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Birthday
• 1994-06-29
Gender
• Female
Location
• In my mind: Curled up with Alucard and Naruto Uzumaki. In reality: In front of my computer 23/7
Member Since
• 2006-10-10
Occupation
• Shinobi, Apprentice, Anbu, Vampire Kunoichi, Honor Student
Real Name
• Uzumaki Hinata, or Sara Tepes, or Sara C.

Personal

Achievements
• Getting over my introvertedness, Learning to stand up for myself!, NOT BEING A SASUKE FANGURL!, Out-eating Choji, Iruka, and Naruto at a Ramen Eating Contest :3, Knowing all the Hellsing spoilers and owning almost all of the manga!
Anime Fan Since
• I saw Sailor Moon
Favorite Anime
• NARUTO! but, I also like Hellsing, YYH, Genshiken,Inuyasha, Yu-Gi-Oh, Sailor Moon, DB:GT, Kamichama Karin, Bleach, FMA,One Piece, YGO:GX, Digimon, any Hayao Miyazaki, Primarily Kiki's Delivery Service, Rurouni Kenshin, Gin Tama, Godchild, Nana, and Furuba
Goals
• Keep Neji in ICU for another decade or so, Marry Alucard, Help Konohagakure become an even better Village, Avenge Asuma-san, beat Walter one day...
Hobbies
• Reading, Drawing, Glomping Naruto, Kissing Naruto, making loud, long love to Naruto and Alucard....I MEAN!!...Eh, crud O///O...Messing with my friend's heads! Talking with my friends Kiben the wolf , snowycloud, rockleelover17, and HinataNaruInu
Talents
• Singing, using a katana *seriously* Writing, Scaring other people by using the Silent Killing Jutsu, Messing with People's heds!, Giving good advice, Able to tell you anything about Alucard or integra at any time, NEVER BEING BORED.




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Sunday, July 15, 2007

Like You...
The first time you held him, you said he looked so much like me. My eyes from when I was human, my hair from when I was mortal...
"He's most defiantely yours, Count." Integra had said.
Looking back, that child was just like you.
His smile, his attitude, his fears, even the way he walked. It was all you.
Even the way his blood smelled...
I try not to think of that time.
When you left.
All that blood... EVERYWHERE...
You died to protect him, and I've tried so hard not to hate him for it.
But...
I'm starting to give in.
How long ago was it that he was begging to keep going on missions with me, even after the Anderson brat beat the shit out of him?
A few years later, he had cried on a mission, screaming that the ghouls were once human, that he couldn't kill them.
He had been thinking of you.
I didn't expect him to get over your death quickly, Lady Van Helsing, but it had been 5 YEARS.
The last I saw of him, I had tried to kill him. You will hate me for it, I know, but I had.
He was lying in blood, blood that smelled like yours, but instead of being sweet, it had a bitter edge.
He looked at me grey eyes. You always said they were green, but when I looked at them they were as grey as yours.
"Alucard... I don't dare blame you..."
IT WAS YOU.
YOU WERE LOOKING UP AT ME.
IT WAS THAT DAY AGAIN. WHEN HELL CAME TO US.
I stopped. You were always the only one that could stop me.
Now he had that power.
Your child.
He had been bleeding, pleading with me.
"Alucard... Fa... Father..."
He reached for me.
I was crying.
He kept reaching, calling for me.
I walked away.
He kept calling, kept reaching.
I left.
He cried.
He says he hates me.
He lies.
He's in my dreams, and he's still a child.
He's bleeding, looking for you.
But we are both blind.
You lead us down, down...
We don't know where we are.
So you toss those coins of yours, My Angel With Twelve Wings.
They both land on the side.
"Life Without Death." you sigh. "You will never be forgotten."
And you cry, because you can see.
I want to be FORGOTTEN.
I WANT TO BE WITH YOU.
How many times did I try to taste death, and how many times did you stop me?
Only once did he save me. He saved me when it mattered.
I look back now, so far from my past, so close to my humanity.
I want to know how he is now, just how much he's still like you.
Why do I think of these things?
Why do I still exist?
How long will I long to be LIKE YOU?

Very, VERY Strange Alucard fic. It mentions Vlad a lot. Again, I just felt like writing it.
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