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Saturday, July 16, 2005


   C'mon light the house on fire and dance round it...
I made it through my first 4 days of summer school and I am more or less going to pass it, so every things good and fine. I feel like lighting that house accross the street from me. Ok then thats bad aint it? I lo-o-o-o-o-ove bad....Haha...hyper...Llama randomness is funn. I miss every one ok then byeee...
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Monday, June 27, 2005


   What makes it seem so wrong?
In this thought I was wondering: "Why does no one seem to look past this cold crazy exterior?" What makes this seem so wrong? the Christians frown upon my hopeless fateless un fateful to THEIR god life...What makes me So wrong....?
I dont hate them persay but I hate how they cant except certin things...Like if you're gay, please if you LOVE some one of the same sex and (s)he loves you back, then God is really happy for that...its some thing you shouldnt shun your child away for...What makes it seem so wrong?...
I look at the Bible as a fake prophit, it never really seems like the word of god, the Christians have taken his word OUT of CONTEXT...
He doesnt want you to shun your child away he wants you to know he sent your child down a different path than others, the "Christians" seem to have forgoten that, love your child no matter what his/her pref. of sex is...(S)HE IS STILL YOUR CHILD!!!....
Ok I am done....Bye...

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Sunday, June 26, 2005


   So whats wrong with that?

Heh...my skool is really retarted...they say I have to go to sum skool...and then they say I dont...they are really unorginized....lol much like me....heh heh heh heh....hee hee hee hee I just thought aobut some thing...since I am single again maybe my friend Julian can intro me to his friend....but Idk about blind dating...lmao if you can call it that...Ok then bye...
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Link to my VF pro...
^^^^And yes that's me...great lighting, huh?

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Thursday, June 23, 2005


   Let's Fuck
I thought why should I be so sad...I mean what’s so bad I'll be moving to AZ...Oh baby I'll be so hott...over there.....
I am getting a hair cut but Idk if I should go with Eric’s cut(Murderdolls) or a razor cut I'll post a pic up...Ooh but man oh man I am going to be soooo hott over there...My all black attire will not help..heh...hee hee hee hee...I love my mummy dearest...I have my moments...now I am concentrated on my b/f so bye guys....
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Idk if I should get it like this with red in it...
^^^^^^^^^^^Like this^^^^^^^^^^^
Or like Eric's cut...Idk ooh...
^^^^^^^^^^^Or Like This^^^^^^^^

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   Yay!
Now the tihing works for me..YAY!!...Ok so I am sooooo sad...Tomarrows my last day and I wont be going to school...I am not graduating...and Idc...I only have to spend like 13 days in Summer School...13 days!!..Hey Wednesday 13...lmao...IM me any time guys...heh ok I'll c'ya guys l8rz...also how waz ur day...?...Byeeee....
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Wednesday, June 22, 2005


   *sighs*
Hey guys wazup? Not much I hope ok I just wanted to say Hi...
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Monday, May 16, 2005


   My Majors. THEY ARE SO HARD TO LEARN!!/Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
+=Hey Its MMGothicGal here you ppl need to learn that I am already on here go sign my other G/B. Ok bye
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I HATE SPAMERS!!! I decided to go to my e-mails I have waaaay to many accounts but any ways my e-mail was flooded with spam, and ironicly I am listening to "Pissed"-Dangerous Toys, maybe I'll change it to "Leather Boyz With Electric Toyz"-Pretty by Floyd, any ways my computer almost crashed on me but gladly enough it didnt so yea I am happy.
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Humans: Worthless, peathic, heartless beings who deserve to be wiped off the face of this decaying world. Yet some of them are good and kind hearted and deserve to stay on this rotting world.
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Human Psyci: Murders, killers, rapeist, theifs, pedifiles really only a sub-concious part of the brain, while the right side knows EXACTLY what (s)he is doing the left lobe of the brain tells them that they are doing right but when they are doing wrong so hence the right side is trying to get them to stop but the left lobe of the brain is to over powering, in some cases they have had the frontal lobe removed, an old experiement where the front of the brain is removed and all violent human emotions are removed to prevent the accused from commiting the crime again. But for some people/accused that is not the problem, the problem is from something more deeply seeded: the family. All of the accused have been turned into what they are today b/c of the family, either it was the mother, father, brother, sister, or any one in the family, you can be a victim and if subjected to it the abuse long enough you can turn into any of the above.
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My Majors. THEY ARE SO HARD TO LEARN!!


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☻HTML

☻Painting

☻Drawing

☻Singing

☻Animal Care

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☻Human Psychology



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Sunday, May 1, 2005


Blood.
Lets say Hi to the poets and to the rockers and lets say
Good night to me whose to die for an etrnity if the one man
She loves breaks her heart one more time, so please say all
Of your good byes here and now cuz I may not ever see you
Again. Or may I die tonight it was of my free will, hope
You enjoy the blood splatered on the wall...cuz its my
Blood.
If I cared so much about you do you think I'd be here or there with you?
Why do say so much that you dont mean?
IF you loved me then why do you do the shit that you do?
It means the world to me when you say you love me, and when I say I love you too you never Say the one thing that makes me go wild inside.
There is nothing sure in this world, why why why.
Lets start again not knowing what will happen next.
Lets say Hi to the poets and to the rockers and lets say
Good night to me whose to die for an etrnity if the one man
She loves breaks her heart one more time, so please say all
Of your good byes here and now cuz I may not ever see you
Again. Or may I die tonight it was of my free will, hope
You enjoy the blood splatered on the wall...cuz its my
Blood.
Lalalala die tonight, join me in a lovely death.
Lalalala die tonight, join me in a perfect death.
Lalalala die tonight, join me in a beatutiful death.
Lalalala die lets tonight, join me in a lovely death.
Lalalala die lets tonight, join me in a perfect death.
Lalalala die lets tonight, join me in a beatutiful death.
Hey I've been away for so long.
Whats happened...?
I've been away for so long,
I've been gone for so long,
Yea, yea take me back home.
I love you.
I hate you.
I worship you.
I cherish you.
I envy you.
I dietest you.
I want you.
I need you.
I tresure you.
I adore you.
I think of you.
I dream of you.
I respect you.
I dont need you!!!
ALL I WANT IS YOU!!!
Blood holds the wall, it slides, it glides.
Blood is all I need, blood it is the only thing I need to Survive.
Blood, Blood, Blood, Blood, Blood,Blood, Blood, Blood, Blood, Blood.

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Thursday, April 28, 2005


   More picz.....~sarcsticly~yay and oh joy and oh boy.
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^^^^In that pic I didnt trust the camra at the very moment.

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^^^^^My cat bit me and I happend to be yelling at him when I took the pic.

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^^^^^^^^^Just cuz he's hott as fuck and a really cool bassest and blah blah blah.
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If you want I could post more but I have to get more than at least 5 comments from 5 diff ppl asking me to put more picz up.

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Thursday, April 14, 2005


   What has happend to me?
I tremble a prayer for you to live,
I had only hoped that we could’ve lasted longer in this nightmare.
But all hope has brought is a broken heart,
And a pillow full of tears.
I tear my heart out hoping to die,
All I wanted was for you to see the pain YOU caused me.
I only hope you can see all the pain you caused me,
I can only pray that all my tears won’t seep into the earth.
I CANNOT SEE WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME,
TELL ME WHAT YOU SEE!!!!
It’s a sweet embrace of death,
That only I can imagine.
I tremble a prayer for you to live,
I had only hoped that we could’ve lasted longer in this nightmare.
But all hope has brought is a broken heart,
And a pillow full of tears.
I tear my heart out hoping to die,
All I wanted was for you to see the pain YOU caused me.
I cannot hope, I cannot see what has happened to me.
What have you done to me?
WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO ME?!?!?!
Just watch me,
As I disappear,
Vanish and burn.
All I wanted was for you to see the pain YOU caused me.
I cannot hope, I cannot see what has happened to me.
What have you done to me?
What’s happening to me?
WHAT’S HAPPENING TO ME?!?!?!
Why can’t you see?
WHY CAN’T YOU SEE?!?!?!
How can you not see?
HOW CAN YOU NOT SEE?!?!?!
It’s a sweet embrace,
Death,
That only I can imagine.
Hope is a broken heart,
Always crying,
Only wishing you’d come back to me.
But you promised…you’d kill me and that I’d not stop you.
Whoa… I’d cry in lifeless nights.
I only hope you can see all the pain you caused me,
I can only pray that all my tears won’t seep into the earth.
I CANNOT SEE WHAT HAS HAPPENED TO ME!!!!
WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME….?!?!?!?!
What is happening to me…Why can’t I see, how can I not feel?
You never said anything about hate,
How dare you lie to me?
It’s a sweet embrace of death,
That only I can imagine.
I tremble a prayer for you to live,
I had only hoped that we could’ve lasted longer in this nightmare.
But all hope has brought is a broken heart,
And a pillow full of tears.
I tear my heart out hoping to die,
All I wanted was for you to see the pain YOU caused me.
I cannot hope, I cannot see what has happened to me.
What have you done to me?
WHAT HAVE YOU DONE TO ME?!?!?!
I cried in lifeless nights,
I lied in my death bed in full of life days.
Can you see me, now that the fog has cleared?
Or am I still a fragment of a mind of a love lost in the night?
I cried in lifeless nights,
I lied in my death bed in full of life days.
Can you see me, now that the fog has cleared?
Or am I still a fragment of a mind of a love lost in the night?
Crying in lifeless nights,
Dying in life full days.
All the cracks are in my heart,
In need of mending,
Only hoping that you’d do some minding.
Lalala, so you say you wanna die?
Oh sweet serenity,
Give lost souls peace,
Let me die tonight.
So you say you wanna die?
Your life’s a lie,
So I’ll say bye.
Only knowing that you’re real,
And that I could never be real…istic.
I am fully opposable,
I am a doll,
Dress me up,
Real pretty and then kill me.
I am never real.
How can you be real…but not me?
How can this be?
Is it you or is it me?
Was all of this just a lie…so that you can get by?
Or was it just a lie…to bring me down and hurt me?
Can you see me, now that the fog has cleared?
Or am I still a fragment of a mind of a love lost in the night?
I cried in lifeless nights,
I lied in my death bed in full of life days.
Can you see me, now that the fog has cleared?
Or am I still a fragment of a mind of a love lost in the night?
Crying in lifeless nights,
Dying in life full days.
All the cracks are in my heart,
In need of mending,
Only hoping that you’d do some minding.
Lalala, so you say you wanna die?
Oh sweet serenity,
Give lost souls peace,
Let me die tonight.
So you say you wanna die?
Your life’s a lie,
So I’ll say bye.
Only knowing that you’re real,
And that I could never be real…istic.
I am fully opposable,
I am a doll,
Dress me up,
Real pretty and then kill me.
I am never real.
How can you be real…but not me?
How can this be?
Is it you or is it me?
Was all of this just a lie…so that you can get by?
Or was it just a lie…to bring me down and hurt me?
I am not real…but you’re as real as fog,
So I say bye.
So long,
Good-night,
Good-bye.
I am fully opposable,
I am a doll,
Dress me up,
Real pretty and then kill me.
I am never real.
How can you be real…but not me?
How can this be?
Is it you or is it me?
Was all of this just a lie…so that you can get by?
Or was it just a lie…to bring me down and hurt me?
I am not real…but you’re as real as fog,
So I say bye.
So long,
Good-night,
Good-bye.

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