Wednesday, December 5, 2007

I hate myself...

Third Eye Blind-Jumper I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend You could cut ties with all the lies that youve been living in And if you do not want to see me again I would understand I would understand The angry boy a bit too insane Icing over a secret pain You know you dont belong Youre the first to fight Youre way too loud Youre the flash of light on a burial shroud I know somethings wrong Well everyone I know has got a reason To say put the past away I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend You could cut ties with all the lies that youve been living in And if you do not want to see me again I would understand I would understand Well hes on the table and hes gone to code And I do not think anyone knows What theyre doing here And your friends have left you Youve been dismissed I never thought it would come to this And i, I want you to know Everyones got to face down the demons Maybe today You could put the past away I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend You could cut ties with all the lies that youve been living in And if you do not want to see me again I would understand I would understand I would understand I would understand I would understand I would understand Understand Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah Can you put the past away I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend I would understand I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend I would understand I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend And I would understand I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend I would understand I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend I would understand Yeah another bad day...This song goes out to one of my friends, he did something today that I wish not to explain on here, let him keep his privacy. I just feel like crap, b/c even though he wouldn't care if anyone knew what he did I still feel bad b/c I'm his friend and I wasn't there to comfort him, so many things are going through my head right now...I'm like crying my eyes out!! Because I'm such a crappy friend! I know Casey you explain the things to me but its just I know how hes feeling and I didn't do anything *bows head and crys* People told me not to worry about it but I cant help but worry about him! And the assistant principal told my teacher not to take into consideration with it b/c it just him! So assistant principal you can burn in hell! You burn in hell and suffer!!! Sorry about that, I just really hate him right now! Yeah theres like only a couple things that made me happy today...my friend Kristie showed me her butt! Yeah her butt, she got a shot in her butt and decided to show me and Casey...that was an experience in its own...and we had this Christmas assembly and this elf and Santa tackled the Grinch! And the elf and Santa keep like body slaming each other! It made me happy..then the whole thing with my friend happened and it made the rest of my day miserable and depressing...well I'm off to do stuff and later watch some more Full Metal Alchemist... Sayonara

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