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Monday, May 24, 2004


In the midle but still lost
Well my life is currently down...as usual. All though I put a mask on not to hurt my friends or close once, its bad enough that I am down I wouldn't want to pull them down aswell. I feel like I am alone even though I'm surounded by people that are my friends and family. Like I'm the centrol core of what happens but only one who is there and makes it happen not the one that participate in he event. I feel slowly getting shut out from myself and everyone else. So I'm starting to become that mask that I put on to not hurt people, all empty and hollow just containing pain, anger and sorrow but with the looks of happyness, delight and empathy. Things don't look up as I'm going on a school trip with only the class, no teacher atending. In the mood I'm in today and have been the lates few days Its gonna be a drag.

Bu hey I'll try to continue my life and all the people that live around me will probobly live too weather or not I live through it.

"No one is more the just a memory but if their lucky their memory will live in the heart of another"

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