch of people who didn't need to be involved. Rudeness has always been an issue for me.
They essentially "dissolved" the friendship, and then asked me if I was mad about anything. I was so mad, I couldn't say anything, so I said I had nothing to say. Then I was up half the night--first on the phone with my mom because I was so horribly distraught--I mean they said some pretty terrible things and had me really upset! Then I went into this girl Jen's room to talk to her (she's the sweetest person in the whole wide world and I am going to bake cookies for her becuase she is so freaking wonderful) and we were up until about 3:30 just talking about stuff.
Then I talked to my roommate this morning before breakfast. It was crazy--I thought she didn't like me, etc (y'all already know my idiocy) and she thought I didn't like her! We totally had our signals crossed and she had been planning to change rooms too! It was just crazy! So I apologized for being an ass, and I told her that I had said things to other people I thought were friends, and then I apologized for being an ass again. She said it was okay and we're making a new start. We're going shopping together this weekend. I'm really looking forward to it!
I hadn't realized what downers the others were, but now I'm away from them for good, I feel so happy and so free!!!! I just...I feel so much better even after they mentally gang-raped me (which is really how awful it felt) and I would sing if I weren't so tired.
Now I'm going to go talk to some of the girls on my hall. Because Bell 3rd is the place to be. ^^
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Monday, October 18, 2004

   Blargh...
Richmond sucked. I hated it so very much...I'm back at school now though, and Monday I'm going to wander the mountains by myself. I'm so glad to be by myself!

Richmond was such a bust...Nina took us over to her boyfriend Lee's apartment (but she told her folks we were going to her friend Erica's...) and she hooked up with him in the bedroom (not my bidness since they be bf/gf) but Jess hooked up with Carl (a guy she's known a grand total of 1.5 hours) and lost her cherry to him in the bathroom...doesn't know his last name, doesn't know what school he goes to, doesn't know anything about him other than 1) his name is Carl 2) he's Lee's friend and 3) he's in a band. How insane is that? Margaret hooked up with Andrew (this stoner dude with marijuana boobs) and went down on him. Lucky DD me got to sleep on a cold futon because Margaret hid her keys...I couldn't wait to be out of Richmond!

But I'm happy now, because I'm on my own to do what I wish and I don't have to be around angry smoking drunks. Because they suck.
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Sunday, October 10, 2004

   MIDTERMS! RUN A-WAY!!!!
Yes, my midterms are this week. I should like to be shot now....I have three of'em, what fun! Two for one class and one for Philosophy. I'm not so worried about the Philosophy one, I can BS my way to an A in that class. I mean, technically there's no wrong answers, so I'm totally in the clear!
As for the other two, they're both for my Japanese language class. One writing and one speaking--the speaking I'm not so worried about. I can do pretty well speaking...but I'm so horribly slow with hiragana! I can read most if it, but I have to do it very slowly and I think I sound like such an idjit...- -"
No word back yet from my RD on a room change. I hope it happens soon--I keep pissing her off--90% of the time unintentionally. I do bring my friends up here to my room (my scary pierced crazy nicotine-whoring friends!) but the rest of the time it's just her boyfriend gets to see my in my pj's alot because it's the weekend and I'm not bothering to put on real clothes until after the noon hour because it IS the weekend, ya know? Mah well. I'm a wild and crazy gal, with wild and crazy friends, and I'll do as I please dammit!

The upside is, me, Nina, and Jess are going to Nina's in Richmond after midterms! We'll leave Friday right after classes end, drive over there, and stay until Tuesday. It'll be so supremely fun! We're gonna club and go to Fright Fest and chill with her friends...I can't wait. It'll be such an awesome way to recoup after midterms...

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Thursday, October 7, 2004

   Sick!
I is sick! ^^ It's gross--my nose is all screwed up and I'm doped up on Sudafed and Advil. Weeeee! Worse thing is, my roommate is being an inconsiderate string of expletives, so I'm going to talk to the hall AA to see if I can move to a new room. It'd be good for me to room, as I'm about this close ( ) to throttling her spoiled princess butt. Normally I wouldn't care, because I know most of the girls here aren't from my kind of upbringing (lower middle-class in which we all contribute to the family structure...or whatever), but jeebus she couldn't be more inconsiderate if she tried!
1) she loves the room to be freezing cold so she can bury herself under her sheets, comforter, and thermal blanket. That means she'll leave the window open all night. The nights here are cold and wet, and my bed was right next to the window (because stupid me didn't know that about her when we were arranging the room) hence the sickness. So I talk to her when I first start getting snuffly, and she's like "Well, there are only so many clothes I can take off..." in a really whiny voice. I'm too tired to care, so when she suggests leaving one partially cracked, I just cave because all I want to do is sleep.
2)The next day, I crawl down to the Health Center to get checked out because I feel like I've been beaten with the oar of Death. Before this, I take it upon myself to rearrange the room so I can get my bed away from the window. I'm doing this, I'm out of breath, and I'm wheezing up a storm...well she comes in, watches me for a couple of seconds to see if I'm going to do something mildly interesting (like collapse or something!) and then leaves. She doesn't offer to help or even ask me what I'm doing. Then she keeps giving me these looks like "oh, you're not really sick" and "my knee hurts worse than yours" blech!
3)While I was out picking up soup (because I'm not going into the dining hall full of people with this mess in my head) I realized that she constantly drinks up my juice and stuff, but she has never once contributed to the groceries. I had this epiphany in the middle of Wal*Mart, and would've started cursing up a storm if Nina and Jess hadn't been there to calm me down.

I hope my AA can help me. I really, really need to get out of this room...
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