Saturday, April 7, 2007

   In over my head... (cue the Bad Day song)
Aw geeze, I think I'm gonna cry...

Well, today started off pleasantly enough. My friends and I all headed to the beach. But it turned out that my friend that I've had a crush on for a while brought his girlfriend. I've met her once before but she's super nice and super pretty - in other words I would stand no chance against her.

On top of that, it seemed like it was couple's beach day or something. It was my friend and our other friend (who flirt so much with each other they SHOULD be going out - but she has a boyfriend) and then my crush and his girlfriend and me and our goofy friend. So I was basically stuck with our goofy friend the whole time. My really good guy friend was supposed to come and he would've rescued me from my boredom and left-out-ness but he was grounded... T_T

And then my feet got all cut up on the reef when we went boogie boarding. Not to mention that when we went boogie boarding it was pretty dang flat.

And now, to top it all off, I've just been WAIT-LISTED from my top college. Teh Sadness... I guess it's not as bad as full out REJECTED. But... It's so shame, man! It's UW - a school a LOT of people GET INTO not get WAIT-LISTED at... *Cry*...

*EDIT*

I just did a "hair rehearsal" for prom... My mom and my gay hairdresser (yeah, he's cool) wanted me to do an "up-do" but when he finally finished (after using half a can of hair spray and enuff pins to fry a metal detector) I didn't like it. I think I was being kinda high maintanence but I've learned through this whole "prom process" that if you don't like something and you don't speak up about it - you're screwed, like with my dress. I don't like it but my mom was charmed into it by the saleslady... Anyway... Do lots of people go with up or down hairdos? My mom is always saying that people go with up-dos but I think we'll compromise and go with half up and half down - I don't want to look too different from my usual self. I mean, I want to look nice and everything, too... I don't know... I'm starting to not care so much any more... I mean, prom is supposed to be this great thing (ok, I realize some of the more jaded people out there might think otherwise) but it's turning out to... Idk... I'll just go with the flow. Easy peasy lemon squeezy. I'll start to look forward to... Uh... Graduation. Yeah.

*Sigh*

So, in conclusion - I can't win, I'm a third wheel times two, my toe is bleeding, I've been semi-rejected by a college, and my hair has a few gallons of hairspray in it, weighed down with a bazillion bobby pins...
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