Friday, November 21, 2008

See to convey
I try to cenvey;
I try to reach and let them see.
Though they don't obey,
They just want to be free.

We all see different things,
Sometimes we forget.
Every person Usually thinks,
I don't even know what I get.

I give everything i got,
Nothing really matters.
It seems they've forgot,
I ask myself if angels have feathers.

A fallen one I see,
but I'm looking back at me.

Though I try to entertain,
I can never maintain.
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Monday, November 17, 2008

this inside
the heat and anger i wish i felt,
it's no longer here with me
my feelings are fake but i know
i know that i want this to stay
one day i hope to change the words you say
but that day seems to be so distant from today
please control your actions so that in time
it's still possible to make your dreams come true
and there is a choice we can make to always go back
and in this life you're not the only one
i know what many things you can take part on
i know exactly what you need to find
the problem is that you're looking in the wrong place
you think you do but you don't need so much attention
i thought i knew i needed attention but i was wrong
all that does is break my heart every time i think
specially when i look back i see myself holding it in my arms
the heart i no longer have to share happiness with anyone
and no matter how much i change the negativity flows in me
they argue about me and i don't understand why
i don't understand why i can't fight back
i don't know why i just have to watch me get torn apart
inside my mind i get filled with dreams and desires of pain
i seem to enjoy it nowadays and it's really sad
i wanted to make you happy and i broke my words
i broke my life and my promise to myself
i broke myself and my world
and i broke every single memory that mattered
now what do i have? i don't really know
if everything i need is in my hands then what else do i need?
i can we really own what we want or what we need?
Insanity is the product of my reality
this is all a great pain to me
this is all a great burden of life
when many tell you that you're the only one that understands
there's almost no way in confronting this.
because they judge you so close to them
and they ignore the life you live
and they expect you to be there forever
though your love is dead and your heart is stolen
my heart was broken and in the process of healing
it was shattered and the pieces were lost.
i never found it anymore and i gave up looking for it
the lies i hear every day and the ones i keep
they all come back to me in the end and destroy me
and they knock me off my feet and let my soul leave
float around and stare back at me
i let it fly and i let it see what it wants to see
and it learns a lot and that i know
and wisdom i seek is far more then that of my understanding
and i will never know what true love is because in the end
no matter who either me or them my essence is the one stabbed
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Sunday, November 16, 2008

why do i win?
no matter how many times you tell me
i will always know if i'm wrong or not
pretty much i'm saying that i know,
i know when i'm right and you're wrong
yet you don't realize what i am
do you think that i'm just a person?
do you think that i'm just a person and nothing more?
forever i will reach you with my words
I will always make you run
but one day you will choose to turn around and face me.
there are no draws where me and you are going.
one of us has to win and i know who that will be
true courage is when you know you're going to lose
yet you keep on going though knowing that it's possible to win.
in that case i will never give up

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Saturday, November 15, 2008

How much?
how much do you really hate me?
i hope not much because you can't stop me
and you're in the wrong because you underestimate
you underestimate my power and strength
i will defeat your negative wishes without fighting
and you will surrender your negative plans
and you will be lost in every word i say
your curses don't work on me because guess who i am?
I'm the purity of shadows and the friend of light
i'm a sinner and a brother of Blessings
i don't take such pride for this but i can assure you
that everything i say will come true no matter how much time it will take.
so you just take care before i steal your soul.

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Tuesday, November 11, 2008

always
always there
always left
that day i met
that day i saw
that was it
no more it
no more hope
but i don't care
that threat i made
it came true
but that time i cared
and i always look back
my shadow isn't there
i walk away from light
every step takes me farther
and i keep going
but i never stop
the darkness soothes my coldness
and i smile with warmth and dampness
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Monday, November 10, 2008

Growth
Drifting away from me
mistaking maturity
taking choices wrong
understanding not fate
seeking not having
everything you need
i will give it to thee
take all my peace
life is a burden to me
too much understanding
too much friendship
too much compassion

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Reply to my dear friend
no anger or hate towards you my dear.
and as i stare at your words i reflect with fear.
how did i ever do this to such a kind heart?
and for that i will always keep you dear.
close to me and i'll keep the rest away.
i only need true friends and you're one of them.
and of their presence i get rid of so that is done,
we are only closer now and you will remain
remain a great person in my life
and one day i'll reveal my plans.
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Sunday, November 9, 2008

love?
when i hear that word i think of you
when i listen to that voice i smile
then i realize that it's the song
the most beautiful song you can hear
the only words good enough to make me smile
and the words never leave
the only thing i remember is...
that it was track 6
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Friday, November 7, 2008

Sky

i look up and there's nothing but sky
i feel the fresh air hit my face
and i keep walking knowing where i'm going
but just really lost in thought
creating holes in my life are my thoughts
forgetting where i was is the key role
forgetting where i'm going is something i wish
time will end up being everything to me
because the only thing i know for sure
is that one day i will have to die no matter what
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Saturday, November 1, 2008

Does Happiness work?
i thought it did
i feel so happy
i can't believe it
i have everything
i have her
but still
happiness isn't everything
what more do i need?
at first there was only one thing
i only wanted happiness
but what more can i ask for
is it ok to not want anything more?
why me?
i don't need to have so many gifts
why do i have so much
kill me and take everything away
i want to lose myself
i want to lose myself to you
so that yu can give me everything
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