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myOtaku.com: Una Maxwell 02
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Wednesday, October 20, 2004
and the drama continues to unfold...
Get this ladies and gents--everyone came back last night at 1:00 am, banging on my door and dragging me out of bed. They dragged me into the stairwell of my building and proceeded to tell me what a horrible person I was, and to deny all counts that they thought I was malicious (which is how I interpreted what they were saying).
Isn't that just a kick in the teeth? Not a single one of them asked how I was or whatever. They just freakin ripped into me after waking up my roommate and my entire hall with their banging and yelling. I'm not even mad that they woke me up--I was angrier that they had woken up a bunch of people who didn't need to be involved. Rudeness has always been an issue for me.
They essentially "dissolved" the friendship, and then asked me if I was mad about anything. I was so mad, I couldn't say anything, so I said I had nothing to say. Then I was up half the night--first on the phone with my mom because I was so horribly distraught--I mean they said some pretty terrible things and had me really upset! Then I went into this girl Jen's room to talk to her (she's the sweetest person in the whole wide world and I am going to bake cookies for her becuase she is so freaking wonderful) and we were up until about 3:30 just talking about stuff.
Then I talked to my roommate this morning before breakfast. It was crazy--I thought she didn't like me, etc (y'all already know my idiocy) and she thought I didn't like her! We totally had our signals crossed and she had been planning to change rooms too! It was just crazy! So I apologized for being an ass, and I told her that I had said things to other people I thought were friends, and then I apologized for being an ass again. She said it was okay and we're making a new start. We're going shopping together this weekend. I'm really looking forward to it!
I hadn't realized what downers the others were, but now I'm away from them for good, I feel so happy and so free!!!! I just...I feel so much better even after they mentally gang-raped me (which is really how awful it felt) and I would sing if I weren't so tired.
Now I'm going to go talk to some of the girls on my hall. Because Bell 3rd is the place to be. ^^
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