Saturday, July 28, 2007

   Taking a break from VladAura... INSIGHT TO A MARYAURA FIC
Is it so wrong for a 15 year old girl to feel love towards a 31 year old woman?
Aura Hellsing knows it is, and can't help herself.
//"We first met here, didn't we?"//
//"I suppose so."//
//"You protect the ones you love so much..."//
//"Are you jealous, Miss Hellsing?"//
That wouldn't be so bad, just a teen crush...
But Aura's not alone in her torment.
Mary canot, under any circumstances, get Aura out of her head.
//She stood, watching the birds in a once forgotten sundress. The dress itself was a light gold shade, like Aura's hair... The idea wouldn't leave, everything she did, said, or thought linked back to that girl... The birds flew, all but two of them. One was a light, near-white golden shade, the other a deep brown hue... A sign from God, or her own feelings?//
Things only get further complicated as a new orginization appears, threatening Iscariot and Hellsing's existance. Finally, the two are forced into living under the same roof, in side-by-side rooms.
The 'side-by-side' bit doesn't last very long.
//Drool stained the pillow beside her. She looked towards the source and screamed... "Good morning, love" the Archbishop woman said to the young Hellsing director. Aura tried to catch her breath, but only felt like throwing up... She sat upright in bed, silencing the girl. Her body was divine, tailor-made, it seemed. Porcelain skin and unnaturally large, round breasts only enhanced her beauty. "See anything you like?" Aura only nodded helplessly... "French and Italian... KINKY blood." "Oh, God..."//
Joint missions in romantic hotspots, subordinate squabbles at 2:30 AM, spiked punch at a sweet 16, hot spring visits, and lingerie parties. All told, it's getting more and more difficult to hide the animalistic lust the two share.
But, there's more to it.
//They talked of their dreams and plans. One longed for full humanity, the other a taste of damnation... How Aura told her dreams to Dhampir that only mocked in response, how Mary would confess her sins to the empty confessional... Aura accepted that Mary would never go that far, and Mary comforted Aura as she watched her dream fall through//
And it's not all sweet and to the point.
//Oh, this Lust in her heart, this Wrath, the green beast, Envy. She pulled out a letter opener, as funny as it seems, and cut the long brown tresses her lover so cherished. Damn her. DAMN HER. The look on the woman's face made the scene no laughing matter.//
It's up, it's down, it's my latest 1:54 AM sugar rush,
DAMNATION IN SALVATION
Coming to a notebook near me! Unless you want it...
Warning: Contains MaryAura romance/angst/sex/frig ya out scenes, VladMadeline Romance/impliance of sex, RomanMorgan fluff, RivieraAlice you-name-it-they've-done-it-TWICE, AdolfIngrid fluff, and VictorRaphael, just for a WTF factor.

Couldn't resist...

Thank you for reading my rant! loves ya...
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Friday, July 27, 2007

   God, I LURVE cosplaying!
I'm cosplaying Integra Hellsing! I bought an outfit EXACTLY like hers. shirt, gloves, socks, shoes, suit, EVERYTHING but the ascot and cross. Guess how much it all cost?

$24.94.

I'm not joking, I was at the thrift store today...

Biggest difference is she's blonde, British and tan, I'm black and blonde, dog of All Nations, and pale.

QUESTIONS!
1) Do you cosplay?
2) Who's your favorite voice actor/actress?
3) Who would you LIKE to cosplay as?
4) If you could be in any anime, which would you choose?
5) Are you blonde?

ANIME QUESTION!!!

1) Fill in the blank: Integra _________ ________ Hellsing.
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Hush-A-Bye
She wants to act so grown, it's funny. A 15 year old, 5'3" kid, running an Organization. I suppose Master Integra left with my father, the horny bastard called Alucard. My new Master was unconcious for almost a week after her fall during the war. She slept peacefully, like the dead.
When I see my father or the Major again, they're dead.
I stayed by her, holding those soft hands of hers. If anyone saw us, they might say we're in love.
I find that funny, just as I find it funny she's running an organization that's on it's last legs. Iscariot helps, but I think that's only because their director is more than likely sleeping with our butler. Victor and Mary, finally together. All's as it should be, at least for now.
Mary says it won't be as it should be until she and I are together. By 'she', Miss Maxwell meant Aura.
Aura Damien Vayne Hellsing. A flower. A jewel.
My Integra, and mine alone.
I am not bound to Hellsing, as my father, but I choose to stay, just so I can see her. People say I will be driven mad by her presence, by the fact we cannot be.
And yet...
We are the same monster, born of the same sin, of a monstrous father and human mother.
Ashton and Alucard.
Integra and Sara.
So how can we not be?
When I first saw her, I knew there was fate involved. A cruel fate, but a fate of lovers. She would be mine.
But, I cannot force her. This girl has charmed any thought of seducing and binding her to me away.
Ah, just like the Nosferatu Alucard and the Lady Integra, I suppose. I believe Alucard has what he wanted now, but the joke's on Integra when she is unlike my Mother.
She stirs at night, lost in a nightmare, so I come to her. She's unaware of the Half-Dead thing in her bed, holding her, carressing her face, whispering in her ear.
I sing to her, everyday, as the sun rises, when she is deeply asleep once again.
Our lullabye. Our Love Song. Our requiem.
'Reizen Aura, beruhigen
Traumende a traumende fur ich
Ich du nicht wollen zu geh alein
Traumende a Tramende fur ich
Verzehein mein herz, ich halte das nicht mehr langer aus
Traumende a traumende, Aura
Sie gebt toten ich innen
Traumende a traumende, traumende fur ich.'
She'll never know what it means, never know how I feel, never see me as anything but her Vlad.
Her Alucard.
But she is all I have, and she'll never know it.

More VladAura... The song's a sad, creepy lullabye I came up with... I dunno if I should gives it a title... It talks of Aura dreaming for Vlad and how she's killing him deep inside...
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Thursday, July 26, 2007

Forget
The storm came on, fast and hard. She had been a little scared, she never cared for storms. But, he had gone out in the storm, and he had left it.
She was so young, and kind, so many years ago. So she had gotten it and ran into the elements after him.
He had been standing at that tall grave, the grave of the pretty woman. She climbed over the fence, trying no to get impaled.
He turned to look at her. "Why are you here?" he asked, mad, worried, deppressed. "You're crying..." she had whispered.
"It's only the rain."
Her lover was strong, as strong as the bond the two shared. She raised a small hand to him, then gave him what she had come to give. "You forgot your umbrella."
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She watched him walk away in the moonlight, crying. Why? Why did she have to have such pride? Why did she always call him Monster, when they were the same? She had thought about it, maybe to remind him. She ran down the stairs and grabbed it, a storm slowly beginning.
He walked slowly, trying to find the courage to leave her. He loved her. It was like the game when they were children, My Alucard and My Integra, because Alucard would never leave Integra.
But, the game was over. And she had hurt him one too many a time. He was fragile, a beautiful disaster. He heard her running behind him.
She called him. He turned, still walking. Say it, he prayed, let her say it.
She ran up to him, and she was crying. "You... F...forgot your stupid umbrella..." she sobbed, hugging him. "Y...You forgot... the PROMISE!"
"And you forgot what love is." he said, fading away in her arms.

Another VladAura, sad and short. I think I'm growing addicted to this pairing... Just a thought... When my drawing improves, I want to draw a scene from this... lol I'll probably end up requesting someone else draw it xD
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   Wow, I suck...
I drew a fan art for Reenigrl-sama's b'day. It sucks. Go and comment on how it sucks... *EMO*
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Tuesday, July 24, 2007

   Got bored, found a Slogan creating site, ran my friend's Names through...
«April - what more could you want?»
«Next stop, Tsuki.»
«See the world with Lilly.»
«I trust Ashton.»
«The view on Karen.»
«What is Daniel?»
«It's time to think about Donny.»
«Let's talk about Lindsay.»
«Wolfe it's a kind of magic.»
«And on the eighth day, God created Chastity.»
«Be inspired by Yamako.»
«Hayate strikes back.»
«The Scott way of life.»
«Stay cool with Corwyn.»
«Yakumo's like heaven.»
«Where's your Meiko?»
«Byrd, the secret of women.»
«The Dakota effect.»


And mine:
«Sara never die.»


some crazy, some cool, some... out there... Look and see if you see your name ^_^ xD
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Monday, July 23, 2007

   Another Change...
lol AlucardIntegra forevers! xD

Yeah, How do ya'll like it?
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Sunday, July 22, 2007

   Look, Ane, I got an Emo, too!

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Saturday, July 21, 2007

   PIP-KUN'S VOICE ACTOR!
YURI FREAKIN' LOWENTHAL! SASUKE-SAN'S VOICE! WHAT THE SHZZ?! KYAAAH! ^O^ SO COOL! OH YAH!

Such short posts today >_>
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   OMG!
I GOT THE SEVENTH HARRY POTTER BOOK! ^________________________________________________^


KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHH!! IT'S AWESOME!!

BUY IT! READ IT!

SNAPE, MY LOVE!!!

KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!

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