Tuesday, February 5, 2008

   Meh...

Well I feel like crap officially right now... Sorry I haven't posted in a while so many things have happened these past couple of days *rubs back of head* (sorry its really a nervous habit I've recently gotten into) Anywhoo back to my life... or if you would call it that *sigh* Well with an unlikely turn of events me and my boyfriend broke up... truthfully I am extremely sad. I never thought it would come to this but these are the cards I was dealt with and I have to play my hand now... I will admit that I will miss talking to him like I usually did, being so upbeat and wanting to get home early just to see if hes on. I will miss the way he called me sweetie, I'll miss the way he made me feel like I was the only person that mattered... But things like that is what made me strong... he made me strong, made me stand up a little better. I would like to thank him personally for that, everything he has done for me... Back to buisness I'm extremely tired right now I just want to go to sleep X__X after I write this post I'm so going too! But earlier today my brother was being random and put in a Nickelback cd, their old one and the song Never Again came on and that song always gets to me, always. I've thought it over many many times what a relationship like that would be like... you know? Like would I be strong enough to bring myself to do something like that? Would I stay in a relationship like that? I never could answer that question because I've never been in 'that' kind of relationship... Anywhoo heres the song "Never Again" He's drunk again, it's time to fight She must have done something wrong tonight The living room becomes a boxing ring It's time to run when you see him Clenching his hands She's just a woman Never Again I hear her scream, from down the hall Amazing she can even talk at all She cries to me, Go back to bed I'm terrified that she'll wind up Dead in his hands, She's just a woman Never Again Been there before, but not like this Seen it before, but not like this Never before have I ever Seen it this bad She's just a woman Never Again Just tell the nurse, you slipped and fell It starts to sting as it starts to swell She looks at you, she wants the truth It's right out there in the waiting room With those hands Lookin just as sweet as he can Never Again Seen it before, but not like this Been there before, but not like this Never before have I ever Seen it this bad She's just a woman Never Again Father's a name you haven't earned yet You're just a child with a temper Haven't you heard "Don't hit a lady"? Kickin' your ass would be a pleasure He's drunk again, it's time to fight Same old shit, just on a different night She grabs the gun, she's had enough Tonight she'll find out how fucking Tough is this man Pulls the trigger as fast as she can Never Again Seen it before, but not like this Been there before, but not like this Never before have I ever Seen it this bad She's just a woman Never Again Ok question time... 1. Do you like Nickelback? 2. Would you be strong enough to do what the woman did in the song? 3. Women: Truthfully would you stay in a relationship like that? Men: What do you think of men like that?

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