Monday, February 14, 2005

   Happy Valentine's Day
This morning I am feeling great! Well, almost, but I'm not going to let it ruin my mood!!! Yeahness!!!

I may not have any special someone and I may have no plans at all outside of opening a new cafe' on Gaiaonline.com, but hey, it's something and I am damn happy about that tiny little something! So take that depression and unhappiness!

Booyah!
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Friday, February 11, 2005

   and the beat goes on . . .
nothing to tell except I GOT OUT OF MY SPEECH FOR THIS WEEK!!!!! I don't have to say it until next week and I am beyond ecstatic! Score one for me!
But I do have to rewrite it. I don't think I was quite up to par. But at least I have an entire week to rewrite it!
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Thursday, February 10, 2005

   I have no idea what to do about tomorrow. I don't have the slightest idea what I am going to have my speech be about and it must be spoken tomorrow!!! 12 hours from now! ARGGG! Kill me now!
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Tuesday, February 8, 2005

   Well, whatever . . . . . . . . . . . . . .
I think that the Sierra Club (the college enviornmentalist club) is basically a bust. No one shows and we don't really do anything at all. That is our club. We fed birds last semester. There is nothing to really say about it. But we're going to keep trying. (God help me)

Why do I even bother?
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Monday, February 7, 2005

   Valentine's Day
Valentine's Day is fast approaching and I have no date or bf for that matter. This, however, seems to be one of the first years that I haven't really minded since I started high school. Is that, perhaps, due to the fact that I am slowly becoming used to being alone or could it be that I am becoming better with being myself? Who knows?
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Thursday, February 3, 2005

   What in the hell is wrong with this world? If I knew then I wouldn't be around the world too much now would I?
You know what? Taking 1500 mg of actametophin (non-aspirin) will really relieve almost any pain. Seriously. I took about 1000 mg yesterday and it did nothing. Well, pain always comes back and I ended up uping my dosage to 1500 mg. And it worked!
Praise Allah!
lol.
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Tuesday, February 1, 2005

   -My Untitled Story -

The sun was frozen, it seemed. No light appeared to permeate from its copious storerooms and any heat that might have worked its way to the ground was blocked by the icy gray clouds that spanned the endless expanse of sky. No one could have possibly said that today was a day to be out and running around. Yet here Katlyn was, at the zoo, with her neice's third grade class.

"Kitty! Kitty, come here and see! They're feeding the snakes!" Katlyn loved her neice, truly she did, but she couldn't help wishing that for once her sister had chosen to show her own daughter an iota of attention.

Bethie grabbed her hand, jerking her to the glass enclosure where, sure enough, a small defenseless mouse was in the process of being swallowed. And at that moment it was exactly what Katlyn found revolting. And to keep her stomach from turning she was forced to spin around.

It wasn't that she was squemish. Even as a child she hadn't been one to run from a mere spider. That had always been Karol, her older, more successful, more beautiful and more married sister. And everyone had always been kind enough to remind her at every single oppertunity. 'God,' she thought. 'Even I'm knocking myself around for not having married him already. What in the hell have they done to me!?'

Katlyn sighed and glanced at her watch.

Clapping her hands and calling all of the children she eventually got them out of the reptile house and walking towards the buses where freedom bekoned to her. Freedom and quiet.

No noisy little children, no animals except her orange ball of fluff, and a big cup of hot chocolate waiting for her at home.

Thinking of just those few things almost gave her a tiny burst of energy, making her suddenly want to sprint to the car after she had deposited her group of midgets to the proper bus and to their proper teacher. It gave her the little sense of glorious freedom and release as she granted herself the miniscule luxury of slamming her car's door.

She felt the smile spread across her face as she leaned back and into the worn seat. 'It's not that I don't like kids,' she thought, popping her lastest favorite CD, Evenesence's Fallen, into the player and starting the car. 'I love kids. They love me. But there's a time and a place for them. And early Febuary at the Cincinnati Zoo and Botanical Garden is not one of them.'

Okay, now I am not asking you to read that. But if you did tell me what you honestly think, kay?

And that's onlt the first part of the story. It's only like a page and a half. And it gets much, much more interesting than this.

Oh, AND I'VE MADE IT TO 600 VISITS!


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Sunday, January 30, 2005

   Weekend of Bliss
lol. For a second there I really thought that I was going to go nuts at home. I really and honestly did.

But then I sat down and started to write and I like what I was writing. It's all about stuff I know about and the people that I know too. In fact, a few of my friends are main, or semi-main characters in it. And I am having fun writing it.

So all in all not a bad weekend. Well, unless you count doing homework (of which about 1/2 is actually finished) or attempting to back peanut butter cookies. (which turned out not too bad, but neither I nor t-chan are too big on. A fact I wish I had known BEFORE making the cookies)

But nothing else to really tell.
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Thursday, January 27, 2005

   Nada
Once again there is amazingly little to tell about my life. I am going to have to write a speech for Oral Communications, but other than that nada. And this weekend will be spent alone in my house (not with a computer) doing homework. Bleh. I need to send out a mass e-mail. Adios all.
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Wednesday, January 26, 2005

   Ichk

Woke up this morning with something that felt like chest pain, but after a short while it dissipated into only back pain and i was able to get up. Immediatly i jumped to the worst possible conclusion and that was that i was having a heart attack. But in all seriousness that is a little insane, though not really out of the realm of possiblilties.

But i must also add the fact that i was feeling pain in my right side above my hip slightly a little later and immediatly thought that it was my appendix.

It is human nature to jump to the irrational or worst-possible scenarios immediatly and to think back on any research that has been recently accomplished. I recently looked up some information on heart attacks due to a character of mine having one in a story i am co-authoring and so immediatly looked for signs of it in my own pain.

I do not want to think the worst, but it seems logical at times.

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