Wednesday, August 5, 2009

Trimmed
Embeded in your soul I can see it rip through your flesh the damn corruption virally in you. I wish I didn't understand this disease and that you didn't feel it either. Passion, Pleasure and love all mixed up and with the fakes added like spice. In your sad curved life what kind of happiness do you get when there's nothing there left for you? Inside my chest while I stare at you I can feel my heartbeat and my lungs batling it through to keep me alive.. I'm sick of you watching me die as the day goes by.. Black and purple nails is what you posses and they begin to shatter.. What am I supposed to do..? While my nerves overeact and my hands shake.. I can't hold your life anymore and its slipping through, shining blue essence of life is now wasted.. And let it turn to smoke when it touches the filthy ground... and there's where your life goes. Right into the air where God devours you whole.
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Monday, August 3, 2009

Mairin
The glass window shatters but its not a loss... it turns into diamonds because this window was the window of friendship.. When it grows too much it becomes something precious.. So fine and so pure it catches the eyes of envy but it doesn't become affected. The price can't be afforded and a trade can't be made for the time and for the feelings that made it true. Its delicate though and lies can make it turn into jade and conflict into dirt... But, this sort of love I feel makes my honesty flow and my sincerity glow into a star making the diamonds gleam and shine. Crystal yellow roses... the light bright yellow.. And so this friendship will never break because the material is made of the strongest.
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starving children
I'm sitting at the table eating my dinner... they're little pieces of death.. I like the smell and the taste... it fills with happiness and I smile. In the night I can't wait to walk right into my nightmare and say hi to the children of death. They're lonely now that I ate his father away.. I laugh at their pathetic tears falling out of their eyes. I'm the keeper of secrets and within me death becomes nothing but shit. Immortality... blood never tasted so good. I break so many hearts as I strike through the chest of love and I smile all the way through and my devil eyes gray from the pain I inflict. My eyes looking dark from the decades without sleep. In a few more years God will come by and share my happiness with the the multitude.. Life is eternal.
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Monday, July 27, 2009

Jealousy
The world stares at you.
The crystalin' shine in their eyes never fades.
You're just like the moonlight as they look right at you.
"I wish I didn't envy you but I do..." they whisper to themselves.
So much for jealousy you're really into heresy.
Your conscience kills you and you pretend there's nothing there.
One day I'm going to get you.
We're going to enjoy that day together I know it isn't always as easy as it looks.
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Sunday, July 26, 2009

bleh
There's a damn song stuck in my head and I forgot what its called
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Saturday, July 25, 2009

ehhhh
For the first time in a while I don't feel like typing some new shit down. I'm under a little bit of stress cuz idk how to work things out one thing at a time. Haha but it'll be easy when the time comes.
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Thursday, July 23, 2009

waterfall
My eyes are closed...
The water is falling all around me.
It's cold....
I open my eyes slowly.
I notice that the gentle morning colors make evereything look blue.
My pressure is low and I'm relaxed.
My lips are turning purple from the water's cold freezing kiss. My eyes gray and being washed away... I can't breathe as good.
Right then I dive down straight to the fall. Into the shallow water I fall.
Like a crystal glass I shatter but each shard with a beautiful gleam and glow before turning into sand.
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Saturday, June 20, 2009

broken
Today, today was a wonderful say... for me
I felt what it was to lie and how great it felt
I'm guilty of course but I refuse to feel bad.
In case you see me someday again just realize
Realize that I'm tired of listening to your pleas
I will not cheat on you and tell you I love you!
You're so pathetic my love
"Ow, the knife!" Sweetheart replace me love with cutting and tell me how happy that makes you!
"Dear, its harsh for me to stay"
The list of the hurt is filled and long has it been since you were enlisted.
I remember once again the kiss and the sin. The taste of cherry is wonderful.
"My dear. Please go and die where your mother lies"
Now I look at my hands now numb.. Not enough blood. Rage and more rage I feel but I laugh.
I'm not the person I thought I knew....
Depressed kisses never made me happy.
Try kissing happiness and you will know how great it really is.
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Thursday, June 18, 2009

Blind
Whatever you feel I'm sure you can see. As the heat beats your face with your eyes closed your mind is filled with fear, the world isn't worth to live in if you have a bad conscience. Everywhere you turn you'll see the devil following you.
Replace the light with the darkness and you will become strong.
The setbacks? You will be afraid to be the weakest one.
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Tuesday, June 16, 2009

Unwanted
You can't talk about things you don't have.
When you get then,
You wish you never did.
When its a memory you can't forget.
When its a bad thing and you stare away from the light you will noticed you're being watched. For how long? No one knows. But with targets known who are the hunters because prey can't live. On the other hand targets can kill.
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