Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Ivette
she doesn't need braces
but she has them anyways
they're holding her teeth back
i don't know what to write about her
she's a good friend that's it


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Monday, January 12, 2009

Rythmic
i'm moving closer no matter the consequences
i'll catch up and don't expect me to fall
i'll be there so don't worry about me
this time something other than my heart hurts
my mind is breaking into pieces help me
help me hold it together or the water will pour
between your fingers it goes through
and it falls to the ground
my anger is misunderstood i won't harm you
i will only protect you with my pain
cover u in a sheet of blood
stay and pretend to live on
but inside you will die and i will let it happen
i'm not who you thought i would be
good night
good night
dear love
dear love
bleed out
bleed out
i'm a killer to you
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Saturday, January 10, 2009

scars
the blood quit coming out
i quit bleeding
now the only way my blood goes is inside
i feel it coursing through my veins
the pressure so strong and rich
i never thought i would be like this
but i'm here and that's what matter the most
i don't care what happens but soon enough i'll see
in the end i'll know how it feels to be
the negative person i'm destined to be
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Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Feel


"why?"
"I don't know... it just feels"
"feels like what?"
"like someone threw themselves at me.."
"what do you mean?"
"ever felt like someone's life was on your hands?"
"I don't understand..."
"when I feel like letting go.."
"of what?"
"their hand and letting them fall and die."
"what are you talking about?"
"myself and my feelings"
"I don't understand..."
"one day you will and then I'll let go of you"
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Tuesday, January 6, 2009

What's Your Point?
Usually I stay on your side
it's only when you abuse the power
the one that we give you
it's time for me to switch sides
cold blooded betrayal is in my mind
it's the only thing i can think about
i can't wait till your throat is in my hands
i'll crush your neck and cut you to make you bleed
don't even try to escape because
the more you run the more i will want to kill you

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Wednesday, December 24, 2008

Virus
You're just like a virus to me
you belong to me as much as i do to you
and when you came inside into my heart
you remained there dormant and peaceful
really looking hopeful and i smiled
and then that day came and i wondered
but you said you wanted to be friends
but before that you had done it so
copied yourself into my heart
and like that i loved you much
and then that day you did this to me
broke out of my blood and broke me apart
from inside my heart you broke the cells
and the virus came and took me
made me so sick inside and i died
and you still asked if you wanted to be friends
and i killed my memory and i never recognized
i never recognized who you are
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Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Night
I go to sleep and hope
hope for nothing but dream
I close my eyes and every second
for every second i see
that it get darker with time
and the darkness surrounds
and now it's time to open my eyes
the dream never came and
I disappeared
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Thursday, December 11, 2008

i figured out what love is i'm so shallow
you won't believe what i just figured out... i know what freaking love is now. It took me a while to understand it.
Once me and my friend made a promise to each other to trust and respect forever. Once i asked her what would you want to get from the person that you love the most? and she said trust and then i said but that's the only thing i have ever given you and she said and i'm grateful. She told me that i was the person she loved the most and it was because of trust. well what came to my mind was the promise i was the trust and she was the respect and i had given her trust. what came to my mind is so why would she love me and i figured out that fake love comes from the absence of either one. trust+respect=love and there isn't no such thing as love without both. those are the things more important to love by itself. without respect there's abuse and without trust there's lies.
but what kind of person are you? do you believe in what i'm saying?


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Tuesday, December 2, 2008

Atmosphero
Falling from the sky
my petals are shaped like spirals
My wings are losing the feathers on them
and I keep going and going
all down and my world is falling
my life is falling down into the water
the ocean is ready to take me
Just before the surface
everything stops
My eyes are white
i'm not here i'm just in my mind
and the storm in my mind is starting
the rain is enough to drown
and deep inside my heart
the storm is made by my tears
no crying involved
just plain tears alone
and the survivors are none
and with this
before i die
in my last will you're entitled to my heart
it's blue with shades of black
it's so heavy yet you're the only one
the only one who can lift it up
into the sky and the colors come back


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Saturday, November 29, 2008

regrets
sometimes we have many
but at once some are made by them
the time and place that happens
the decisions you make
sometimes they don't matter anything
sometimes you can't change anything
i speak from my mind and heart
i keep it up all the time
and i let people see into me
i let them drown in my deepness
and i don't like to rescue anyone


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