Tuesday, May 10, 2005

Budum...
... Again, I feel like crap and I don't know why.... Wait I know, it's cause my mom told me today that I was a fat lard who would never have a boy want to date my and kept comparing me to her 300 pound friend... GODDAMNIT!!!!!

I mean, I know that I'm bigger than most 14 year olds, but then again I'm 5,9 and most of my weight is muscle. Then she started torturting me by saying I ate all the fricken' cookies she bought. It was her fault for buying like 5 packs of ChipsAhoy and Oreos, but I didn't eat them all (I only had like 21 tiny ChipsAhoy in 5 days) My frickin' stick of a brother ate them.

But thanks to her I feel fat and nbow I'm probably going to go on an anorixic like diet for awhile.

Everythings been like hell and now I'm going to have a math test that I know for sure that I am going to fail and I have a basketball game that I have to go to cause my team sucks without me (I mean, come on, We were winning 28 to 10 before I went out then when I came in, we were losing 38 to 32)

The only good thing today is thast I'm wearing my new Stewie shirt that's say that "The World is Mine"
and it's koolio.

Well, here's another couple of another quizzes and I shall now go lock my self in a room and destroy everything in site.


Your word is: Helpless. You have so many emotions
bottled up inside and you are at the verge of a
breaking point. Life is just too painful
nowadays and you don't want to live it more.
You secretly wish someone would show their love
for you and save you from your dark thoughts.
You feel there is nothing you can do and may
turn to self-harming to relieve the stress. You
are also often depressed and may have thoughts
of death. Life didn't turn out the way you
wanted it to.


What dark word represents you? (anime pics and 7 outcomes)
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Lonliness dominates you. You can hide it well, but
its there, and your friends can see it. You
constantly feel alone, and need to do things to
fill your time. Your afraid to tell people
this, but sooner or later it gets out in a bad
way, and you think you screwed up everything.
And when you are in love is when you are sad
the most. (Please Vote)


What Emotion Dominates you?
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You are "Bring me to life" by
Evanescence. Hopeless, depressed and soulless
are your keywords. Yet you have a hope, someone
who can see you for who you are. Keep
searching, or start to.


Which of the rock songs that I like are you? (pics)
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Life has no meaning and humans can't be saved.
Although you have an urge to help in someway
you give up before you even try. The reason is
because you think you're a nobdy and therefor
have no meaning to the world and can't help.
All you do is watch life pass you by, becoming
more deppressed each moment.


How do you see life?
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Your connection with darkness is through
self-harming. Life has hurt you so badly and it
feels like it always will. Of course, you just
want to get rid of it and has found out that
cutting releases your pain and tension. After
all, now it's you who decides to inflict pain,
not someone else. Perhaps you even feel guilty
afterwards when you've "come to your
senses". Due to this you tend to wear
long-sleeved shirts, if it's the wrists your
cutting. You fear your scars will be seen and
often keep away from people physiclly. Some
cutters just want to get caught doing it, to be
saved and for someone to care for them and
understand. This is the point where I'm
supposed to say that you should talk to
someone. The thing is though, I know as well as
you, it's hard seeking help. But it's still
highly recommended that you stop harming
yourself.


What is your connection with darkness? (pics)
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