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Sunday, May 16, 2004


   The downing
The life right now is a real downwer. its not lokoing up one bit, not even a good joke can get me laughing anymore. TO be truely honest, I thinking I'm becoming depressed and I have no real clue why. I have my hunches but I do not want to state them here as some people might get hurt. To describe the feeling I'm having all day is hard. Its like slowly being pushed towards a stake that is aim for my heart without me being able to stop it or like I'm heading for the end of the road in extreamly slow speed.

Many friends also seem to be more or less using me or well it feels like it. feels like its not actualy me they want only my service as a friend or any of the things I own.

well to sume things up. I'm low and have a slight feeling to just sleep the days away not caring of anything.

so I hope this will change or I might just end it here.


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