Friday, July 8, 2005

Rest in Peace
Well she is gone… she passed away last night… at least she isn’t in pain any more. We love and miss you aunt Betty and we all promise that we will have that huge Irish party you wanted ;_;

We will probably be leaving on Tuesday and the funeral is on Thursday and I have no idea when we will be back

Great Arizona in the middle of the summer… they said that in Phoenix it has been in the 100s and if your lucky it gets down to 95 at night… ill be living in the pool…
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Wednesday, July 6, 2005

Dad says that for aunt Betty its a matter of one or two days she is in the hospital and had water in her lungs and they were going to pump it out and she said what’s the point… its time so she told them it was ok to sedate her… so we will be leaving sooner than planned… Korin when you read this make sure everyone else knows please and ill let you know when we do leave and when we should be home… all I really have to say is we need to find a cure for fucking cancer… My aunt who is actually my great aunt always ate right was healthy and active and never smoked a day in her life… its totally not fair that she has to go like this she is a great woman who has always loved her family and always was loyal no matter what. Not many people are as strong and brave as her she even told us that she wants a huge party at her funeral and seems not to fear death and keeps on with the pain I had hoped that I would be able to see her one last time but by the way it looks that isn’t going to happen. Aunt Betty we all love you.
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Tuesday, July 5, 2005

more stuff
Yeah so my Ryan came with me and my family camping this weekend it was sooooo fun yay! He came over on Friday night and spent the night (slept on the couch) then we went up to Dave’s sat and came home late Sunday and he spent the night again then I went with him to he’s friends house and we watched fireworks and yet I miss him still

Before he came over on Friday Korin and I went out and talked about a whole bunch of stuff it was great I missed being able to talk to her.

So my aunt started to get better… now she’s back in the hospital… then my grandma is trying to get my great grandma into a nursing home cause she cant take care of herself but nobody will take her cause she just keeps screaming to take her home… it sucks… then my grandma on my moms side isn’t feeling well either… back to Aunt Betty we were supposed to go down to Arizona the 13th to the 20th to visit her but now I don’t know if it will be to visit her or if it will be for a funeral… there’s no telling…

My backs all messed up again and I need to start stretching and working out again…

Wells I don’t know what else to say so yall have a good night/ good day

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Wednesday, June 29, 2005

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I feel so left out… I have to work and every time I talk to Christine, Bry, or Korin they are either busy or with each other… Korin and I were supposed to get together alone to talk and obviously that hasn’t worked out it seems like the only person that has time for me or can make time for me is Ryan. I wanted to go out with Bry and talk later but again he and Korin and Nick and Christine are all together… I don’t want to sound like I don’t want them all hanging out without me, not at all, but it seems like there always together so I can never see any one of them.

Lately all I have been doing is working then coming home and reading until Ryan gets off of work then he comes over. It seems like every time he dose we put him to work though lol like when we took the bed off my truck then he helped with the lights then he helped cut down tree branches then he came with us to my Grammas cause a tree branch fell on her roof and he mowed her lawn for us. He’s really helpful and my parents seem to really like him lol dad has a new nick name for him every time he comes over. There has been lex, wex, dex, lance, sexy lexy, <--- (that disturbed mom and I that dad was calling him that lol) Lex Lugar, Ryman, and many more lol

On a happier note I went to the movies with RYAN last night and saw Batman Begins and it was really good yay lol I thought it was going to suck.

Sometimes I can’t wait to move to the mountains…

Im depressed… I want to cry… I should just lock myself up in my room and read or play video games.

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Wednesday, June 8, 2005

   YAYAYAYAYYAYSY
Christine will be here tonight!!! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I went to the eye doctor yesterday and they dilated my eyes and it gave me a headache and when I got down to work I looked in the mirror and you could barely see the blue of my eyes it was just the pupil.

TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HOT COWBOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!! ~happy happy dance~

Well if you wanted honesty, That's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks,
For photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?

I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.

What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but still don't know what it means
To be a joke and look
Another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time
Take a good hard look!

I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
I'm not okay.
You wear me out.

Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You say you read me like a book, but the pages all are torn and frayed

I'm okay.
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)

But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust me.)

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not o-fucking-kay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)

WOOT because I am way to hyper… again\

YAY ITS TODAY! TODAY THE 8TH CHRISTINE WILL BE HERE TONIGHT!!!

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Monday, June 6, 2005

WOOT WOOT!!!
lmfao i am so retarded i found my old backstreet boys CDs and i listened to them and i still know all the lyrics lmao woot im hyper ~slaps self to calm down~ owww mother grrrrrrr that hurt ~sticks tongue out at self~ meany

ya so im going threw all my music and music videos omg I have sooooo much!!! Muah ha ha ha

VAMPIRES ARE THE HOTTEST!!!!!!!!!!! ~finds one and hoards him up in my room muah hahaha~ I will have a harem of vampires woot!

Oh and it wasn’t food poisoning it’s the stomach flu kel has it now

EVERYBODY Rock your body Everybody Rock your body right lmao omg I do need to be slapped woot

I NEED TO PAINT MY NAILS!!! Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh ill do them blue and green woot yay

I should get dressed too…

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Friday, June 3, 2005

   YUP YUP YUP!!!
This came from talking to Ryan!

Rain

You ask me what I like about rain… ill tell you…
I love everything about it…
The smell…
Just going outside, standing there…
Watch it fall all around surrounding, ensnaring the senses
The quiet that seems unnatural, the eerie glow that holds the world in a green light
Lying in the dead of night and listening to the rain patter on the windows and roof pounding a rhythm... soothing you to sleep…
Thunder… lightning… never really scared me but amazes me with its power and force
When it rains everything looks so alive yet almost frozen in time
The sky is all gray but there are little patched of light filtering threw…
Others don’t see the same way I do… its quite a shame really they don’t see the beauty in the little things like the rain drops sitting peacefully on the leaves reflecting back the world in one little drop…
Its funny I’ve never really put these feelings into words… yet you ask me one little question that no one else cares and you see a whole new side of me…

im kinda hyper and my hands hurt and i still feel queasy but ya woot
why do your hands hurt???
why are you queasy?
why are you hyper?
I worked today and i have three blisters and my hands are all cut up from staples
>_< owie
got food poisoning yesterday
and idk

lmao i just squeeked

EW just now EW it's huge! Ew he squished it ~ HentaiFairy

~pokes dead leg~

i am clapping for popcicles!

Went skinny dipping!

…..ok so I was John…. Now im a fork………. ~shakes fist at christine~
KORIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ok that’s enough for the night this is Evil Kitten signing off good night yall!

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Wednesday, May 18, 2005

hi
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Thank you Christine and Ryan! Bryan I’m sorry I’ve been a bitch and I miss you. Nick even though we don’t really know each other as we have found out… I still consider you a great friend and I’m looking forward to this weekend. I hope I haven’t f***ed up things too much but I care for you all and miss you all muah!
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Tuesday, May 10, 2005

   Today
WE GOT OUR ATV!!! Ya so I had school then I went down to the shop and mowed Tim’s lawn and ours again… mad it was hot and no hot shirtless guys this time… dang ~shakes fist~ after that I stripped… one chair… lol I’m a loser ya then I got home and huggled the four wheeler and then the guys came over to lift then we decided that we didn’t want to so ya we started up the four wheeler and rode around the house yayness! I told Bryan to bit me and he did of course and now I have a bite mark on my shoulder… Ya then we went to the mall to get throwing knifes then went over to nicks house and I videoed them for nicks project lmao then it stared to get dark and nick threw one of them and we couldn’t find it and we even put both the car head lights on the grass but still couldn’t find it. Then My Bryan took me home and I took a shower and shaved my legs and there all smooth! Mmmmmm smooth! Yummmmmmmy sunflower seeds!
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