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Saturday, November 12, 2011
Creator
Why create a place so wonderful,
with disbelief to absurdity,
the absurdity of faith.
Repent.
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Friday, October 28, 2011
Spiraling, spiraling
With you
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Saturday, October 15, 2011
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11 - ╨ΓÇÖ╤┬ü╨╡╨│╨╛ ╨╗╨╕╤╦å╤┼Æ ╨▒╤ΓÇ╣╤ΓÇÜ╤┼Æ
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Sunday, October 9, 2011
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Tuesday, October 4, 2011
mission
the final drop
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Wednesday, September 7, 2011
Catalina ven.
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Monday, July 18, 2011
Alice talks to me but all I hear is my past,
the little things I still under-mind,
fuck it.
I'm this person now,
you see?
No matter how much I agree,
why do I not get along with you?
fuck it.
The way my heart listens to your voice makes me happy.
fuck it.
Lets stay friends.
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Sunday, July 3, 2011
You showed me how an Apple's core beats.
With a steam engine creating all the heat.
Oh but you let me know beforehand,
That following you would lead me to desert sands.
The red of your lips,
Just let me know so much bliss,
Oh my red burning cheeks,
Blushed.
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How could you all die?
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Monday, April 25, 2011
Dear Uriel,
I'm feeling all confused. I can feel how strong your grip is on me. I want to be with you. But, I know in my heart that I won't ever be with you. I hate bringing religion into this, but i really can't be with you because of this. And I know how badly it hurts you to hear this and it hurts me that it hurts you. It hurts me badly. You said the pain lasts forever, but maybe I can deal with that pain forever. I need to know you can deal with it too. I can't be the one who will lie to you and say I will be with you forever, no matter how badly I want it. As you say, the truth is the truth. I've fallen in love with you, it was stupid and I can't control it. I think I will continue to love you for a long time. It's an impossible thing to ask, but can you hold onto this love until I leave? Just hold it, hold it tight. I ask too much and I know this. However, it doesn't hurt to ask. Love isn't something you can just take, and drop just as easily. I know this, but can you try? Try and try and try. Even if it results in my unhappiness, i'd rather your moving on to a new happiness than having pain from me forever. I'd pick my unhappiness over yours a million times over. I can't lie to myself and say that I'll find a way. That's what I've been trying to do, and I've failed. I now know that it's not within my grasp. You told me that you want to hold onto me. I want to hold onto you to. You told me that I have your heart. I treasure your heart more than a precious diamond. But my heart? My heart is locked. It's locked and will stay locked. How is this a fair trade? When you're so willing to give me your heart but I cannot give you mine in return. I don't want to feel like I'm just playing with your emotions, that's the worst feeling imaginable. But how can I be the way I am with you if it's false? I feel so hypocritical, all the time. But the way you make me feel always wipes away those thoughts. The moment I begin talking with you, everything else disappears except for me and you. And these are the moments I lose myself in. My love for you conquers all other emotions, but the nudging in my head is like a mosquito that wont be swatted. So, as you can see. Many things have been running through my head, and this is only a sliver of it. I can't tell you what to take out of this email. I have no idea actually. I just felt you deserved to know at least partially whats been running through my head. I don't believe that I will read this email over, I'm too afraid to see what it says. Just, take it as you will.
Love,
Michelle
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