Wednesday, January 19, 2005

   SO I'm back again
Yepp I ahven't posted in a while and I have done it with on purpess as I prioritced other things at the moment. So to uppdate all I just do a little and short summary of what happened. After I had spent X-mas in the army I whent home and spent two whole weeks there durning that time I play alot of Wow(World of Warcraft) and hanged out with my friends, one of wich I won't see in 2 month again. other then this nothing happened exept for the very day I was going up to the army base again. it felt like having the last hours to live and you could do nothing about it, like a heavy stone in the chest. As I stept on the buss I got that awfull feeling like it was one of the bigger mistakes in life and so it was. The first day we got dragged up earlier then we usualy do and had to stand in the hall in only our underwear as it was anouned that our first survival day started here. We got five minutes to pack things that we where going to have with us (the uniform, rainclothes and a thick shirt) after that we ran out in the woods and had lesson in how to survive after. the whole day passed with no food and lesson after lesson and march after march to new places. When the day came to an end we walked home and got the feeling it was over. as we stood there in the hall hungry like animals they said "Now do you think you can suvive a night?" and everybody answered Yes with load voices, aparently this was not the right answere as it lead to the reply "so now we will try it" and sow e got 5 minutes again but this time to pack all we thought we needed to survive the night. It feelt like a ton of bicks fell over us all when they said "now we will try it", with low moral we all started walking and yes we had to live in a smal triangel shaped wind protector during the night with only a little banfir for heat, the worst part is that somebody had to be awake and watch the fire so it didn't go out or started a forestfire. well anyway we survived the night (wuite well I must say for myself) and the next day at 6:15 am we where up and ready to get shutled in so we could ahve a combat exercise allthough we first hade to make our way from the little hill we camped on in pitch black, I tumbled down it unlöike the rest and struck my foot against a rock and is now almost unable to wlak on it but that didn't stop me from comming down and make it to the exercicse wich I luckely didn't have to do thanks to my little accident. well everything whent jolly good on the exercice exept the news where the worst in a long time, We had to stay for the weekend and help out with some electic lines that trees had fallen over during the storm and the next week is a field week so it feels like murder. so now I'm sitting here with the few hours time of and componing this little uppdate so I can feel relaxed. I just have to get hings out and I can't talk to people up as they already know everything. well untill next time when ever that will be.
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Saturday, December 25, 2004

X-mas was here and left.
YAY!! yet another Merry chrismas only this time I got to spend my time in this rotten hell whole(armybase) instead of my family. I feel so happy :| and I even have to wait with the presents till I get home but the best part is that I got a call from my family and it warmed once heart like nothing ever have. So now I sitt here waiting for thursday as that they it home and of to hug eveyrone that I didn't get the chance to do on x-mas lets hope its not that tereble and I don't get an alamr couse then I ahve to sleep in a tent instead of up in the bed...

anyway I hope you all hade a great X-mas and that you all remember that the importance isn't what everyone those for you or what you do for everyone but that you all care that something is done. by people and hope to be able to update soon enough as I don't got much more to do here as you can see at the length of this post even if its about nothing..hehe. Cya all and remember the thing thats said some lines up :P
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Tuesday, December 14, 2004

*Sigh* the last week
I went up today did everything I used to do and when I did the last groming before visitaion I got a bad feeling, as usual this never comes with a good future. I just got the knowledge that ppl in my group want to rake me off the groupchief job and not only that I got a hell of alot of studing for my civil shipcard ahead of me. My day haven't looked up a bit, neither have no one even tried to contact me so well I feel kinda lonely. well atleast life goes on.
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Tuesday, December 7, 2004

   now only a week and half left
The free time is getting close and I am having explosive dutie tomorro so things are really upwards looking. I got to talk to the coolest girl I know,again,the previus weekend. this really tangle old memories and that good old feeling. well anyway, I am sorry that I haven't written much lately but I hae had tones of things to do and almost nothing worked the way I wanted.

well I will try to make this a habbit but its hard.
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Tuesday, November 23, 2004

   Only a month left
now its only a month left till its holifday meaning about 3 weeks free from the millitary and that is a bless. Now its only to work through them and by the way have I said I made corpral? well now I have and all it did was giove more work when it comes to stitching grade marks. ohh and we now build bridges day in and day out which is about the funiest thing we have done since I got in here. it also have started to snow here making all of the work a straight out hell, butt cold and slippery like a new souped floor. now I do nothing but loong for weekends and the weeks themselfs to move faster so I can get the wel deserved holiday and bring up the contact with my online friends that I have lost much of during my army months. other good news is that its notmuch longer left here its only 19 weeks or something like that then I'm free and that means that I'm good to plan my U.S trip :D .

so sing a song and be happy as things are looking up and hopefully they'll keep doing so till I'm free. :D :D :D :P
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Tuesday, November 16, 2004

one day closer to death
a B-day is nothing else and being in the army where I'm not even get a happy birthday from anybody not even a congratz really makes it a sad day. even though I have had a down time I got alot to think about making life worth living. Like I have to start looking for a place to live in the U.S as I am moving there for a year after I amdone here in the army wich is more or less 4 month left now or maybe abit less :D.

well I don't want to put others down or write to much of to little so cya all in my next post.
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Monday, November 8, 2004

   The great expirience
Hiya! I'm back from a field week and now I really know that the work out the army gives you gives result. I have never walk, runned and carried so much and been unercousted ever. I mean I feel great and even the boddies in my group thought that I had changed since the last field week so things is looking up exept it was a carpy week and now I'm stuck building bridges again.

ohh yeah not to forget we had some pretty stupid officers on the field week. onme of them wanted me to run right into my friends fire and well one wanted us to do push ups in tear gas. I have also been elected for blooper of the week cause I almost throughed a practise granade in the majors head 8).

I also want to inform you alkl that in exactly one week I'm becoming 19 years old... god I feel old. well that was all fromt eh missing week and probobly all for today aswell so cya all and have great lifes.
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Thursday, October 28, 2004

*sigh* yet again*sigh*
well today I got the news taht I am going to be out ona field week next week and shoot live ammo in the practice, meaning that there is a danger of being shut under the whole next week. to explude all the extreamly boring stufff like sitting and doing nothing and drive boats back and forth some fun have happened this week. The captain and Lt Bengtson made a bummer when they where going to show us how to use the hydralik arm that we use to pick up the bridge parts. they made all kindas of bluupers like trying to finsh up a hanging hook with its own engine that where on the same block as it self almost like driving a car on itself and thinking it was going to move forward. it was this weeks blooper.

That is about it the rest that I can't think of might be revealed this weekend if you catch me online on Msn or AIM as I will be online on both. so cya all if not on the messenger programs maybe on the next post :P.
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Tuesday, October 19, 2004

Yet again
Once more I'm here and will probobly say that for aproxamly 20 more weeks. Once again have bad luck hunted me down and given me a big smack in the face... I'm forced to stay in the army over X-mas just becouse I didn't get all information... *sigh*. well its just bad luck hopefully something good comes out of it.... hmm what more have happened....

I guess nothing more then some army stuff like dressing up in all the clothes we got(looking like the michelin man) and was hot as hell. anyway My coldweather edjucation is done and now its back to boat driving which is quite ok even though I'll rather be home chatting with friends that I yet missed another weekend.

So that was all for this entry, smell ya later and hope to catch you some day in the future.
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Wednesday, October 13, 2004

Starting to get alittle home sick
It has now been some time since I was home and the feeling of homesickness is starting to rise, things doesn't get better when I'm not allowed to take of the millitary uniform. well I'm also deadly intruiged to start talking to some online friends again as now the 15th of jan I will do a abroud test so I can studdy in forigen schools (meaning collage in the U.S) so I will be able to work up my english :D (as it really sucks right now). anyway nothing new have happened and I'm starting to overwrite myself of events, in other words I am starting to run out of things to write...:( so pleace ask questions in the comments so I have much to answer :D :P.
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