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• Amanda
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Thursday, December 15, 2005
I feel miserable
I feel so bad. I am afraid that I caused a problem between two of my closest friends and I have a feeling that I am about to lose them both. I didn't mean to cause a problem and right now, I seriously feel like I could cry. I almost did a minute ago after a person hung up on me. Maybe I should just cut all contacts with them, because maybe then, everything would be okay again. Today started off really well, I was able to stay on the phone all afternoon, then about twenty minutes ago, he hung up on me. I swear, I feel right now about as bad as what I did last year when Matthew broke up with me. There is too much stress. I'm not sure if I can take anymore of this. Tomorrow I'll just see what happens and avoid all possible confrontations, if I can. I am kinda worried about going off on someone. That could be disasterous. Hopefully, sleep will help. I really need all I can to get over this.
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