Tuesday, January 25, 2005

   Not much to tell . . . . . again

Nothing really going on right now except for t-chan eating Ramen and trying to read her Oral Communications text (chapters 2 & 3), but it seems less interesting than the Ramen. In fact . . . yup, she tossed it onto the bed.

But hey, whatever, right?

What I really wanna write down here is that I love, yes I do mean love, my Psychology class and my teacher, Bill Balzano. It's awesome and I can't wait for next Monday! Yeahness! I usually HATE Mondays. But I'm good with it now. If only I didn't ahve to get up so early . . .

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Monday, January 24, 2005

   NM
Not much going on today. I had to cancel my Sierra Club meeting due to delays at school but other than that nothing but psych class.
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Sunday, January 23, 2005

   Hmmm . . . . I'm Intrigued By What I Found
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. deeder
2. d-sama
3. Diana

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. usagi sohma
2. deeder2004
3. beaniebopper204

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my eyes
2. my lips
3. my dee

THREE THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. how short my hair is
2. my limited vocabulary
3. how everyone perceives me as mean and snobbish/stand-offish

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. English
2. Irish
3. Scottish

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. The future
2. being utterly alone
3. jellyfish

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. music
2. e-mail
3. water/oxygen

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. gray fleece
2. hot topic tee
3. gray undies

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS (or artists at the moment):
1. sugar ray
2. the barenaked ladies
3. hanson

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. one week (bnl)
2. falls apart (sugar ray)
3. moonlight sonata (beethoven)

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. get a bf
2. sushi
3. being happy with myself

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (love is a given):
1. honesty
2. little thing (like opening doors and little smiles just for me, etc.)
3. understanding that i have a seperate life w/ my friends and that everything need not be divulged.

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE guess the lie, I dare ya.
1. I am a college student
2. I love ramen
3. I dance for fun

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. eyes
2. hair
3. smile

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. write music
2. run a marathon
3. write a play

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. singing
2. writing stories
3. just goofing off

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. figure out a beginning to my main story
2. watch t.v.
3. eat a peice of pizza for lunch

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. writer
2. history teacher
3. psychiatrist

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. Ireland
2. Australia
3. Rome

THREE KID'S NAMES:
1. Tanner
2. Trey
3. Sierra

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Make gingerbread
2. go to ireland and london
3. find a hubby that i really love and have some kids





One last thing:
Happy 75th Birthday Clerice!!!!

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Saturday, January 22, 2005

   Books for Classes
I am sooooo sick of Socrates Cafe (the book that we have to read for my Philosophy class)!!! I cannot stand it I tell you!!!!!

I shall die from overexertion and they will never find my body for I will have exploded! BOOM! Just like that!

And then there's my Oral Communications homework!!!!!! *cries into pillow* I will be swamped! And then there is my speech! I still have to write a speech introducing myself to the freaking class! What if I don't want them to get to know me?

Hmpf. Well, at any rate and since it will make me feel a little better I am going to write it here so that all of you might learn a little something that you didn't know about me.

*grins*

Riiight. Wanna know more about me. . . lol. . . Well, at the very least it will take some of my time and I won't have to worry about anythign else except reading it.

*faints*
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Friday, January 21, 2005

   Sleepy lil me . . . . .

*yawns*
I slept in till like 10:30-11:30, I don't remember which and I went to bed at like 1am. Is there something wrong with that? I like to sleep in and have a lazy day. I should start on my ever (seemingly) increasing mountain of homework, but I am really not in the mood to attempt it just yet. I need to wake up, put in my contactd, and maybe eat something before I throw myself at my never ending pile of work. I'll get it all done before I go back into my lil dream world. Well, maybe. I have a lot of reading to do and might blow a brain cell if I try to do all of it today. But hey, I'll leave that for last.

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Thursday, January 20, 2005

   Listen
Some songs seem to be addictive. I heard the one that I am using as my song once in the thrid grade and have loved it ever since and in fact I am listening to it right now.
It has this wonderfully creepy and yet soothing sound to it. I love it.


Not looking forward to my last class of the week: Oral Communications. Bleh! I hate talking in front of people, though I can talk to anyone if I feel I'm in a one on one situation: aka: discussions and chatting with people in general. But this is going to suck b/c we have to actually memorize shit . . . I think . . . .
ARGGGGGGG!!!!
This sucks!
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Tuesday, January 18, 2005

   The d-sama is utterly creeped out!
Last night I watched this movie with t-chan called Heavenly Creatures b/c it was a Peter Jackson film and we wanted to see another one of his films and not just say we were fans b/c we only saw LOTR and then there was the fact that she'd thought that she'd heard about it from her grandma or something or someone had told her about it. Well, at anyrate i was completely creeped out and for me that is a big thing b/c very few concepts can have the effect of creeping me out.

The movies was about two girls: Pauline and Juliet. Juliet is from a wealthy family and new to the this town in New Zealand and they become friends and it all spirals downward from there. They become obsessed with each other. They are working on a novel about a ruling family and they know it for generations back and that is what creeped me out. They are so much like t-chan and I are except for the going psycho part. Well, if you watch it they imagine each other as their character and when their families conspire to pull them apart they kill Pauline's mother in an attempt to stay together and that is what the movie is in essence building up to and that is what they actually begin with. What the two girls ended up doing is being put in prison and then, as a condition of their release, are made to never meet again.

I don't think that I have ever been so creeped out by a movie, but it kept me up last night and in a weird way I loved it.
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Monday, January 17, 2005

   Class and Reappearences
Looks like I'm here!

Sorry about the prolonged absence folks! Almost an entire month without a word on here. Bad me! Well, at any rate . . . I will have to update more often and will have to try ad write more than I did before. Give everyone something to actually read. lol.


Something to actually read:
I start classes tomorrow. Strange feeling, that of being in college. I don't feel any different than when I was a high school student except for the fact that I have a diploma in my closet. Ooooh. *makes oogley eyes* Whatever. Hope all goes well in the class. I had the teacher last semester and I like him so I'm good. Whatever and Goddnight.
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Saturday, December 25, 2004

Interesting X-mas
Well, I definately wasn't alone this Christmas! And I enjoyed myself. I spent it with my Heather adn her family, which are strange, but no more than most. I loved having so many people around and talking to me, whether I was being a little shy or not.
And it's not that I don't want to chat with everyone and be comfortable. The thing is that I can't. I am too shy to go up to those people and chat around. I'd love to but I can't.
But it was still a cool evening. I had fun w/ Heather and everything.
Can't wati to hand out w/ t-chan again though. we have a click that hanging out w/ Heather we used to have. It's different now, but nothing a few months of hanging out couldn't fix.
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Wednesday, December 22, 2004

   Blah
I love being here w/ my best friend Heather and all, but hings are different. I feel awkward and out of place soemtimes and then other times it's as if I am home again. Strange really. I no longer have a real home.


And today I had a thought.
Not a good one, but it was there none the less.
The thought was: I was wanting to run outside and stay there, letting myself freeze to death and be buried in the snow. It is the way I want to die if I can choose. I ti s relativly painless and once you get to a certain point you just sleep.

BTW: It is snowing up a storm here and everyone loves the white stuff. lol.
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