Saturday, July 24, 2004

   this gone be long

---

Thursday 8th, july 2004

---

ok well today was raining like hell cuz we have some kinda tropical wave in the area and i was suppose to meet kitty in town and i did even if i got soak...i was'nt sure if she was coming cuz her phone was one way and my comp broke down......when we saw each other we needed to decide were to go...our original plan was to go to the zoo...we went by her dad but her was'nt there so she had no money...we still ended up going to the zoo.

we saw loottttt of animalsss ^^
but unfortunatly only one lion(-_-)
then after we went in the batanical gardens..and spend the rest of the day....

---

tuesday 13th,july 2004

---

ok here i had to go trinicity to meet my pal justin and kris..rosh was suppose to come but didnt...i had to meet kitty to travelle with her...today was'nt all that good cause i was ignored alot..we reach and saw justin then kris and someone called nick .
i was playing with kit and she told me leave her be cuz she come to spend time with justin and that i always have her...that kinda hurt me..so i did what she said for the whole day..thats why i was distance..me and kitty went and see shrek2 cause justin was waitting for his gf stacie and kriss and nick left

shrek2 was really good....after e came out i distance myself from them again cause i felt really unwanted..untill i saw my friend arri who BY THE WAY "WAS HAPPY TO SEE ME ALOT" and i lime with her and ask her a favor which i can't say cause certain ppl who read this like elena will trip...while they went from coffee i went outside to lime by myself for about hafe an hour...stacie buy tickets for me and kat to see notebook so i did even tho i didnt want to see it...after that me and kat travelled home by the time we reach town it was dark and she reach home late..with my jacket on her!!!..........

---

19th july,2004

---

alrighty then...most my post only bout me and my girl? strange because whenever i go out i go out with her, beside for today cause i went with my bro to see spider man and white chicks(which was very funny by the way)..AND SONIA WAS THERE!!! O_O last person i would expect to see..and surprizingly enough she hug me and we talked good...she was there alone but i went and sit in the back by myself in the dark so no one could see me...and sonia my ex came and sat next to me.

during the movie she bit me on my neck...i tryed to pull but it would rip my flesh and she gave me a hicky..my first thought was....if kitty see this she gone kill me..but i called kit before the show and told her the sit.

sonia try to kiss me and touch me..mind you it was very hard to hold back because me and her were real close before..but i keep thinking she could never gave me true love like kitty...i did'nt get to enjoy my show..i told sonia she had me before and she mess up plenty..she got two chances..but now i have someone who truly loves me..and i love her too so get your hands off me and go fuck yourself and trust me i was the most scary looking person wen i said that you even saw a demon in me...i told kitty bout it went i reached home..and right now she hates sonia to a core..but i am glad she understood the hickey thing...but i think she wants to kill sonia and so does my sis cuz my sis real like kitty

---

20th july,2004

---

today i saw kitty and i had alot of activitys planed out for her...we went batanical gardens again and i took her hiking^^ no i not mean!!!!....cause i made up for it after ~_o we spend the day together without much kissing besides for the evening..i just wanted to see if i would have fun without the romance and we did...we was suppose to fly kites but i forgot the thread...she got angry evrytime she saw the marks sonia left...but i just kissed her alot to calm her down..hey i dont know wat else to do

---

friday 23rd,july 2004

---

if ya'll read all this then alyu seriously bored or very fast on my life...remember about the sit. that happen with sonia?...well the same thing happen to kitty..except with my best friend..but i saw it coming..she went cinema with him....see drop by me in the evening which was a surprize....and we were just talking and she told me she want to be truthfull and she told me and she didnt know how i would take it..i replyed by kissing her and telling her how much i loved her....most fella's would fret ironicly the same stuff happen to me happen to her...its called karma

she didnt do nutting bad and i believe her so why would i be angry?
i love her god damit and love conqueres all(i can't spell)
and thats all that really matters in the end...but after awhile it did bother me..not bout her..bout my other friend..i wanted to smoke..but i didnt in so long time my body got unaccustom to it..so i can't i won't see my love for awhile until august...once she knows i care



Comments (1)