Friday, October 31, 2008

Tempo
my heartbeat is consistent
it never goes faster or slower
but only when i stare at you
i become calm and i see you
but only you can change this
make the pace go faster
or make the pace stop
kill me or make me live
I don't care as long as i smile
even if my death comes
i wish to die smiling
so challenge me with something great
take everything away and live happily
i give you permission over my soul
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Tuesday, October 28, 2008

what do you see?
what do you see in my eyes?
in this darkness you will drown
in my anger you will burn
in my hate you will disappear
but i will never look at you
i will just stare into your eyes
i can see right into your mind
i know what you want
i don't care though
you mean a lot to me
i want you to be happy
so i let you hurt me
and you see what happens
in the end greed is nothing.
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Monday, October 27, 2008

emptyness
i feel it so
i can find it so
i can see it so
i can know it so

but will it stop?
how could i fall into this trap?

i will fight to see this till the end
and till then i will stand

what's the point of fighting though?
how can i keep it until the end?
i need a way to think this through
and i'll make sure that it all ends.
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Sunday, October 26, 2008

strangers
i never thought it so
sometimes the people that care,
are the people you don't know
they are the ones that want to know
they are the ones who stare
and as the first leafs of autumn fall
this whole story begins
and ending I'm not quite sure.
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Saturday, October 25, 2008

Thoughts
You made me think of you.
sometimes i think that i've liked talking to you
sometime i'm really sure i do
but i never thought that it would be the same to you
i'm so completely lost in my words
but i'm happy sometimes
maybe life can get better
sometimes all we need is a friend that will listen
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Thursday, October 23, 2008

hmmmm
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
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waiting
i waited and waited
i froze up
tears went down my cheeks
someone asked what's wrong
i didn't say anything
i stood still
i felt self centered
i was self centered
but all this time
you have been absent from my life
everyday and every time
when i get the chance i wait for you
but you never show up
and that feeling in my heart
that feeling i feel all the time
well that feeling never leaves
no matter how many tears i waste
no matter how many emotions i fake
everything still remains the same
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Tuesday, October 21, 2008

coldness
it keeps some people away
it hurts sometimes and it's not good
i'll rather have something cold then something hot
i'll rather freeze then burn to death

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Monday, October 20, 2008

light
i look at the day.
the sun of course very bright
it makes me feel warm and sometimes hot
i smile sometimes for no particular reason
another day i think
what should happen today?
my love grows sometimes on days like this
and the memory stays like this for a while
when i think about it i smile
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Sunday, October 19, 2008

sinking
i'm sinking into this
all self hate
nothing else to it
i failed at everything
i'm lost in the night
someone help me please
but never mind just let me die
and i'll fall back into the darkness
i know i belong there
there are many answers but what is the right one?
should i choose the selfish path?
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