Thursday, October 5, 2006

   wordplay
I am feeling groggy this morning and I no longer have $56 in my account and I need to figure out what the hell is up. I haven't spent THAT much this week and I know it. I can't figure out where this is coming froma dn if I am right then I am calling the bank and telling them that I was charged way too much and that they owe me money. lol. But I probably just forgot that I went somewhere or pent something, but then again I have no idea what I spent at some places. lol. God I suck at being an adult.
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Tuesday, October 3, 2006

   morning morning morning
In about an hour I am going to be going to get my temps. Again. The first time I didn't have the money or the car to take the test b/c of mom for my liscense. Now I am 21 and I am sure as hell going to have my liscense before I turn 22. I swore that I would have them before I turned 20, but that never panned out really. I feel pathetic for not already ahving them, but now I have the chance and I am sure as hell going to take it!
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Wednesday, September 27, 2006

falling again
It is finally Autumn. I got my first wiff of dead leaves and apples today and that makes it finally my favorite season. God knows that it seems to have taken entierly too long for me to get to my wonderful half-warmed season. I really missed the cool air and the nice warm spots that you find randomly. I missed long sleeves and running around without jackets in sweaters and the smell of cider and leaves. This is the season that I wait for all year long.

I am also in a great mood b/c I got to see an old friend of mine. I went to the high school, which is actually just down the road and talked to Mr. Price, who told me at my brother's graduation to drop by and see him some time. So I dropped by and we talked for about 20 minutes about all kinds of things from school to the students that he used to have and who I was still talking to and all. It was nice to see him again. He hasn't changed a single bit. He's really a great man and quite a friend. Thinking about it I should have given him my e-mail and phone number . . . oh well.

I also went into the elementary to volunteer, but I don't know if I am going to get to this semester. Apparently they had a lot of parent volunteers this year. But I have the feeling that since I volunteered to do virtually anything that I am asked that I am going to be able to go and volunteer at least a few days a week. Which will be nice. I missed doing volunteer work.

*skitters off to go and play in the leaves*
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Wednesday, June 7, 2006

   another ady minus another dollar
One of the reasons that I am able to get online is b/c I am hanging out at Kara's for the week. That and we are watching her two cousins - Jasper, 4, and Emma, almost 2. The thing is that I am not supposed to be online exactly. Or that's not why I came anyway. I came, partly to hang out with my best friend, but the alterior motive is that I owe my GD college $290. Now, that might not be an issue should I be capable of calling them from MY house. But nooooo. There is something about our phone that won't let us call there otr there call my place either. I have to have it paid before next term starts and I am broke to the point where that might as well be $1 million dollars. *shakes head*

Grip, gripe, gripe. Again I should remind myself to be grateful. Tis my plight.
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Tuesday, June 6, 2006

and all that jazz
X-3 was pretty much a complete bust. I am a huge fan of the entire mutant idea. But it made Kara lose her love of Logan (a.k.a. Wolverine). He is a traitor to himself for not having a simple infatuation with Jean. But I liked the kid and Beast and the whole idea of dual personalities instead of Jean going to the moon to battle Phoenix. I was never much for that whole part of the series. But he wasn't supposed to ever love Jean. he is supposed to end up with Ororo (a.k.a. Storm) and there is supposed to be Remy (a.k.a. Gambit) who loves Marie (a.k.a. Rogue) and ends up with her after much turbulance.

Ranting. Such wonderful ranting. I tend to be in favor of canonship. Rarely do I not go along with canon couples. The only two so far are Trowa x Quatra (I am not a big speller and if I got them worng, forgive me) and Remus x Sirius. As far as the X-Men go I believe in canonship. Logan has lived more than 100 years already at this point (if you are a comic follower as my dad is and he is quite the reliable source) and he has been with many women like Jean and she is nothing!!

Sorry for those who like her, but she and Scott irked me. Glad he's dead, though they killed off too many people for my taste.
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Saturday, May 27, 2006

   5 AM
My dad, Kara and I are going to see X-3 in six hours. My brother wasn't supposed to be home this weekend so that I could sleep on his bed, but he is and i have the floor. No covers and no pillows for me. I am not in that great of a mood really. I am tired and I don't want to go to sleep in here. But I also don't wnat to stay up any longer. Not that I'm going to sleep long on a floor. . . Blech.
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Monday, February 20, 2006

   FUCK PLAYING NICE - MY LAST STRAW JUST SNAPPED!!!!
I've had it. To top off a frustrating day this stupid computer just erase all that I written before. No one will want to be in my next class. I am simply not in the mood for all of this fucking shit. Anyone who thinks my day wasn't so bad can bite me and then go wait with their head in the guillotene that they just loosed. Fuck the world right now. If anything else happens today . . .

*deep sigh*

I woke up this morning and was in a great mood. I spent the weekend with my dad who is a fun, upbeat person and that put me into a great, upbeat mood. Well, he was already gone when I woke up (he left at 7am and I got up around 9isham) so I blared his stero, which is connected to his kick ass stero. I did even did the dishes after I had showered, changed, and goofed off on the computer for a few hours. Then mom came to pick me up. (Yeah, me, a 20 yr. old w/o a liscense. I should just give up, no?) Mom had the two morons with her - Lisa and Tina. They are sitting in the common area here at school. I am hiding here in the comp lab b/c you need a password to get on them and they aren't students. They irk me to no end. I am going to keel over from how much they irk me. I like that word. IRK. IRK. Anway: They were in the car and listening to this stupid music.

Now this I can put up with and usually am forced to on a regular basis. But what comes next in my great day is what pissed me off and made my day hell.

While I am waiting for an eye exam at my friendly, local optomotrist my mom tells me that my sister got into one of her weird moods. Now that can mean one of two things

- A - Katie decided to clean the house and even gave the kitty a bath and chose to clean the litterbox a.k.a. the optimistic approach

OR

- B - Because I wouldn't do the dishes on her demand she put them in the shed and locked it and then for extra emphesis she unhooked both phones and hid them a.k.a. the pessimistic approach

Bet you guessed which one she actually did already. B. BBBBBBBBBB!!!!!! The little fucker. She thinks that this will teach me a lesson and make my life hell. Having to put up with her makes my life a living hell!!!! She hid some dishes away in her room. Those are going to be gone when I get home. I am going to be getting tino the shed with my key. Yeah, Stupid forgot that I had a key. And to top it off his the phones in the house. Our house is small, tiny, in fact so I'll find them and should she have chosen to do anything to them I am going to have to beat the living shit out of her. I haven't hit anyone since I was 16 and I am sooooooo tempted. Anyone want to come over and help me? Heather, Corey, Dusty, anyone!? I am going to kill her if I hit her once. That bitch. I am going to have to bleach the god damned dishes now. Imagine what's been on them!

And while that is the main thing I then had to deal with Lisa and Tina. I have to do something b/c I have an eyelid infection from my stupid contacts (which I can't wear b/c of it and I have to wait two weeks for the new glasses and so am blind for two weeks) Then, after I got something to eat (a very good vanilla frappuchino) I felt like throwing up while I was in the car on the way to school. (probably b/c of the coffee. I haven't had any in a while) Plus I still have my Human Bio homework to do toingiht. And then I had to rewrite this. I am on the verge of killing someone. Where is someoone to talk to when you need them?

I know I haven't visited but school sucks. Forgive me?
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Thursday, January 5, 2006

she left me roses by the stairs, surprises let me know she cares . . . . .
I have nothing to really do right now. I am sitting at the library replying to all of the e-mails and such that everyone has sent me. It's sad that this has become my only mode of communicating with other people. It's as if real people are fading out of my concious anymore. Or at least those people that I get along with and can relate to. I get to see Dusty occasionally, but It would be better if I got to see him all of the time. It would be better if I got to see everyone all of the time; like t-chan, Heather, Corey, anyone but Katie and mom and Katie's moron of a boyfriend, Melvin.

That reminds me, dumb and dumber are going to be at the house all weekend. You want to take a guess at who else is going to be at the house all weekend without any restbit from the two of them? You got it. Me. I am going to kill him. Katie at least will go into her room and not try to concern herself with everything that is going on around her when none of it concerns her to begin with. Melvin, the complete moron, has to. I can think of no worse punishment for anything than having to be in his company for 72 hours. My patience has gone out of the window with him. He thinks that he is always right. At least I am willing to admit when I am worng. God! He is what I must have acted like in high school. HIGH SCHOOL, though! He treats me as if I am 10 years younger than him rather than 19 months. I hate that. I hate that. I HATE THAT! I am not a child. And if I hear how Katie has been teasing him one more time, just once more . . . *bludgeons him with the computer tower*
I feel better. A little.

Okay. I know that I have been gone for quite a long while, but things have gotten nutty around here. I have no constant computer access and I have to worry about classes atop that. I am going to try and visit everyone, but please don't be mad if I can't. *hugs*
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Tuesday, November 1, 2005

   fooooooood
I think that I'm hungry right now. No, it's more like i know that I'm hungry and don't wanna go and eat anything. I wanna stay where I am and watch this program on Anorexia and whether or not it is caused by biological agents.

I don't know why I am interested in this kind of thing. I simply always have been. It's one of those mental disorders that is not normal or completely understood and I want to learn more and more about it. I guess that I am just weird like that. My theory is that it is not biological but singualrly cased. Okay, you're bored with that . . .
If you want to watch the show then check out Discovery Health Channel and see if it's on near you.

Poor Kara found out that she has about 40 pages in papers to write and she is feeling very, very stressed about it. I only have about 22, give or take a few.
*hugs t-can plushie*

All for today! Hope everyone had a great Halloween!
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Monday, October 31, 2005

   weeks go by . . . .
Saturday was my 4 month anniversary with Dusty, my bf. We didn't see each other, but I e-mailed him and he e-mailed me. It kinda sucks not to have him around all the time. Our stupid schedules are as such that we never get any time together. Bleh. I hate it.

Anywho . . . turns out that my advisor wanted to simply check in with me rather than to go over my schedule for next semester. lol. Kinda amusing. Nice to have an advisor who cares so much and is willing to check in with her students. You can't get that in most colleges. Or so I hear.

I am trying to be diligent and write my characters in a nice fashion that is productive. What I just wrote I have no idea. If you understood it then you understand me better than I understand myself. Which is something of a scary thought.

Happy Halloween Everyone!
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