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Thursday, November 22, 2007


hello
hello my beloveds. tonight is the night that we typically give thanks for what we care for in life. due to my typicall absense, i doubt many will read this. i currently am experiencing some internal destrutiveness. even while i type this i'm trying to hold back tears. my family is finally starting to tell me why they are so protective and just like those damn movies, truth hurts. Small town girl with wild dreams that she knows will never come true. I'm finally starting to feel close to my father and select members of our side of the family. As some of you know, the avatar featured on my site is a picture of my mother approximately 5 years ago. This year i will be leaving Dec. 22 to spend my first christmas with her and that side of the family. Up north we are held together by loss and hard work. I know nothing of those down south. I face some thoughts that make me question some of my recent actions. Make me really think what my friends, or i hope they're my friends, think of me. everyone protects me because my mother tried to kidnap me while i was young. I will post again soon. and i hope you truely enjoy your holidays.

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