Saturday, July 24, 2004

   this gone be long

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Thursday 8th, july 2004

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ok well today was raining like hell cuz we have some kinda tropical wave in the area and i was suppose to meet kitty in town and i did even if i got soak...i was'nt sure if she was coming cuz her phone was one way and my comp broke down......when we saw each other we needed to decide were to go...our original plan was to go to the zoo...we went by her dad but her was'nt there so she had no money...we still ended up going to the zoo.

we saw loottttt of animalsss ^^
but unfortunatly only one lion(-_-)
then after we went in the batanical gardens..and spend the rest of the day....

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tuesday 13th,july 2004

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ok here i had to go trinicity to meet my pal justin and kris..rosh was suppose to come but didnt...i had to meet kitty to travelle with her...today was'nt all that good cause i was ignored alot..we reach and saw justin then kris and someone called nick .
i was playing with kit and she told me leave her be cuz she come to spend time with justin and that i always have her...that kinda hurt me..so i did what she said for the whole day..thats why i was distance..me and kitty went and see shrek2 cause justin was waitting for his gf stacie and kriss and nick left

shrek2 was really good....after e came out i distance myself from them again cause i felt really unwanted..untill i saw my friend arri who BY THE WAY "WAS HAPPY TO SEE ME ALOT" and i lime with her and ask her a favor which i can't say cause certain ppl who read this like elena will trip...while they went from coffee i went outside to lime by myself for about hafe an hour...stacie buy tickets for me and kat to see notebook so i did even tho i didnt want to see it...after that me and kat travelled home by the time we reach town it was dark and she reach home late..with my jacket on her!!!..........

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19th july,2004

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alrighty then...most my post only bout me and my girl? strange because whenever i go out i go out with her, beside for today cause i went with my bro to see spider man and white chicks(which was very funny by the way)..AND SONIA WAS THERE!!! O_O last person i would expect to see..and surprizingly enough she hug me and we talked good...she was there alone but i went and sit in the back by myself in the dark so no one could see me...and sonia my ex came and sat next to me.

during the movie she bit me on my neck...i tryed to pull but it would rip my flesh and she gave me a hicky..my first thought was....if kitty see this she gone kill me..but i called kit before the show and told her the sit.

sonia try to kiss me and touch me..mind you it was very hard to hold back because me and her were real close before..but i keep thinking she could never gave me true love like kitty...i did'nt get to enjoy my show..i told sonia she had me before and she mess up plenty..she got two chances..but now i have someone who truly loves me..and i love her too so get your hands off me and go fuck yourself and trust me i was the most scary looking person wen i said that you even saw a demon in me...i told kitty bout it went i reached home..and right now she hates sonia to a core..but i am glad she understood the hickey thing...but i think she wants to kill sonia and so does my sis cuz my sis real like kitty

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20th july,2004

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today i saw kitty and i had alot of activitys planed out for her...we went batanical gardens again and i took her hiking^^ no i not mean!!!!....cause i made up for it after ~_o we spend the day together without much kissing besides for the evening..i just wanted to see if i would have fun without the romance and we did...we was suppose to fly kites but i forgot the thread...she got angry evrytime she saw the marks sonia left...but i just kissed her alot to calm her down..hey i dont know wat else to do

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friday 23rd,july 2004

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if ya'll read all this then alyu seriously bored or very fast on my life...remember about the sit. that happen with sonia?...well the same thing happen to kitty..except with my best friend..but i saw it coming..she went cinema with him....see drop by me in the evening which was a surprize....and we were just talking and she told me she want to be truthfull and she told me and she didnt know how i would take it..i replyed by kissing her and telling her how much i loved her....most fella's would fret ironicly the same stuff happen to me happen to her...its called karma

she didnt do nutting bad and i believe her so why would i be angry?
i love her god damit and love conqueres all(i can't spell)
and thats all that really matters in the end...but after awhile it did bother me..not bout her..bout my other friend..i wanted to smoke..but i didnt in so long time my body got unaccustom to it..so i can't i won't see my love for awhile until august...once she knows i care



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Friday, July 16, 2004

lol
hey all you who i didnt get to sign ya'll guestbook yet i am sry....my computer is down and i dont have access to the internet but i'll add you and do comments when i get my comp back...ttys bbbyyyyyyyyeeeeeeeeeee
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Wednesday, July 7, 2004

What Is Your Battle Cry?

Stalking over the icy wasteland, swinging an oversized scalpel, cometh Undead_Wulf! And he gives a gutteral grunt: "Blood and souls for my dark lord! I come like a storm and lay waste like a hurricane!!!"

Find out! Enter username: Are you a girl, or a guy ?

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hmm hate to admit it but its true

.:You live your life: ~watchingly~:.
You are an angel of Earth. You never take a day off
for yourself. You live for your loved ones and
believe that their love is enough for you in
return. You will be shocked when reality kicks
in. Be careful, people are the ones who cause
havock and they will hurt you over and over
again. Don't stay naive.


How do you live your life? (with pics! ^.~)
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Tuesday, July 6, 2004

oh yeh bakura rules!!! die yugi die!!!!! muhahaah

Youre Yami Bakura! Youre insane and mean not knowing who you really are and always playing mind games with others. but deep
within you have some soft side and is strongly dedicated to your friends. you like blood
XD


Which YuGiOh chibi are u?(boys n girls!)
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   well i got these test before and forgot were the code was

How evil are you?

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borderline


Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
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really now??? thats actually true

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Saturday, July 3, 2004

C+M forever

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hmm i wonder who is the other side?....who just type that?


theOtaku.com: What is Your Anime Zodiac?
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   YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

Heavy metal! You rock! It's mostly about the
music instead of lyrics for you...but you
channel most of the emotion through the lyrics!
Mosh pit for you! Just be careful you don't
give yourself a concussion with so much
headbanging...


What genre of rock are you?
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Katana! Traditional japanese sword!


What's your Weapon? .._..contains Anime pictures.._..
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   TODAY!!!!!

Saturday, July 3rd, 2004

I am so freaked now, i always knew that i would fall deeply in love and be very close with them, but never did i know the person would know me so well...no body ever really figired me out. but this one person knows me so well its scary..its as thought we're one mind, i have never introduce anyone to more than two of my family members and here kitty meets nerely all of my important family members....i mean its not a problem but it is a change, today i invited her to lunch but everything was crush and i was in a big jam.....my sis got really sick and my always drunk uncle came down by me so i had to try and keep her outside so i wont kill him.


everything just went so bad, well not everything i think she understands the way my family works...since i am the most hated in the family but yet still the one they depend on...ironic isn't it?...everyone is always at war down here and it was just bad planning....but hopefully monday she can come again and i could let her get to know my two close ppl my sis and her bf....when she touches me it feels like the world can end and i won't be harm...i actually feel like i have some purpose when most of my life i thought i was just a servant for ppl to walk over, and i have lived my life accepting that fact hoping i would somehow die, and one day i totally lost it, and thats why i am the hated way i am today.


I HATE MY FAMILY!!!! everything falls on me...i never asked for it....oh yeh but i am so important to them that they forget my happyness.

god sometimes i wish i could spend everyday with kitty cause all bad things go away when i am with her....i decided that she would be my last serious gf, if i ever lose her iw on't be me anymore...i would turn inside out and burst my rage against the world. hating everything and everyone...holding only my friends in my heart


but for now things are great, i have love, i have kitty...wha more can i ask for?
maybe freedom but that can wait.........i want to spend some more time with her.........i am thinking bout going out with her thursday...but then again she might be busy......hmm...i will see wats going on....on my other hand i gotta start back training in kendo cause i dont even remember th basics.....lol i wrote alot byeee

K+M forever



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