Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Inuyasha OC's kids XD
Itsuru and Akado's daughter, Iyasu.
Kumo's daughter, Kurai
Hebiji's son, Zankoku
Akado and Hakukiri's son, Tsukikiri

I'll put up their parent's avatar's soon XD
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Tuesday, November 20, 2007

   It'sapoll!

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:	Sara C., someday to be Sara L.
Birthday:	6/29/94
Birthplace:	Alabama!
Current Location:	A cage....
Eye Color:	Grey-blue
Hair Color:	BLACK! with blonde streaks.
Height:	5'....4 to 6 ^_^; Never actually measured, I'm comparing by friend's heights!
Right Handed or Left Handed:	Right!
Your Heritage:	Dog of all nations. You can clearly see my Cherokee, Italian, Celtic, and German roots simply by looking at me, though.
The Shoes You Wore Today:	COMBAT BOOTS XD
Your Weakness:	My friends. And my lover... their safety being at risk is the only way to make me succumb, if I don't kill ya first.
Your Fears:	Being caged, never being free, never being able to correct my mistakes, failing those I care about...
Your Perfect Pizza:	Cheese. I don't eat meat, fruits, or vegetables... I eat dairy and grain products... XD
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	To be able to truly tell my lover how I feel.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	wtf or XD... Idk which!
Thoughts First Waking Up:	Lemme sleep, for Christ's sake...
Your Best Physical Feature:	I like my over-all looks, personally. I just like being me!
Your Bedtime:	10:00 on weeknights.
Your Most Missed Memory:	I miss my old friends... michelle, and Jordan, and Jake, and Candace.. TT__TT
Pepsi or Coke:	Chocolate Milk.
MacDonalds or Burger King:	...You're a sick man, I can't choose!
Single or Group Dates:	Single.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	Chocolate milk.
Chocolate or Vanilla:	Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee:	Chocolate Milk!!!!
Do you Smoke:	Once...
Do you Swear:	Hell yeah, bitch XP
Do you Sing:	All the time!
Do you Shower Daily:	If I can get out of it, then no.. but yes, I am forced to... Shower... daily...
Have you Been in Love:	I have been, and I am!
Do you want to go to College:	Personally, I'd choose not to...
Do you want to get Married:	Yes. I always wanted to be a virgin bride in red velvet and black lace XD I hate the color white!
Do you belive in yourself:	Most of the time.
Do you get Motion Sickness:	Some of the time.
Do you think you are Attractive:	Around my boyfriend and friends, ja.
Are you a Health Freak:	No way...
Do you get along with your Parents:	Occaisonially... I get along with my dad, more.
Do you like Thunderstorms:	Yes.
Do you play an Instrument:	Not yet.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	Nope.
In the past month have you Smoked:	Nope.
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	Nope... well, my medication, but otherwise, no.
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	No TT__TT
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	No. I hate being around people...
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	I hate oreos.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	I'm a Sushi virgin.
In the past month have you been on Stage:	Yes.
In the past month have you been Dumped:	No.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	No.
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	No.
Ever been Drunk:	No. Well, I drank some perfume at age 2 and acted drunk...
Ever been called a Tease:	Yes.
Ever been Beaten up:	Very close to being beaten up...
Ever Shoplifted:	No.
How do you want to Die:	Painfully, but quickly. I want to know I'm dying.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	A writer, wife, and mother.
What country would you most like to Visit:	Romania.
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:	Deep forest green <3
Favourite Hair Color:	Black.
Short or Long Hair:	Long haired boys XD
Height:	Tall. 6' or taller, or close to it!
Weight:	I don't give a damn.
Best Clothing Style:	I look good in light shades, and classy stuff.
Number of Drugs I have taken:	0 illegal.
Number of CDs I own:	...a billion?
Number of Piercings:	None.
Number of Tattoos:	I want at least 2, but now, none...
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	Too many to say.
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

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Thursday, November 15, 2007

   Even more bored...
Raphael Louis Vernedead
Riviera Kalian Britton

More later..
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   SO FLIPPIN' BOREDEDED...
Me:

.....Save me, I'm bored...
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   Another round of me and my friends in anime!
Teh Ladies:

It's me ^_^ Except my hair is shorter!!

This is Karen ^_^ She's meh li'l sis 'n I luff her to BITS!!

And this is Erin, my big sis numbah 4 XD She's cool!

It's Chastity! She rocks ^_^

This is Wolfe to a T! lol ^^

Lilly, Queen of the Fairies! XD XD XD

Jordyn, her boobs 1/100th of their actual size!!! XD

Yamako, the sweetheart ^_^ she always makes me and my gang some onigiri and dango! ^___^
Teh boys:

Scott, sorry, ladies, he's gay XD

This is Hayate, who is Yamako's bf ^_^ He's Japanese!

Ashton, the pain in my lover's ass! He's Erin's steady BF! o^_^o

Aaron, Erin's ex and my fave big bro! lol He reminds me of Aragorn and Vampire Hunter D XD

Damian, Chas's bf... he reminds me of Kabuto! XD He's a pharmacist's assistant at Wal-mart!

Daniel, my Immortal...

tht's all, i'm still sick...
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Wednesday, November 14, 2007

Sick... AGAIN!!
So, I sick, I write fics!!!
I want to do a fic of each of my Hellsing charecter's backgrounds!
First round! Vlad is psycho, and Mary is definately not a zealot...

All of these were written while listenning to Within Temptation!
Phrenesis, while listening to: Hand of Sorrow, track 6
Crusades, while listening to The Truth Beneath the Rose, track 11


PHRENESIS

He threw himself onto the bed, lost in his thoughts.

-I hear them... Every day, they get closer... louder...-

-The Madness and the Monster, trying to take their descendant... Richard and Alucard...-

-If I listen to one, I'll only go crazier.. if I listen to the other...-

The young man grasped the bedsheets in a vice-like grip, bloody tears reaching his green eyes.

-If I listen to my grandfather's voice, I'm beckoned to kill and lose everything... If I listen to my father, then...-

-THEN I WILL LOSE MYSELF!!!-

Tears fell slowly at first, then the man sobbed.

-They're getting closer and closer, their voices are merging as they call me, and when they finally come together as one voice, they sound JUST LIKE ME...-

The man stood up from his bed and removed his shirt, his long ebony hair falling over his snow-white shoulders. He walked to his dresser drawers and pulled out a vial of poison. He took a large drink and grimaced. He then put the top back on and set it on his bedside table. He then took out a long medical tube and stabbed his forearm with it, releasing a pained sigh as he penetrated his sinless white flesh.

The blood fell onto the floor as he laid back onto the bed, closing his green eyes and listening to the Madness and Monster in his mind.

"You are nothing."
"Monster!"
"Unfit to be called my son."
"Unfit to carry the name Hellsing."
"They cannot understand."
"Why don't you kill them? Make them feel your pain?"
"Your mother always wanted to do that, you know."
"My madness runs through your blood, boy, as it did through hers."
"And so does my wrath coarse through your veins."
"We become you, child."
"We can give you strength."

The man closed his eyes against the pain. Their voices, always merging into his.

"You know you want this, Vlad."
"You cannot escape your lust for power... for vengence."

"SHUT UP!!" the man screamed, jolting upward and covering his ears, screaming curses insanely.

"WHAT HAVE I DONE TO DESERVE THIS?! IS IT BECAUSE MY EXISTENCE DEFIES GOD?! IS IT BECAUSE I AM THE RED ROSE?! IS IT BECAUSE THE DAUGHTER OF MADNESS AND THE DEVIL HIMSELF CAME TOGETHER TO FORM THIS BLACK HEART AND EVIL SOUL HIDDEN BEHIND THE NIGHT'S BEAUTY?! OR IS IT BECAUSE I COULD NOT SAVE ANYONE?! WHAT HAVE I DONE TO BE LIKE THE BOTH OF YOU?!" he screamed.

"I always wanted you to be whole, my son..."
"But you are too weak to choose what you are..."
"She weeps for you, your mother weeps in Purgatory for her son's sins..."
"My only daughter cannot even die because she gave life to a monster!"

"SHUT UP!!" Vlad screamed again, hitting his knees, blood pouring uncontrollably from the small wound on his arm.

The voices hushed, or were they ever really there?

Who needed to send him Hellfire and Purgatory, for it already exists in the mind of his insanity.

As long as he lives, he suffers, his only salvation is physical pain's reprieve, the closest he comes to death.



CRUSADES

"The Bible says not to kill, but you do. The Bible says to help non-believers to believe, but you do. The Bible says only God may grant pardon, but you say you can."

The young girl stood in the doorway, watchnig the cardinal's and archbishops, priests and nuns, all those that were part of Iscariout. They all turned to look at her.

She was small and frail-looking, with long brown hair and large violet eyes, her mouth set in a decidedly grim line. The cross around her neck had bloodstains on the image of the Savior from her mother's death. She wore a short purple sundress, showing her lightly tanned, gangly legs. She looked to be anywhere from eight to thirteen.

She continued to stare at the bewildered adults.
"Well, Iscariout, how will you defend yourselves at the hour of death? When God asks why you kill and you answer you kill in His name, how will He react? All the blood shed in His name, it brings fear, not faith!" she spat.

The leader of Iscariout arose and walked towards the child, angerp laying on his features. "Mary, silence." he commanded. Mary stared into Maxwell's eyes, her own cold, cloudy, almost inhuman. "Make me father..." she answered.

Maxwell grabbed the girl's arm and twisted it slightly. The girl simply continued to stare into her father's eyes. "You are a heathen, a demon's spawn carried by a human woman! You are not my child!" he hissed. Mary's expression never changed through all of the harsh words.

"And how will you explain my mother's death, Enrico Maxwell?" she asked. "Will you still say she took her on life, will you not say the Deadly Sin that drove her to"

Maxwell's hand hit the girl's jaw hard, whipping her head around and making a sickening cracking noise upon impact.

Mary touched her the left side of her small face, which was completely reddened. Her eyes welled with tears, but her voice was strong.

"I love you, Daddy... I didn't change that... you did..."

She ran out of the room, crying softly.

All those in the room saw the pure white feathers that followed the scared Nephilim as she ran, knowing not where they came from or what they would become as she grew.


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Sunday, November 11, 2007

   OMFG LOVECHILDREN!!! O_____O;;;;;
Grace Glory Valentine

+ Arthur Gawain Britton
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Lucian Phrenesis Britton

Arturia Damien Vayne Hellsing

+ Vlad Richard Hannibal Hellsing
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Integral Sara Rose Hellsing

More tomorrow, my brain hurts T_T


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Tektek.org pwns!!!!
Aura Hellsing (normal):



...That's all, have to go >_<

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Tuesday, November 6, 2007

There's a little girl in chains,
Can you see them?
No, of course you can't.
No one can, because she hides them so well.
They're chains of anger and hate and death and tears,
Which is all that remains of her poor shattered heart.
She wants to fly, either to be free or die.
No one sees though chains, not her friends, not her love, and definately not her parents.
Her parents just pull those chains tighter.
So do her teachers.
And her friends.
And everyone who makes her feel sad and lonely,
like she's a failure.
She wants to apologize to them for letting them all down, but no one will listen.
She's afraid she'll die alone, and that God'll hate her, like everyone else.
She's afraid to go on living in those chains, because she's afraid she'll kill someone with them.
Like her parents.
Or her teachers.
Or her friends.
But, she'd like to kill herself with those chains.
Above all, she'd choose death above another day...

...I need help... I cry too much lately... I would choose death right now...
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Thursday, November 1, 2007

   HAPPY LATE HALLOWEEN~
Hello, all! It's been a while, no? Sorry I didn't post yesterday!

Oh, I went as Claudia, from Interview with the Vampire, Scott was Alu-Neko, then ditched the neko part, Corwyn was a transforming Werewolf (which looked freakin' rad!), Jordyn was emo vampire, and by nii-chan Jacob was a Ninja who looked a lot like Ryu Hayabusa!

For Halloween gifts from my parents, I got...
A volume of Vampire Hunter D I already have XD
A piece of sexy red lingerie, for Mein Dunkel Prinz XD
And the started box set of Hell Girl! ^O^

HELL GIRL FREAKING ROCKS! WATCH IT! YOU'D LOVE IT!

lol Seriously, it's a good anime, but a little short on guys. The art style is good, and the story is slow at times, but keeps you on the edge of your seat!

*sigh* Goddamn school... Hafta fo, I'll be on later!
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