Thursday, September 11, 2008

pain
ever had that one pain that you feel in your chest?
it makes you want to rip your heart out but for some reason you can't? really it's obvious that you can't tear it out because then you'll die but don't you ever wish you could rip it out?

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Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Time

Time comes then it leaves
it doesn't return or even look back
but sometimes we find ourselves
right behind of time stuck
in the past and we stare at what
is ahead of us our choice is
do we want to be there
the right one of course is
supposed to be yes but
many times we find ourselves
held back by memories or the
past sometimes more distant
than other memories to
understand is our only wish
then but now where we are
supposed to be we learn an
error that somehow is supposed to
help us and it is the only thing
but to forget everything
after we do this big mistake
we forget who we are
we forget why we are like this
we forget how we came to be
we forget our reasons to live
but then someone comes to us
and they remind us what we
are supposed to do
only then we remember everything
after only our point of view decides what our
response will be it is hard to know but is
kind off expected by many people depression
hits without any kind of warning accepting it
is another story wishes of present death then
fill our mind heart as well as our soul deep
is the wound created and nothing is what we think
is what we can do but we have a reason to be here
otherwise we would already be gone and looking back
at life what are our mistakes that i don't know only
we know who we are but that doesn't mean that we cannot
be understood by anyone we might think that we are unique
to a certain since to where we are uncomprehendable but we
keep going trying to change when change is something viewed as
impossible for not many believe in change change is not always as
bad as it looks and the end is something we all expect the point is
to make it all the way there and just take it acceptance for certain things
is not always bad the reasons are sometimes the problems but upward and ahead is clearly the way we are supposed to go never back just forward face your fear
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Wednesday, May 21, 2008

hi
i'm tired of this i wish this would still be the myotaku that works i think this has a better structure than theotaku has now though theotaku is faster
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Saturday, May 17, 2008

hi
well my name is my user
i miss some of you all
i really don't have anything to
say but i hate to lose connection
with friends
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Tuesday, May 13, 2008

hi
hi i can't let go of this place
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Sunday, May 4, 2008

hi
well everything has been pretty well but i always like to check up on this undesirable place. I remember when this place had more people active then now when it has abandoned sites. I have good memories of here though i met people that were just good to me and some that weren't but overall it was all a good experience. Too bad all this went to waste but then again things don't last forever not even our lives as we are all just waiting for our turn to die. The only way to make life worth living is to be happy and if you can't just try to make someone else happy. That way it is a simple act of comensalism where both benefit from such act because ironically seeing someone happy either crushes you or makes you happy because you know you're responsible for that. Long story short i really miss a lot of yall if you ever get the chance to read this post that i would always want to make my final post don't forget about me. By the way you can reach me at Salas.2323@hotmail.com. I too share a part in this once great site.
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Friday, March 28, 2008

Hello
This is childish of me
has anyone seen my pic?
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Monday, March 24, 2008

hi
Just let me die
Just let me go
Even if you Don't
I'll escape from you
I'll Disappear from you
Even if you don't
I'll type this anyways
Time is so Valuable
You never have enough
and with this I
Say Goodbye
and like this
I will disappear
Just hope I'm wrong
So I may come back
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hi
this place is miserable.....
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Friday, March 21, 2008

WOW
MYOTAKU HAS GONE DOWN A LOT SINCE I CAME HERE
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