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Friday, January 11, 2008

I hate guys
I hate school
I hate people


In the past 24 hours I've learned that:

  • I'm a binge eater after i cry

  • I'm not as well held together as I predend to be

  • I have a very abusive streak in me

  • I HATE who I am

  • I'm emotionally unstable and unfit for leaving the securities of high school



sorry for not being around guys. life sucks. as you can tell from my list, i have not been having a good senior year. i feel disgusting. after crying for two and a half hours, i ate and entire pizza and half a pint of ice cream by myself. and i've bruised my mom because she was letting me punch her. and i think i made my boyfriend bleed internally. =D he deserved that though. i need to find a way to relieve stress, so i've joined an aerobic class. hopefully the repetitive motions will let me leave my body for a while which is precically what i need right now. i'm sick of everything and i'm both emotionally and physically drained. i'm not going to be able to take it for much longer. i'm going to snap underneath all this crap and i feel like i can't do anything about it either.

help
signing off,
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