Thursday, June 10, 2004

gimme a girl wit de wickedess slam
well these days has been great,i got to really try to understand my gf..in oother words i spend alot of time with her....the bad thing bout that...i think i spoiling her (^ ^) well thats a good thing i guess
while she is making me happy (no sick thoughts plz) my downfall lies a whole other place as i travelle back to my past...yeh i am going back to the thing that made me the monster that lives in me, i got to finish something i started, i won't interfer with anything unless it posses a threat to my friends and it just happen to send one of my friends to the hospital...she was like the first gf i ever had and now we are good friend but i consider her more family than friend since she is like a sister to me.
its this cult and group i helped developed...its kinda a gang thing since there a three of them
gen x crew, sevex,omega creed..the race of destuction,
i was in sevex me and this other guy eli and because of both of us we were the most powerful group...eli being the one who holds the power of magic....and his phycho brother me...since i did any and almost everything without any concern for my life...and all thats diff now...i don't hate that much to feel that power again
and me and eli are like mortal enermys, i still wonder if i can overthrow him
i don't like to deal with ppl who know powerfull magic and since he taught me all i
should be worryed
and i have this thing about when the trouble is too much for me or when my life is in danger i literally switch my personality to a whole diff person, thats why i am not really afraid of anything cause if i can't face it damion/magnus can i mean its real it happens but rarly...whenever i go places by myself normally up a hill or in a spring i go and talk to them so i can figer out stuff, if i really suppose to be here?
if i am a mistake? which is true i was'nt suppose to be here so i consider myself a mistake
i still dont know what i doing here i just feel like drinking that bottle of poision i have hiding
but all my friends depend on me and i love them...so dont matter what I AM NOT BACKING DOWN from this
i will aveng krystal and no one else will have to get hurt i will put a stop to this shit once and for all, i am weak now but i will get back my strenght
and the only way to stop all of this with only hurting one mortal is bringing eli cante down ^_~
which wont be easy but it is posible and will be fun(^_^)
hmm four days from school i kinda need it doh....kevin going to get mess up.
he got to learn....my friend justing coming home sunday and i am so happy thats its busting up inside of me i wanna screem with happyness
my frien b'day is saturday and i can't see her before( ,-_-,)
but one thing i am happy for i have something ppl seach there whole lifes for..i have love,from my friends and most importantly my wife
but its as simple as this two honest ppl who actually have honour and dedication
that are willing to go all out to show how much you care about a person and never stop trying...cause if you stop...no more surprizes and everything gets boring... oh yeh and guys....spoil your wife........
hmm oh yeh i bath in spring waters!!!!!
even though i felt somebody was watching me....i wonder who it was.....they had hot eyes
and i love that person, that it hurts to wake up knowing you not seeing that person
but still feels good knowing they love you and you love them back
hmm i think i've typed enough...i'll keep u posted bbyyyyeeee
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