Friday, November 16, 2007

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Thursday, November 15, 2007

This one goes out to ImaLoserBaby!

Ok, well I've came to my senses and I'm sorry for everything stupid I've done and...yeah... I thank you for being there when I was lost I thank you for helping me when I needed it I thank you for being a friend when I had none I thank you for sticking through the hard times I thank you for acctually reading this crap ^^ I thank you for everything you've done for me I thank you! Yeah thats not a poem or anything..just lameness ^^ I'm home sick >.< and to think things through... I've realized I'm a jerk who barely listens to her friends, I'm just kinda in my own little A.D.D world if you would call it that ^_^ I posted a picture, not sure when it will show but its... a little kinda...yeah well I dont know what to call it but it will go out to one of my bestest best of all best friends CASEY!!! (Again sorry for all the lameness in this post) If I had a song playing for this post it would have to be Beck-Loser!

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Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Yeah, I still hate myself =/

Well I found out no one will ever understand me, no one can relate with me, Casey I know you will read this so... I know you said you get annoyed at me because I dont try, but the fact is I do try I just get annoyed at myself because I'm not as good as you or the other people in Art and then thats when I give up, I've noticed that most of my work I do is crap compared to everyone elses in class and that usually is the reason I give up, I figure why do more when I can't even do it properly in the first place. And the thing about the whole forgeting about Tuesday going with you...I completely forgot! I really did, you as well as many others know I have very very bad memory, and I completely forgot, when I told you that I was going with John and you got mad at me, I felt soo bad, just ask Kristie...yeah well other than me being depressed and having problems with everything that revolves around me..how was your day?

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Sadness becomes more inviting

Ok only certain people know what I'm talking about so... Well I really really hate myself right now, I just cant get over the fact that I have to have people do everything for me because I'm just not capable or just cant do it, I appreciate everything everyone does for me, its just I'm getting tired of not being able to do it myself, I lack skills others have, I can't help it I cant do certain things I try as much as I can but...I dont know...I can never meet up to peoples standards, I'm either making someone mad or disappointed in me, I cant do anything..ex: Me and Casey had that spontanious night and my mom can't accept me acctually growing up and blames everything on me, I guess I'm just bound to be miserable the rest of my life...*sigh* I dont know..I dont know what to do anymore maybe I should just give up...Oh well I've wasted enough of your time... bye

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Monday, November 12, 2007

Myspace dwellers!

Beginning Song=Bullet For My Valentine-All These Things I Hate RAMEN!!! Oh sorry I'm eatting ramen n__n I loves me some Ramen! Ok back to subject, For all the people that dwell at myspace I want to be your friend! O__O *stares* so I shall give you my myspace url and you go there and add me! I demand you to!! Please? www.myspace.com/xbitterxxxsweetx Ok just to warn you ahead of time, I'm hideous! I'm probably one of the ugliest peoples you will ever see *sigh* So just prepare yourself O__O Laters!

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Sunday, November 11, 2007

   One picture up!...or at least almost

Beginning song=Death Note 1st Opening Ok so I posted a picture! Of some Gravatation fan art! Its only line art because I have the first book of Gravatation and I didn't want to get any colors wrong..sorry -_-' Well go check it out and vote and comment and stuff liket that!!!! Ending Song=Still Death Note

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Saturday, November 10, 2007

   Gravitation!!!

Me and Casey had a spontanious night last night! We just up and left! And saw Travis! And now my mom hate my guts! Shes been yelling at me all morning! And is yelling at me now telling me all I do is stay on the internet! Which I do! Because it makes me happy odviously she doesn't want me to be happy! *sigh* Well other than my emotional problems me and Casey went to Books-a-million and I got Naruto 2 and Gravitation! I love Gravitation soo much!! I cant wait to get the second book!!! Sorry no songs to play I'm trying to write fast so mom wont yell at me some more....emo box I'm coming for you *crys*

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Friday, November 9, 2007

   Bwuahaha...ha?

Beginning Song=New Found Glory-Kiss Me Ok I'm not sure if I told you but...the other day me and Casey was walking out to her car and this random girl looks at us and says "Ya'll both look retarded as hell!" And Casey was like..."Thank You!" then the girl passedme and was like "And you look like a man!" I was like "Thank you!" After that me and Casey wouldn't catch out breath we were laughing soo hard! Then the girl passed us again and said it again! We just laughed even more! Yeah and yesterday our friend made us watch some videos..about darfur( I think its www.savedarfur.org) it was soo sad! Just read about it...well I gots to go dry my hair Ending Song=(sorry..oh so sorry its just the song on)Soulja Boy-Crank Dat Soulja Boy lol

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Thursday, November 8, 2007

   Blah

Beginning Song=Guns and Roses-Sweet Child Of Mine Ok so eventually I will get Cosplay pictures up!! But need to catch up with Casey!! Yeah, and shes probably gonna be mad at me..I forgot to color in the turkey!!! I must color it in Eargles!!! and I still have to do the picture of Ben! Its gonna be soo awesome! I'm doing like a huge comic strip of Ben! (I'm kinda his stalker hehe) Oh well its all good because he doesn't mind ^_^ I told him that I was gonna kidnap him and he was like....ok.... with like no emotion! And hes always soo mean to the little whore in class! It makes me happy! Well gots to go straighten my hair! TaTa Ending Song=The Bravery-Honest Mistake

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Wednesday, November 7, 2007

Post-a-fying

Beginning Song:Lily Allen-LDN Ok so today was very eventful! First I stood out in the freezing cold waiting on my art teacher so I could turn in a project (of two gay dudes hehe she got so mad about it) and then I went back to class...me and Token in math made a story...not really writing it down...just randomly saying stuff...and I laughed soo hard I started crying!!! Then the oh so boring English...*sigh* Then Spanish!!! Ben is in there and Rellie!! they are the shiz! And the teacher is soo sarcastic! I did absolutely nothing in there just talked to Rellie about yaoi/shounen ai OH and she said that I should buy some hentai just because I can!...And thats why we love Rellie! *hugs her* Well I gots to get off now *sigh* Ending Song=Maroon 5-Wake Up Call

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